Hi there! So I read a fic about a year ago now that I thought I saved but now can't find it anywhere. The story wasn't too long, probably about 20,000 words and it was AWESOME. The world was split into two sets of people. I can't remember what these groups were called so let's call them 'betters' and 'lessers' for now. As kids, Cas and Dean were best friends and then they were judged. Cas became a better and Dean was a lesser. Dean then was assigned as Cas' servant/slave and is treated terribly by Cas' mother, Naomi. By the end of the story, they left the betters district and went to Dean's home turf and then ended with them hating each other. I'm really hoping theres a sequel now...anywho, if anyone recognises this fic it would be much appreciated. Thank you!!

For the J2 au, Jared was kept in some kind of government institution against his will. I don't know if he had ever been outside. Jensen goes to work at the facility (perhaps as an intern?) and JDM might be his supervisor. Jensen bonds with Jared and eventually realizes that it is wrong for Jared to be kept a prisoner. Jensen helps Jared escape (and perhaps tries to get them to Jensen's parents for help). It is not Dream Him Free or To Dream, Perchance to Live. They were teens or early twenties at most in the story.

#1 found by maryjo24. Predicted by Cha at sinful-desire.org.

The second one I am still looking for is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out. The girl is very much a human and believed in the monster, which is why she got scared and ran from it. The person who disguised himself as the monster had no remorse for their predicament. It is not O sea-starved.

Any help would be appreciated.

Hey. I'm looking for fics where Dean struggles with guilt over the things he's done in his life and/or he feels like he's not good enough, a failure, a horrible brother/son etc.
Thanks guys.

I'm trying to track down a fic I have only vague memories of. I believe the Js got together in high school, but then someone - maybe Jared's brother Jeff? - found out and threatened Jensen so he took off without a word to Jared. I remember Jared falling apart when Jensen didn't show up for his graduation. Jared gets kind of wild, drinking and smoking pot. I think it's several years before they reconnect, and Jeff helps Jared find Jensen again in the end. Ringing any bells?

ETA: Found! It's For The Love Of Jensen Ackles, link to Mediafire for pdf in comments. Thanks so much all!
Summary: The prompt: A J2 version of The Ugly Duckling. Jensen is the fat kid at school and Jared either bullies him/is his only friend, but because he's younger he doesn't stand up to the bullies. The boys lose touch but meet again in college where Jensen has lost the weight, but is still very self-conscious and shy. Feelings ensue and they go back home to visit Jensen's family/friend and meet up with the bullies

Im looking for a Pre-Series Wincest story that was deleted from fanfiction.net, called How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19.

In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.

Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.

If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful!  I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.

rainylemons has deleted their journal, and though there are five long fics on AO3, Brighter Than Sunlight and its sequel aren't there. I was wondering if anyone has a PDF version to share? 

1. I'm looking for any established Destiel fics where Dean's family doesn't approve of their relationship for some reason... Mostly along the lines because Cas is an angel but it could be because he is a guy (canon or au) I have read a lot of the ones where John comes back to life and doesn't approve of Dean and Cas together so I'm hoping for other family members such as Mary or her side of the family.

2. Established Destiel where Dean left the family behind (it can be canon or alternate universe) and maybe he reconnects with them later and introduces Cas or they try to find him and realize he is in a relationship with a guy and are shocked or worse.

3. Any really good established relationships Destiel fics really

I would appreciate any help guys, thanks so much!

Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!

Hi, guys!
I am looking for a specific wincest fic, where Sam forces (kind of) Dean to have sex with him, then they have a fight and and Sam goes to Stanford without telling him. After that Dean stays at Bobby's and stop eating and talking at some point. Then he has some relationship with a hunter that visits Bobby and then I don't actually remember how, but he gets a little better. John comes to take Dean on the hunt. And they continue hinting.

Thanks in advance!

I've been trying to remember the title and author of this one. It would have either been on LiveJournal or Ao3.

It is probably wincest, but I am not completely sure of that. The boys are staying at a place by the sea, I believe, for a case. The "monster" turns out to be a human male who disguises himself as a creature and intentionally scares a young girl badly enough that she falls into the sea. Sam dives in to save her and he ends up smashed into some rocks by the waves and damamging (permanently?) an appendage (I think it was his hand/arm). He has to cling to the rocks and be pulled out.

Any help would be appreciated.

