An earlier post reminded me of a one-shot I read some time ago and now I can't find.

It was either Jeff/Jensen or J2 (I think the former). The marriage was arranged by Jensen's parents. What I remember vividly was that Jensen was an artist and he took his frustration out by painting pictures of Jeff dying in increasingly inventive ways. I'm sure it ended happily. I've had a trawl through AO3's arranged marriage tag and can't find it. I need a better filing system (and by better, I mean I actually need one instead of just saving the pdf's of everything I like in one big folder)

Hope someone knows it.

secondly, I'm looking for any works by [livejournal.com profile] basez_dreams please, particularly Sober.

thanks
 
 
03 February 2019 @ 03:01 pm
All my google searches have turned up zilch, so I really hope you guys can help me out.

The first fic is from a recent ask on this community. I am looking for Love Burns by Dante-s-hell. I know the fic has been deleted, so can someone please send me a pdf? My email is imnotreha@gmail.com

The second one is kinda obscure, because I only remember vague details. The pairing is Jensen/JDM, set in a verse where they’re actors on supernatural. They either have a one night stand, or a relationship that falls apart. Jensen ends up pregnant and doesn’t want to tell JDM, for some reason. He finds out about the kid when he comes back to film a guest appearance or something. I know this description is vague as hell, but I have faith in the fandom.
 
 
Hello internet friends

I am looking for bottom Jensen stories, or ones where they switch but are predominantly bottom Jensen,

I used to be an avid fanfic reader but kind of tapered off about 2010. I have started rewatching Supernatural from the beginning and have fallen back in love.

I like, longer, plotty, angsty fic. Werewolves, ABO dynamics. Adultery. Fics with scarred characters or characters with a disability, carrier fics. I am rereading a lot of my faves (if they haven't been deleted) so rec any and all to me please.

One particular fic I am looking for was a WIP, Jensen was a carrier and was sent to live with Jeff and Jared. Jared didn't like Jensen initially as he had previously been married and his husband had absconded with their carrier. He warmed to Jensen and the last part I read Jared was enrolling Jensen in college. There hadn't been any sexual interaction between Jensen and Jeff at this stage.
 
 
Hello,

I was wondering if yall could help me find a story I've been looking for.

It was a J2, where Jensen worked at a strip club and was being used/abused by the owner JDM. It's not the Schemes Verse, by atimi.

Spoilers:
Jared was an ex-member of a Mafia/Gang and had a crap ton of money, but didn't know how to break it to Jensen without scaring him off, so he continued to let Jensen work for the strip club, even though he hated those places. He didn't like how most of them seemed to take advantage of the works in one way or another. Jared noticed that Jensen was becoming more and more withdrawn, but couldn't figure out why. He finally walked in on JDM abusing Jensen and set Jensen home, before threating and killing JDM(??, I am pretty sure he killed him). He was then able to say the money he had was from extorting JDM for not pressing charges, Jensen didn't know Jared had killed him. It had a happy ending where Jensen got a job working somewhere he really loved.

Story is However Long the Night, the Dawn will Break, by Saltandburnboys
 
 
I was rooting through my friends list and saw that the Sundown comm had been deleted. Has anyone got a copy of the verse they would share please?

Also noticed that Hemrage has deleted her journal and I wondered if anyone had part 2 of Desperate Times saved that they could share.

Finally I'm pretty sure that Hemrage (I might be spelling that wrong) also published under a different name and had a story where JDM had either kidnapped Jensen when he was young, and was held in sexual slavery. Jared was a bodyguard. it was a WIP if anyone can point me in the right direction please, or have a copy that'd be great. Thanks
 
 
19 April 2018 @ 10:59 pm
Hi all----

I've been totally inactive in the Supernatural fandom for a few years (got married, had a baby, took a full time job, still working on the dissertation, you know----the usual), but after rewatching some of the early seasons, I'm trying to get back in. And I have lost. Everything. All of my favorite stories, all of the stories I was watching, all of my favorite authors----you name it.

One of the stories I'm trying to find is a Jeff / Jensen slavery fic. If I remember correctly, Jensen was taken (as a child) from his family to pay for a family member's medical bills. He's trained in some celebrity's house (Tom Cruz, maybe?), and ultimately, Jeff buys him. Jensen has totally bought into the whole slavery mind set----he's all about being the "perfect slave," etc. Little does he know that the house he was bought into is actively undermining the slavery system.

