Hello!

So, i've been looking for two specific fics.

1, AU fic which dean and cas are having an affiar. I remember in this fic, Dean is getting married with a woman soon(Lisa, maybe? I'm not sure, though.), but He's been seeing Cas, too.
I think they met at a gay bar, and since then they have been having sex. Then, before Dean's wedding, his girlfriend found out about their affiar and broke it off. Cas tried to talk to Dean hoping they could get together and be happy, but Dean never picked up the phone.
In the end of the fic, Cas waited for Dean but eventually left and moved to another state(I think for attending a univercity)
Dean went to Cas's apartment, but he's already gone. The last scene is Dean was at the bar drinking alone, and some guy hits on him, but Dean told him he's got someone and turned the guy down.

It's a pretty sad story, but also hopeful.

Oh and I remember in this fic, Dean got beaten by benny(I think It was Benny but I'm not sure...) after everyone found out that Dean was gay.



2, destiel fic with omega!dean and alpha!cas.
They are brothers in this fic. They are pining for each other. Dean's heat hits him, and he locked himself in his room. Cas tried to offer finding someone to help Dean through his heat or something. Then, Dean kind of confessed his feeling toward Castiel.
It is a happyending fic.

I really really hope someone can help me finding those fics.