I for one love the episodes when Dean had the Mark Of Cain. Sam was really trying to get rid of it, and Dean was just kinda excepting it. I'm looking for some episodes that base off what Crowley had told Dean about how the mark would make him unwell, and eventually kill him if he doesn't kill in time.
I'd prefer it if Sam is unaware of this effect of the mark, and finds out some reason after Dean collapses, or just gets really sick.
Please no smut, or wincest, or really any kind of relationship besides you know, Sam and Dean's awesome brother bond. Of course I welcome any self recs, and I don't really care how long or short the story is.
I don't mind deathfics, just as long as it's kinda well written, as some deathfics are kinda rushed or something, you know?
(P.S): This doesn't have to be there, but you know what would be cool? If Sam is being kinda mean and selfish about the whole Gadreel deal thing while Dean is getting sicker and sicker. I know, I'm horrible, but you have to admit, it'd be cool to read.
Anyways, thanks to anyone for replying, you don't know how much I appreciate it. :)

Me again, seeking help from those with better recall than mine. I read a fic a few months ago that I simply cannot find it. Jensen had been in a relationship with Jeff, who suddenly ended things. Jensen then meets and egts involved with Jared, who is pretty much Jeff's opposite. Jared is sweet and earnest and loyal, but not sophisticated or worldly, and maybe even still a student? Jeff comes back to town, and Jensen begins getting together with him for dinner and movies and things, neglecting Jared. Then something happens - I think Jared is in an accident? - and Jensen realizes where he really wants to be. I'm sure this is one is blatantly obvious, but I'm just not finding it. Help please!

Hey y'all,
It's a bit alarming, but I went to visit sinful-desire.org for their archive of fics, specifically "Riot Gear" and the entire site has been suspended.
Anyone have a copy of Riot Gear? Or any others off the site? Riot Gear is possibly one of my favourite stories to read.

Thanks,
Bound

I'm looking for J2 fics were one of the boys outs the other; could be set in high school, college, ect. I'm in the mood for angst so the more angst the better but preferably with a happy ending. Can be either short or long I'm not fussed. Thank you!

This fic popped into my head the other day and I have had no luck finding it yet, so I'm hoping you guys can help.

In it, Chad and Jensen are in a serious relationship and have been dating for a while, though neither of them are officially out. Jensen is up in Vancouver shooting and has been blowing Chad off who is in LA. Cue angst of Chad putting up with it because he just wants Jensen any ways he can get it. Christian Kane shows up and buddies up with Chad when he see what's going on and how no one is supporting him. Jensen finally gets a clue and there's a confrontation between Chad and him to resolve everything.

Thanks for your help!

I'm looking for some fics where Sam seriously hurts Dean. By this I mean physically, not mentally. The injury could be near death, or just really painful to Dean. Sam might do this by accident, like maybe he screws up on a hunt, or maybe he might want to hurt Dean in some way, but accidentally takes it too far, such as maybe Sam and Dean are in one of their fights, and Sam hits Dean too hard, or possibly he might do something really serious like stab or shoot Dean whilst in a really angry mood. Any of these would be amazing, or any other suggestions. I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind Castiel or other characters in it, as long as it is mainly based on Sam and Dean. No love or smut, especially no Cas/Dean or Dean/Sam pairing, all just Sam hurts Dean, and NO DEATH FICS! I know, I'm a horrible person, I just love these kind of fics. for a bonus, maybe Dean doesn't tell Sam how badly he is hurt, until he collapses or something, and Sam is guilty as hell. Thanks in advance! :)

I recently read Redemption Arc by galaxysoup. And it has me craving Castiel-centric fics.

I am especially looking for hurt/comfort and whump (abuse is fine). Castiel with mental illnesses (depression, PTSD) or phsyical disabilities (injuries, deaf, blindness). Fics similar to Redemption Arc would be great.

Any pairings except wincest are fine (wincestiel is okay). Happy endings preferable.

The fic I'm looking for was from Sam's POV and was fairly long. There was a lot of Sam who was in high school pining for Dean who I don't think was. I remember two scenes clearly.

1) Sam and his girlfriend call Dean from the high school bathroom stall they're hiding in because someone's running around the school with a gun. Dean gets to the school and runs in and finds Sam and the OFC in the bathroom. Dean may have fought the shooter, but I can't remember. They all get out safely.

( Second scene )

I'm looking for any stories where Sam says or does something mean to Dean when he's drunk (or on drugs or grieving or something). Would prefer if he realizes and is sorry later, but that's not necessary. Thanks!