A few very specific details: Jensen's afraid of dogs because he was hurt by one years ago, which left him too "flawed" for the original celebrity owner to love; Jensen and Jared are sent to purchase a horse, and Jensen thinks he's been "ordered" to sleep with Jared, does, and finds out that wasn't the intention; Jeff refuses to have sex with Jensen because of the power dynamics in the relationship----but Jensen is already in love with him, and is terrified that if he and Jeff aren't having sex, he'll be sold again; etc.

If I remember correctly, it was a pretty "famous" (fandom wise) fic that spawned a huge number of off-shoot fics.

I know this is probably really, really obvious, but I've been looking for AGES already and cannot, for the life of me, remember what this was. Thank you!
 
 
27 November 2017 @ 06:24 pm
I am looking for a story titled, "The First Cut is the Deepest".  It has Jensen, Jared and Jeffery Dean.  In the story, Jensen and Jared are both married to Jeff but do not know each other.  It was part of the SPN Mpreg Big Bang 2013.

Any help would be great.
 
 
Hi y'all! I'm in the mood for some angsty schmoopy goodness and I was hoping I could get some help. (self-recs more than welcome!)

1) Emotionally fragile Jensen

I would love fics where Jensen's got low self esteem, he's emotionally vulnerable... (a good example of what I'm looking for is Jensen in Schemes (Are Not Just for Melodramatic Bond Villains) by atimi (bertee)) It can be for whatever reason- past abuse, body issues, mental health disorder. Anything. As long as he gets all the schmoopy lovin' he deserves to sweeten up the angst!

2) Hurt!Jensen (even though #1 basically qualifies as hurt Jensen lol)

If there's anything out there where there's some sort of misunderstanding between the pairing, Jensen getting hurt because of it? Perhaps Jensen sees his partner with someone else and somehow assumes the worst, Jensen's partner accusing him of something he didn't do, whatever. I just need Jensen getting hurt somehow through a misunderstanding, big or small. (makeup schmoop and sexy times would be great!!)

SIDENOTE: I'll put the pairings I'd like in the tags (although there's no Chris/Jensen tag so I'll just mention that up here)- obviously what I'm expecting is a majority of J2, but if any of you have JDM/Jensen or Chris/Jensen fic that apply to this in ANY way, I would really really love them, because those are pairings I think I'm warming up to now, and I'm having a pretty hard time finding stuff!

ALSO, small warning, I'm a pretty big sub!Jensen girl. I also am a big bottom!Jensen girl, HOWEVER- if he's topping in a situation where he's still submissive, it works for me. Don't know why my preferences are so particular, but they are haha.

Anyway, this came out way longer than I expected so if you've made it this far then thank you! I hope I see some great fic coming my way! <3
 
 
Me again, seeking help from those with better recall than mine. I read a fic a few months ago that I simply cannot find it. Jensen had been in a relationship with Jeff, who suddenly ended things. Jensen then meets and egts involved with Jared, who is pretty much Jeff's opposite. Jared is sweet and earnest and loyal, but not sophisticated or worldly, and maybe even still a student? Jeff comes back to town, and Jensen begins getting together with him for dinner and movies and things, neglecting Jared. Then something happens - I think Jared is in an accident? - and Jensen realizes where he really wants to be. I'm sure this is one is blatantly obvious, but I'm just not finding it. Help please!
 
 
First time posting here, or using Live Journal in fact. Was recommended this community by a friend.

I've tried using the search bar, but whenever I do, I seem to get an error page pop up. :S
I'm trying to find some J2, JDM/Jensen or Dean/Sam or Dean/Castiel fanfiction that deals with someone giving their first handjob and/or blow job.

For the J2 fic I'd ideally be looking for something where either both men or just one of them is questioning their sexuality. How the story progresses I honestly do not mind, as long as it contained someone giving their first hand job and/or blow job to another man. The more unpracticed they are, the better! :)

For JDM and Jensen, I'd love to read something where Jeffrey is the experienced guy showing Jensen what to do.

For the SPN based fic, I don't mind who is the inexperienced one, but again I'm looking for the same, an awkward blow job and/or hand job where the person giving it simply has no idea what they're doing and it's guess work/experimenting. Bonus if the person receiving the hand job or blow job guides the other person with what to do.

