Looking for a fic where Dean has lost his arm and is working in Mexico as a carpenter. He can't remember a lot of his previous life. SPOILER: he arranged an accident so the MoC would be removed. In the meantime, Sam doesn't remember having a brother at first, but as the mists clear, he along with friends are searching for Dean.

I'm looking for a fic that was probably posted around 2010. Jared (I think, I could have the roles wrong) was a model and very entitled, Jensen had facial scarring and was a bit odd, I think he was a waiter or a barman. Jensen kidnapped Jared and held him captive, I'm pretty sure there was non-con. It had an unhappy ending, but I think Jared and Jensen did come to understand each other better and I think Jared maybe got a head injury so couldn't remember it. I think it was pulled to be published but again not sure. Would love it if someone could remember the title and maybe share if allowed.