22 June 2017 @ 12:38 pm
Heya everyone! I've got a few types of requests today.

1. Any fics where Dean is spoiled by his partner. NOT in the sense where Dean has a rich partner or something and they spoil him with riches and pampering. I won't really say no to that, but the dynamic I'm looking for is something where Dean has perhaps been through a lot? He has low self-esteem and thinks very poorly of himself, and so his partner just pampers him with all the love and affection in the world and takes care of Dean and protects him and all that sappy shit. I'm just really craving something where Dean is shown all the love he deserves and more and is treated like the precious being he is ;_; (Kind of like the dynamic between Dean and Cas in the fics "Amnesia" and "The College Years" by intothesilentland if you've read those.)

2. Any fics where Dean is or was bullied? This can be canon or au, perhaps a canon fic where Sam didn't know Dean would get bullied and finds out years later? Or an au where someone helps Dean out when he's getting bullied and their relationship blossoms from there. Obviously this falls into my favourite category, hurt/comfort. Angst + schmoop = Heaven!

Yeah, that's about all I have for now. Just a warning, I really have a preference for sub!dean, and I generally prefer bottom!dean as well. If there's a top!dean scene, I'd prefer you warn me, and if it's dom!dean, I'd prefer you not rec it.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading! I'm looking forward to some recs coming my way, you guys never fail!
 
 
15 June 2017 @ 10:05 am
Heya! S'me again.

So far I've been reading so many great fics recommended by ya'll, so I'm gonna give this another go.

I basically want any fics where the dynamic between Dean/Jensen and his SO is similar to the dynamic between dean and Cas in these two fics: Amnesia and The College Years by intothesilentland. (particularly The College Years, but their dynamic is basically the same in both fics.)

I guess this would only make sense if you've read the fic? I'm sure some of you have though, and if you haven't- what are you doing. You should. Your really should. (If you're super into hurt/comforted!dean)

Basically, it features a hurt, precious, sheepish, blushy, shy, sweet Dean- and Cas loves taking care of him and giving him all the love in the world, but the characterization is great and Dean doesn't come off as way too needy or an attention seeker. I just need fics where Dean is hurt but is shown all the love and care he deserves and more.

That paragraph might help a little, but I really am hoping some of you out there have read this so that you really know what I'm talking about, haha. I can't really give a summary of both entire fics and everything I liked about them, which is why this is so vague which I am sorry about. But I hope you can come up with something! Thanks in advance <3
 
 
02 June 2017 @ 07:34 pm
Hey ya'll! This is just my second time posting here but I got such awesome results with my first one -like, seriously, there were so many- I couldn't resist posting again!

So, I've got an intense craving for some hate to love fics. I'm mainly craving destiel, but J2 or Dean with some other characters will be fine too- all the pairings I'm cool with will be in the tags.

I would just like fics where Jensen or Dean and his eventual SO hate eachothers' guts at the beginning. I do like high school aus, but if they're written well- I tend to find ones that are quite tacky, however I'm willing to bet that it's just my horrible google-fu that's doing that for me- so I do hope some of you could hook me up with some goodies! However, anything works for me- in the topic of aus, that is.

I do love me some Jensen/Dean!whump, so I would prefer it if he's the one that gets the worse end of the stick- whatever the stick may be. Though I do want the hatred to be generally mutual- I don't want Jensen/Dean's partner to be the only one dishing out the harsh hatred (ooo alliteration) while he remains helpless and pining, that would be bordering a somewhat abusive relationship, and I'm really not up for anything a little more than petulant hatred between the two.

So yeah, not anything too heavy. I'm just in the mood for some angst- arguing, a few hurtful words, maybe some tears, enough to frustrate me- but enough cuteness and schmoopy boys mixed in to make it a little more pleasant than painful!

I prefer bottom + submissive Dean and Jensen, though I can deal with switching as long as he remains the submissive one. Other than that I haven't really got any squicks when it comes to smut, and with a trope like this I doubt there'll be anything too intense anyway.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading, you! I hope I see some recs coming my way soon!
 
