Hello, wonderful people!

I have a couple of requests, I hope you guys can help me.

1- I've always wanted to read a multi-chaptered Destiel fic that deals with what happened to Cas when Dean and Sam left him at the hospital with Meg, but something other than the "crazy" Cas we got on season 7. Is there a fic like that around?

2- I'd like to see what happened if Dean had to choose between Sam and Cas and he chooses Sam -of course- but then he feels guilty because Cas gets hurt/suffers somewhat. Destiel fic, extra points if it's multi chaptered.