I am looking for any fics where Sam has been kidnapped by someone and then when he is found, he has to go through some sort of therapy - physical therapy, counselling, things like having to learn something again - because of the trauma he went through during the time he was kidnapped or because of an injury. It is the aftermath that I am particularly interested in, and is why I am asking for something with Sam having to have treatment of a certain kind.

If anyone can recommend any fics, that'd be great. Thanks!

It's been years since I've read this fic, probably back to at least '07 or '08. All I can remember was that the boys were on their own when they find out about the 9/11 attacks. I don't remember if John was showed up later or not. I'm almost positive it was between 5,000 and 10,000 words and I read it here on LJ.

Thanks for the help, everyone.

I've searched for this fic once before but didn't get any results a few years ago, and it's sprung to my mind again and is now driving me crazy trying to find it so I figured I'd try again. This is definitely an older fic (I'm thinking probably around 2007/8) and is longer one...

I'm not 100% sure if it's a curse or a spell but Sam gets either sent back in time or to an alternate universe where there is another Dean and Sam - the two Sams swap consciousness but still retain their own appearances. In the past/alternate universe, Dean thinks Sam is insane as he is speaking of a different Dean and the future and possibly demons so he sends him to an asylum where he is very much mistreated. He's kept in isolation and chains practically 24/7.

I remember two specific scenes where he is being bathed/tortured, and another where Dean goes to visit him and he is very withdrawn and gaunt, and his hands are covered with a shawl to hide the chains/bruising. He begs Dean to take him home and Dean sees the chains, but he is convinced that his brother is violent which is why he needs the chains... Sam ends up escaping or being rescued by Bobby, and cared for by Jess who is Bobbys daughter... In the present time Dean and Sam from the past try to work out what happened and break the spell/curse to return them to their own timelines...

If anyone knows this specific fic it would be very much appreciated! I'd also like some recommendations along these types of stories & themes.

Thanks!

I'm looking for stories where it is either an outsider or the impersonal 3rd person narrative that comments on the destruction or vengeance Sam or Dean will wrought if the other is killed. I guess implied in that is also what they will do to get the other back.

I'm not looking for Sam or Dean saying or thinking this. And I know about the Suite!verse which I've read many times and love but that isn't what I'm looking for.

It doesn't matter if its Wincest or just the dysfunctionally close relationship they have in canon.

Thanks.

Hi!

I am looking for a specific story I read a few years ago. There is not much I remember (sorry!), but I hope someone can help me out.

The most prominent thing I remember is that Dean had some pretty bad facial burn scars. He was used to being an outsider, scaring others off.

He was by himself, maybe homeless? Maybe he was hiding, but on a mission. I think at the beginning he was in a kind of warehouse or dilapidated building in a city, observing a street.

The boys were raised apart, didn't know each other. At some point he met or saw Sam. It's possible that it turned into a hurt/comfort-story at some point, where he was adjusting to being part of a family.

The story had a kind of intense, bleak or sad atmosphere.

It was either on LJ or fanfiction.net.

Thank you so much in advance!

Found on fanfiction.net: Lick the Valleys Up by xxCerezasxx

I am looking for a fic that starts pre-Season 1, i.e.: the J's meet for the audition, hit it off, film the pilot, then end up in Vancouver for season 1. Jensen & Jared would make plans but somehow Jensen would get sidetracked by Chris, Steve, Mike Rosenbaum and Tom Welling dropping by. Being a new friendship, Jared tried not to make a big deal out of it but his feelings were really hurt. There was one scene where Jared was going back to his hotel and was accosted by fangirls. He tripped over the curb and ends up in the hospital with a concussion. Things get so bad that even Eric mentions something to Jensen. I have looked everywhere for this fic and I cannot find it.

Any ideas?

Looking for the fic where Dean and Cas sleep together for the first time and Dean thinks it is the start of the relationship he wanted but Cas then acts like it was just a one night stand and proceeds to sleep around like it's going out of fashion with everyone but Dean. Dean is upset and hiding it and definitely goes to cry on Charlie's shoulder at one point. And I think Cas may have been either falling or in some way depowered? It was pretty satisfyingly angsty all around.

I have looked for well over a month to find these and I could use some assiatance.

I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.

Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!

Thank you in advance!


P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.

