Favorite fics or rec lists for homeless Sam and/or Dean, Jared and/or Jensen? Young or older, related or not, AU, street kids, runaways, etc. Please. And thank you!

Sam/Dean, Jared/Jensen, or gen. No angel sex, please.

Hi there, I have read an amazing ff maybe a year ago and I can´t for the love of me find it. I am horrible with titles... But this is what I remember :

- underage wincest
- ff is short... about maybe 5-10 000 words
- I guess it´s from Dean´s POV
- very poetic (beautiful descriptions, imaginary of vibrant colors connected to feelings)
- It´s about Dean!pinning, if Sam is only playing with Dean and his total love obsession with Sam. Or if Sam does feel the same.
- He describes Sam and his behaviour as a different kind of flowers. When young and innocent, seductive, flourishing, blooming.
- In style "he loves me, he loves me not"
- In the end Dean finds out that Sam is obsessed by Dean the same way

Please if you recognize this fic, please, pretty please give me a link or here is my email address: lenkavyrostkova@gmail.com

Thank you in advance :)

Hi everyone!

I am looking for a specific fanfic I read a while ago about Dean dying after falling through the floor of a house after a hunt. He calls Sam, Bobby and John and they either think he's drunk or simply don't pick up at all. I think Bobby finds him in the end.

Does anyone know that fic and has a link for me?

I'd really appreciate the help.

Jai guru deva om

https://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996