I don't mind if pieces are multi-chaptered fiction or single chapter, anything at all would be welcome, so long as it's focusing on it being their first time and that they're very unpracticed as opposed to being a first time pro. I would prefer to stay away from Noncon or dubcon if possible. I don't mind if it's AU or not in regards to J2 and JDM/Jensen.
 
 
13 November 2016 @ 10:14 am
Hey There! Looking for a specific Jensen/Jeff AU. Jensen's an over-worked grad student who works part-time as a model and (I think) a waiter and is room if with Jared when he meets Jeff who I believe recently got out of a long relationship.

I think Jeff and Samantha end up having a kid together in the epilogue (as friends).

Ring any bells?

Found but locked:
http://jdm-rpf.livejournal.com/67145.html

Looking for Somewhere to Stand and Stay, by embroiderama
 
 
06 July 2016 @ 09:32 pm
Ok, I'm afraid I only have the vaguest recollection of the story, which is why I'd like to read it again.

What I remember:

I read it on LiveJournal. It was complete. Everything from here on out is prefaced with an "I think".

Jensen and JDM are a couple. Jared becomes a part of their life. They do not become a polyamorous threesome and live happily ever after. Jensen falls for Jared and eventually Jensen and JDM end their relationship. Jared was a blue collar type worker, while Jensen and JDM are professionals. After Jensen and JDM break up, Jensen starts/finishes a book that is about all of them and their relationship. He eventually reunites with Jared after giving him a copy of the book/Jared reads it for himself and they are together in the end.

Additional details provided by [livejournal.com profile] kaligrrrl: Jared's the mail room guy at Jensen's workplace, which is how they become friends, Jensen has a younger brother who is developmentally disabled (which is a source of tension for JDM/Jensen and but whom Jared adores), Jared leaves town immediately after the threesome to go care for his mother who's dying of cancer, Misha lives in the same apt. building as Jared and they hook up casually.

Any help would be extremely appreciated.

Found by a wonderful anon - Take the Hit by madame_meretrix on Ao3.
 
 
15 June 2016 @ 11:47 pm

Hi all!

I am looking for a Jeff/Jensen fic that I read forever ago. From what I recall, Jensen and Jared had been together for a long time, but were slowly drifting apart. Then Jensen starts TAing for Jeff's class (I believe he was a professor), and they fall in love. I did a quick search, but I think this fic may have been deleted or published. I would love to get my hands on a copy of the original if possible. Any help would be appreciated!!

Thanks,
-Cee

 
 
I remember in this omega/alpha story, Jared met Jensen at a fairly young age, and Alpha!Jeff(Jared's dad) somehow married Omega!Jensen soon after their meeting. Fast forward to high school Jared realized he's in love with Jensen, and believed that Jeff had been ignoring Jensen's sexual needs. Day before Jared's 16th birthday Jared popped his alpha knot, and eventually had sex with Jensen. While Jeff's on business trip, Jared took Jensen to a restaurant and Jensen was in heat during the meal and they ended up having sex in public. The end Jeff was very understanding and decided to move out and let Jared and Jensen enjoy their life together.

Thanks so much for helping!

Found - All Your Love and Your Longing Behind
 
 
21 April 2016 @ 05:01 pm
I don't remember much from the story but Jensen was a girl who lived in the neighborhood and Jeff and Jared were some kind of criminals/crime bosses and she came over and the fucked her, there were other people in the room(i'm pretty sure she was underage). And I remember Jeff asked for her name and she said that her name was Jensen and he made a comment about people naming their kids weird names.Jensen may have been a cheerleader but I'm not sure.

Please comment if you think you know what story i'm talking about.
 
 
This fic was a BB from 2007 but when I click on it it says access is denied, does anyone know why?  If the author allows it, does anyone have a download? I would very much appreciate it.

Fic title: Beds That Have No Answer
Author name: embroiderama
Artist credit: causette and ihearthings_ii
Genre: RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen and Jeff/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Five years ago, Jensen got lost, and Jeff found him. Now, Jared and Jensen are together, but when Jared finds out about Jensen's past it looks like everything's going to fall apart.

I hope I've done this right Mods, please change as necessary.