I am looking for a Jensen/Jared Alpha/Omega arranged marriage story. In the story Jared is an omega whose family is horrible to him. They tell Jared how horrible sex is going to be and thats all hes going to be worth a sex toy. They tell him that he's going to be treated badly by his new alpha.Jensen treats Jared like hes a treasure. Jensen who is the alpha that Jared is marrying is also kind,thoughtful and doesn't act like a knotthead. Jared's family hooks him up with Jensen because of the money and just to get rid of Jared. They blame Jared for not getting their money especially Jareds brother.Jensen doesn't give Jareds family anything because of the way they treated Jared.Jensen gives something to Jareds only friend who was always there for Jared. Also Jared is an artist. Jensen gives Jared a surprise birthday party and invites one of Jareds old friends before Jared became an omega. He cant invite more because they havent been checked out for anything unusual or criminal. The story has multiple parts to it. In one of the stories Jareds brother tries to kill him during an omega rights march/protests. Jensen is a prince, his brother will be king someday. In another one of the stories Jensen tries to make Jared angry because Jared never gets angry. For Jareds birthday Jensen gives him a dog. Im not sure if they have sex on their wedding night. Jareds family hates omega s and thinks all there ment to do is have sex,birth pups and take care of the house.Thats all I remember.

Hi all, I'm hoping that someone has come across (or written) a fic where Mary reads Chuck's books. Bonus points if Mary confronts/questions either or both of the boys about some of the things that happened in them, or if she investigates, looks things up online, or questions some of the other people mentioned in the books. Just in general anything where Mary has to acknowledge what the boys have been through. Thank you all in advance.

Mods I'm not sure about the tags, you don't seem to have a POV-Mary one, or one for the Winchester Gospels/Supernatural books. Please let me know if I missed any. Thank you.

Looking for the "Whipping Boy" by Vambrace. It was a SPN BB submission for 2012 and when I click on the link it says access denied. The last post on the journal was 2014. I checked on the deleted journals just in case and the author is not there.

Does anyone know if it's posted somewhere else or if someone might have a copy?

I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.

Looking for fics that involve a big breakup between j2 and then an eventual happy ending!!

Hi im looking for any J2 stories were J1 is famous or popular and J2 is just normal and not popular,and J2 is inlove with J1,but J1 just used J2 to have a good time and breaks his heart but later realizes he love J2 and apoligies and ask for a second chance.Happy ending please.

My Google-fu has absolutely failed me. I'm trying to find a fic I read ages ago. It's non-au, Jared and Sandy are engaged, Jensen is pining. Jared's dad has an accident - falls off a ladder maybe? - and Jared doesn't want Jensen or Sandy to come home with him, but Jensen follows him anyway. Jared's dad dies of his injuries but gives Jared some deathbed advice about being with the one who truly makes you happy, or something like that. Sandy is kind of a bitch about the whole thing, and wants to go ahead with the wedding really quickly. Cue deep realization, break up, and J2 HEA. Anyone recognize this? Thanks in advance.

Cas and Sam are trying to save Dean from something or someone, maybe Azazel, and Sam takes dream root to go into Dean's dreams to get a means to do that, Cas tell him not to open any other door in Dean's mind except the one he's mean to, because he might not like what he finds. Sam swears to do that but curiosity gets the better of him and he starts opening all the doors and finds things out, then he opens one that shows Dean torturing Jess when he'd been in Hell. Not sure what happens after that or if the story was finished, does it ring any bells to anyone. Thanks to any who answer

Hey, everyone. I'm really just looking for any fics you know of that contain alcoholic (or drug addict) Dean going to rehab. I like angst but also happy endings. I'm not too picky, the longer the better! I like AUs but if you have any that aren't so AU that's good too. Prefer no Wincest, but I'll take it if you have it :)

I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!

I went to reread one of my fave J2s - tinalia's And Heartbreak Ensues - and the journal has been deleted. Does anyone have a pdf they can share? I love this story so much, and I'm so sad now!

I'm looking for two types of fics:

1) Boy 1 only does one night stands or casual sex, and Boy 2 wants more. Bonus if Boy 1 is sleeping with other people.
2) Boy 1 emotionally hurts Boy 2 a lot.


Can you please help? I don't care what the pairing is. Long, hurty and angsty is great! Thanks!

Hi Everyone!

I remember some specific details of the fic that I'm looking for but not much. It started, I think, with J1 driving and getting a call about a side character's death. So he had to go back to his hometown(maybe) to attend the funeral. That's how he meets J2 again and it's strained between them because they used to date. There was a flashback scene where J2 convinces J1 to throw away his pack of cigarette. And there was also a scene where J1 and J2 talk about Chad Michael Murray. And it had a part where one of them says, "So if you hit accidentally stub your toe?" and the other replies "I'd go, Chad Michael Murray- that hurts!"