 
Hi,

I'm looking for Supernatural fic I read awhile ago, but forgot to bookmark to save it. I know I read it on AO3 and that the pairing was Benny/Dean. Here are some of the details that I remember about this story I am looking for:

- Dean has left Sam to spend time with Benny (can't remember if this is because Dean and Sam got in an argument or not)
- Dean and Benny are travelling on Benny's boat
- At one point Dean leaves to go and see Sam (not certain about this point, might be a different story)
- I think that this was a multi-chapter story? Pretty sure it wasn't a one shot
- remember that this was listed as complete when I read it

Thank you to anyone who can help me to find this story. I really want to be able to read it again!
 
 
23 May 2017 @ 06:11 pm
Hi there! Before I start anything, I'd just like to say that I'm new to Livejournal and all of this as a whole, so I'm sorry if I get anything wrong here :)

Anyhoo. I was hoping I could get some recommendations for any fics where Jensen/Dean is sort of- geeky and quirky, quiet, a little socially awkward? Sweet and soft-spoken? (I'm completely fine with AUs- in fact, I encourage them- since this would be quite Ooc, especially for Dean) If there's some hurt!dean/jensen in there, I wouldn't object to that either. Looove me some hurt/comfort ;)

College/High school Aus are wonderful! Though I'm fine with whatever else anyone has to offer.

I strongly, STRONGLY prefer bottom!Dean/Jensen. If he's not bottoming, then I at least prefer him to be the more submissive one. If his partner is bottoming in the fic, please warn me in advance! And if his partner is submissive, I'd rather you not rec it, I just prefer a subby!dean/jensen much more :)

Nothing TOO dark, I'm looking for something mostly sweet and schmoopy with perhaps just a sprinkle of angst to give it some plot. As for the pairings I prefer, it's all in the tags

I hope that wasn't too long -again, I'm pretty new to this-, but thanks in advance! I'm looking forward to potential recs!
 
 
Hi! I'm trying to track down a few fics that have been deleted/purged from their LJ/A03/DW/etc.

No Greater Love Than This by gypsy_Sunday/radiophile
   Summary: Why Sam said yes.  [croat verse]
   -> Found here

The Ocean Calls Tomorrow by allsolecistic
    Summary: At a beach house
    -> Found here

the Rituale Romanum series by traveller/ceeturnalia/terrerouge
    - first fic of the series has the same name; not sure about the rest
    Summary: Barely seven months after his ordination, Father Dean Winchester was defrocked for performing an unsanctioned exorcism on a nine year old boy. [AU]

What a Workout! by Toborith
   Summary: Dean reluctantly joins a gym.   [Dean/Benny, AU]

Fight Club by nybors
   Summary: Fusion with Fight Club; Castiel is an insomniac office worker with no real life. This all changes when he meets Dean Winchester. The world will never be the same. [destiel; 2010 deancasbigbang]

When Times Go Rough by strange-radio
    Summary: With their original plan for the apocalypse suffering a setback with the failure to secure Sam and Dean as future vessels for the archangels, the demons have created another plan that begins with the death of Jessica Moore. [Destiel, Mary AU lives]
    -> Found here


Thanks for all your help!
 
 
21 September 2016 @ 04:55 am
I spent the better part of two hours searching for one of my old favorite SPN smut fics - but can't seem to find it, and I'm hoping someone here will be able to help me.


It was a Dean/Benny smut fic.   Dean had just gotten a new sex toy (I want to say it was either a black dildo or vibrator) and was using it while home alone.  Eventually, towards the end of the fic, Benny comes into the bedroom and helps finish him off.


If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.  This is going to drive me nuts!
 
 
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14 June 2016 @ 01:15 pm
Hello,
I was hoping that i might get some recs for some Chubby!dean slash or moresome recs, preferably with plot. I'm feeling Dean/Cas, and can't get enough Dean/Benny, but i'm open to what ever you find, including crossovers and a/b/o. oh! complete fics only too please!

Thanks, Aki
 
 
21 March 2016 @ 10:58 pm
Hi,

I'm looking for two fics.

1. This one is destiel. Castiel pulls Dean from hell but actually works for Lucifer. He loved Dean since he saw him on the rack but had to wait so the Apocolypse would start. Dean is very dependent on Castiel's approval and is a little submissive. There is a scene where Dean was like 'you lied to me, you said you served God' and Castiel responded 'I said I was an Angel of the Lord, not God. My lord is Lucifer' Not the exact words. They are together at the end. Found in comments!

