I read a fic about two years ago I really liked but didn't bookmark and have now forgotten the name and author of, so hoping to get help finding it again. I believe it was of FF.net. Here is what I remember (which isn't much)....

It started when Dean and Sam are little and the story progresses to them being adults. I think it was Dean's point of view or Dean centric. The start has Dean handing down the gun John taught him to shoot with to Sam and teaching him, as they grow Dean protects Sam and gives in to the thing he wants which cumulate in wincest. There may have been a driving lesson in there too in which Dean rewards Sam with Kisses. It ends when Sam leaves for college I was sure. It wasn't a long story a few chapters and it was complete.

Any help would be great, and I know I am asking for a long shot. Also any recs to similar stories would be cool too. Thanks so much for all the help.

Hope I got the tag right, so sorry if I didn't.