That's all I can remember. It's a pretty old fic and when I read it it was still a WIP. It'd be awesome if anyone can help me find it. Thanks in advance.

Looking for these kind of fics.

1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....

2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.

3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.

4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.

This is a fic I read ages ago:
It started with Sam having to choose between John and Dean and John was the one that ended up dead. Dean end up pretty "pissed" at Sam(John aand Dean were shouting why Sam should let the other one live).
They they end up going on a hunt about a mysterios sickness. Sam is feeling realy guilty and starts to hallucinate, wich he thinks because how bad he feels about his dad. Dean has been previously really unsupportive and they later find out that Sam has the sickness.

It might have been on ff.net but you never know.

I Apreciate all and any help!

(Sorry for the mistakes. English is not my first language and I am using a translator to write this post)

Hello, I'm obsessed with fanfiction Dean Centric, pre-series or Stanford Era. I would like to read recommendations in which John acts protective / parental / guilty with his older son (with or without the presence of Sam).

I always see stories focusing on Sam, but I can't deny that Dean is my favorite. Do you have any recommendations for me? I'm used to visit the site and think I read a lot indicated here.

Please: Gen stories, not Wincest without pairings if possible.

This is bugging the heck out of me. I can't seem to find the right tags to locate it.
It was a story of a young (20 something) J2 (maybe, possibly Sam/Dean AU, but I think it was J2) I seem to remember Jensen being the next best thing to homeless and he starts hanging around with Jared. Jensen has been horribly scarred in a fire and is very self-conscious. I also seem to remember Jared being kind of cruel or oblivious. Jensen thinks he's finally found something, but Jared may announce at some point that he's interested in someone else. Or I might be misremembering it.

The story ends with Jensen rushing to catch the bus and is so distracted he is struck and killed.

Does this ring any bells with anyone? It was a SPN_J2 Big Bang three or four years ago.
Any help appreciated.

FOUND by the awesome wusswooand I had everything wrong about the story except the scars!
Lick The Valleys Up by xxamlaxx
Summary: SPN AU based off Marianela. Dean and Sam's parents died in the fire that left Dean disfigured and Sam blind. Sam is adopted by the Winchesters, Dean isn't. In simpler terms: Dean is ugly, Sam is blind, and they meet.

Okay so you know how in all the evil!sam/dean/whoever whatever the captured one eventually succumbs to stockholm syndrome are there any fics where the pet decides that they'd rather be dead then you know a pet.

Like if Sam is the boyking of hell and has Dean as his prize, Dean commits suicide instead or something instead being trapped with him forever. Vice Versa.

Just wondering because we all know the phrase fate worst then death if it's worse then death then why haven't they offed themselves yet. Speaking of death any Dean/Death fics would be welcome to.

But yeah fics where the evil!whoever has whoever for a pet/slave/f__kbuddy and they decided they'd rather be dead then a slave.

Any paring but I'm partial to Wincest and Destiel. And I kinda want Dean to be the one who kills himself in a last screw you, they can't have him kinda way but not impartial to it being Sam or whoever.

One last request any fics where when Dean comes back from hell Ruby is jealous even if she won't admit it.

Hey guys, I just have a quick search this time for the following:

1) [FOUND]crowley+sam - a specific fic where crowley follows sam around the bunker, probably post human blood addiction. i'd also like any other fics where crowley and sam are reluctant friends.

2)lonely!sam - any pre-series fics where john and dean leave sam behind and the consequences there of, like someone trying to kidnap him or the monster coming for him and he has to take care of it himself. also, any fics where sam thinks he's being abandoned on purpose, because he's slow or in the way or something.

Thanks!

Hey guys,

Pretty much what the title says. I'm looking for any fics where the boys are in a relationship and for whatever reason think that the other is cheating on them. I'm preferably looking for fics where it's all just a big misunderstanding and they kiss and make up in the end, but if there are fics where there's actual cheating (and you want to break my heart), I'm down for that too!

Thanks in advance!

Hello all!
I love a good 'n' angsty prison AU, and have consequently been running out lately. I've been through most of the popular ones on AO3, but haven't had the chance to explore other places. I was hoping I could get some good recommendations here!
I don't care if it's gen or slash, but no Wincest please. Also, Dean-centric is preferred. Bonus if Alistair is a character!
Thanks a lot!