2. I think this Dean/Benny, maybe. Dean works at a food place in some capacity. He is all punk with funky color hair and piercings. He is at odds with his family, who are all alive, because of the way he looks. They want him to act like an adult. Turns out he is rich and owns a lot businesses. Could be a/b/o but I'm not sure. One scene has him in an expensive suit shop with somebody else. Sam shows up and wonders why Dean is there because there's no way Dean could aford anything in there. Found in comments.

Any help would be appreciated.
 
 
01 January 2016 @ 02:13 am
I'm looking for a Dean/Benny fic its A/B/O, Dean is an Omega and Sam his alpha brother,but sam is kinda a clueless . I think dean was trying to either hide from his family or just make a life of his own...I think he worked in a garage as well in did some woodwork craft for his friend charlie. Benny comes and moves to town and I think he ends up working at the dinner. its an Mpreg with dean getting pregnant and I think they also adopt. its a really long story that goes thru their kids adult lives.




( Found in comment)
 
 
06 December 2015 @ 12:39 am
I have, hopefully, a relatively simple search. Not for me, appare. Maybe with the wonderful help of you people. 😅

I have been hunting for Benny/Dean fics for a while now, and while I have found some, they are mostly pwp, seriously AU, or mostly occur withing Purgatory nowhere near Sam, Cas, or anybody else that cares about Dean and his lovely new friend.

Does anyone know of some fics for a Dean girl that have depth with sexiness...and I'm the least offended if Dean kinda likes being Benny's personal happy meal. ;) Just not the two of them alone in Purgatory with no hope and Dean with no loved ones.

P.S. I'm totally okay with Sam and/or anyone else having problems with the vampire thing.
 
 
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22 November 2015 @ 08:46 pm
I read this author's fics awhile ago on archiveofourown, but I can't remember the name of the author. I've tried the tags in ao3, the computer's history I was using at the time, google, and I still can't find it

I know the author wrote a Destiel fic about how Dean and Castiel are figure skaters. When Lisa, Dean's skater partner, gets pregnant, she can't compete in the Olympics with Dean. Castiel, who has trouble keeping skating partners, joins up with Dean. Castiel and his mom who is his agent ( I think) are wealthy while Dean who takes care of teenageSam isn't well off. Castiel is aloof. I remember that he and Dean had an argument about what time they should practice. Cas wanted it to be too early and Dean a little later than Cas.

Dean eventually manages to get Cas out of his shell by getting out more often. I remember that on one ocassion Cas got on top of one of those fake bulls and got a bruise or something. In the fic Figure skaters have this unwritten rule between them about not having romantic relationships between skating partners because it could lead to trouble.

The author also wrote a Dean/Benny fic in which Benny is a baker.

I think the writer allowed only users of ao3 to see her/his fics, but I'm not sure.
Thank you!
 
 
14 October 2015 @ 01:26 pm
I would seem that the Author TamrynEradani has deleted their AO3 Account. I have been able to find some of the stuff they have written but am still unable to find Here in your arms.


TamrynEradani Here in your arms- This is a (Benny/Dean, Benny/Castiel/Dean; PG-13) story that I really liked.

Thank you in advance.
 
 
15 July 2015 @ 07:43 pm
This feels like kind of a weird search, but I'm looking for stories in which Dean bottoms and is portrayed as very manly in it. Of course I love my usual emotionally damaged, needy-for-affection bottom!Dean fics, but I'd really like some in which Dean is very manly, very macho, and is all this while being penetrated. I'm not exactly looking for any topping-from-the-bottom fics, I'm just looking for something in which both participants are just as masculine and manly as they typically are.

A great example is this Dean/Benny oneshot: http://archiveofourown.org/works/1064754 (warning for watersports)

Any pairing will do. Don't be afraid of kinks, I'm very hard to squick - please just don't give me bloodplay.
 
