20 October 2014 @ 02:00 pm
Semi-dark Sam  
Hello - this is my first request so i hope I'm doing this right!

I'm looking for a story about the time while Dean is hell and Sam's reaction to his death - drinking too much? Not sleeping? Suicidal missions? I would also be interested in how this holds over after Dean returns.

Preferably AU (I don't want Ruby in these stories if possible). And NO Wincest please.

Thanks!