 
14 March 2015 @ 09:31 pm
1.  Looking for the boys in poly relationships and any fics where they are raising children in a poly relationship
          Preferably Dean/Cas/Benny or Wincestiel, but I'm willing to take anything you've got.
2.  On a completely different note, any stories where the boys are raised by Bobby
3.  Good fics where Dean goes to Stanford with Sam.  Bonus points for non wincest
 
 
Any recommendations for were or creature fic? If slash, I'd prefer Dean/Cas, Dean/Benny, J2, or Cockles (with a preference for bottom!Dean/Jensen or omega!Dean/Jense). Animal transformations, werewolves, etc., anything is game here. Dean-centric, please (or give a head's up if not)!



For my second request, I'd like Dean/Cas or Dean/Gabriel, Cas/Dean/Gabe, or Dean/Michael where Dean somehow (by choice, accident, whatevs) consumes any amount of angelic grace and undergoes some sort of transformation as a result - he becomes an angel, a hybrid, someone's mate, gains some amount of superpowers, the possibilities are endless!

Thanks!
 
 
24 January 2015 @ 03:15 am
I've recently been reading a lot of a/b/o fics and while I love them I am looking for something different. In this case omega!dean where he actually doesn't hate being an omega. Sure maybe he didn't see it coming (or perhaps he did and it's a relief?) but he doesn't fight it and loves it (perhaps secretly until he finds his alpha?).

I'm not too picky about the pairing and would consider many such as dean/cas, dean/Gabriel, dean/benny, dean/Crowley, dean/Michael, dean/john, dean/lucifer... the only one I won't do is dean/sam.
 
 
22 October 2014 @ 07:08 pm
I've somehow stumbled across quite a few fics lately where Gabriel or Balthazar or Meg (or someone) threatens Dean about his relationship with Cas because of how protective of him they are. Usually it's the, "you hurt him and I'll [insert bodily harm here]." It's gotten a little annoying lately. So I was wondering if anyone had something where the opposite happens - where Sam, Jess, Sarah, Benny, Charlie, Bobby or whatever threaten Cas about hurting Dean and they're all very protective of him for some reason?n Or, alternatively, where Dean is in a relationship with Cas (or Benny, Aaron - any male slash but preferably not Wincest) and they somehow break his heart. Maybe he's dumped or cheated on or forced to be in a secret relationship with them because his partner isn't out? Abused Dean like with Alistair also works!

Any fic request where it's RPF with Jensen in these situations with Jared or Misha or JDM are appreciated as well!
 
 
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Hi!!

So, I've been in the mood for some fics where Dean or Jensen is in love with Castiel/Benny or Jared/Misha/Jeff but the other party isn't aware of his feelings. It can be canon or AU, I'm not too particular about that. I've read some J2 where they were friends with benefits and Jensen realizes that he's in love with Jared and then there's so much angst before a happy ending and I love those. Or where Jensen is in love with Jared/Misha/Jeff but he thinks the other man is straight and is all sad about it before he finds out that his feelings are reciprocated. Any suggestions would be appreciated.

My only real preference is that I prefer bottom!Dean or bottom!Jensen

For my second request, I've read etoile-etiolee's fic The Scattered Pieces of Me where Dean is possessed by Meg and is ultimately left permanently brain damaged from it. Any more fics like that would be welcome! I prefer Gen or Destiel. Guilty!Sam and/or Guilty!John would be nice, too.

Thanks!
 
 
14 March 2014 @ 08:43 pm
I read this fic, The Drop http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/74004.html?thread=26606356#t26606356, and it left me craving similar fic, where maybe Sam acts as a dom for Dean without the sexual aspect, or just Dean and after care. I want the focus to be the after care, not the scene, though. Pairings are all ok, but I preffer them in this order: Dean/OMC, Dean/Benny, Dean/Cas, and lastly Wincest. All sugestions are welcome. Thanks in advance!!
 
 
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15 February 2014 @ 03:21 pm
Hey guys,

Just as the subject line reads. I'm seeking fics where Benny takes Sam against his will. A little something like this fic...

Help )

Thanks in advance!
 
 
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16 December 2013 @ 10:47 pm
I've been through all the benny tags here and on ao3. Do you have any recs for Benny/Dean stories? pwp is ok but I'm looking for more in-depth fics of their relationship.

I prefer slash but any other category is ok. wincest/destiel/wincestiel is ok.

I'd appreciate any good fics you'll share.

TIA

since i'm up for anything, I really can't decide which tags to use, share any fics you have, self-promo is very ok