Thank you so much [livejournal.com profile] crownroyal_51
 
 
05 January 2016 @ 10:28 pm
Hello everybody, and happy new year!
I've been looking for this story for days now, can't find it anywhere, probably because I remember so little about it - and also, it's probably kind of old. I thought maybe you guys could help. Anyway, it takes place on the set of Supernatural, JDM plays John of course and Jensen is disturbed by the relationship between their two characters. How bossy John is. Maybe it turns into a real D/s relationship, maybe not...
PS : I know my english isn't perfect, please forgive any mistake.
 
 
28 November 2015 @ 10:16 pm
I remember about all the info about this fic except the title but Jensen and Jared get together after Jeffery Dean Morgan and Jensen break up after 10 years together because JDM wanted to travel and dumped Jensen. After JDM leaves Jensen meets Jared who is very shy compared to how outgoing and adventurous JDM was. When JDM comes back and tries to win back Jensen, Jared notices and is hurt. Jared made a nice dinner for Jensen and him one night and Jensen came home from eating and Jared ending up throwing it away. I can't remember whether Jensen gets with JDM before getting back together with Jared or not.That's about all I remember:(

Also I have been wanting to find fics where Jensen cheats on Jared. Dean cheating on Sam also works. No Jared/Sam cheating please

Thanks:)
 
 
Hi guys,

I'm looking for a specific story that I read a couple of years ago (I think).

The story is Jensen/Jeff and I think it takes place in San Francisco. Jensen is a naive you man working as a barista and Jeff is the CEO of a multimillion dollar business(not a crime boss). Jeff sees Jensen when he comes in for coffee and he woos Jensen who is out on his own for this first time.

This was a gentle story,I remember that Jeff's mother was featured, Jensen may or may not have gone to college at the end to study art, at Jeff's insistence and I think I remember them flying down to meet Jensen's parents.

It's vague, I know and to be honest I may even be mixing stories, but this was one of the first Jensen/Jeff stories I ever read and I'd love to find it again.

Edit: found in comments by [livejournal.com profile] bibigongirl, [livejournal.com profile] wusswoo and [livejournal.com profile] ali888. Thank you to everyone who commented and offered help, it's much appreciated.
 
 
 
30 December 2014 @ 02:43 pm
Hi guys, I have a couple of general themes I'm looking for and would much appreciate the help!

1) I'm looking for Wincest that starts as the boys just "helping each other out" (nudge, nudge, wink, wink) and becomes a relationship with plenty of angsting by the boys over whether the other feels the same.

2) I'd like any fics of any pairing (characters or RPF), where one of the boys is a shy or low self-esteem stripper/hooker/phone sex operator/etc.

3) Any fic of any pairing where one calls the other "Baby Boy" (obviously lends itself to Wincest or JA/JDM, but any pairing is good)

Thank you!!

(Mods: I can't for the life of me find the "any pairing" tag, could you pretty please add that?)
 
 
08 December 2014 @ 07:42 pm
So I was wondering how many Jensen/JDM fics there were out there in the fandom, because since recently I've seemed to have developed a penchant for them (which is kind of weird because I don't like Dean/John fics).  Any fics, where the two of them are, or get into a safe, consensual realtionship basically :)

As you all proabaly know again, I'm a huge fan of dark!fics, those are especially wlecome :) (kidnapping, stockhom syndrome, stalker!fics...give me all of them!). The only thing I ask as always, is no non-con, because I can't stand it (dub-con is fine).

Some of the fics which I particularly enjoyed are Everything I didn't know I Needed, Kangaroo Care and it's sequel, Across the Line and this fill on the spn kink meme. However, I'm not too fussy, so anything will be much appreciated!
 
 
Hey Everyone,

I'm looking for two fics which involve Jensen being attacked. In the first one I believe Jensen was drugged at a club and ends up calling JDM from the bathroom.

FOUND: By me. It's Late Night Call by [livejournal.com profile] cream_fudge, however, the journal is gone. Does anyone have a copy of the fic?

In the second one, Jensen is once again in the bathroom at a club, however, I can't remember if he was followed in and attacked or if he chose to take someone into there, but after they started he decided he no longer wanted to. All I really remember is that Jared comes in and like takes the guy off Jensen who began to cry (or was already crying). That's probably the worst summary I've ever seen on this site and I apologize for that but really all I can remember is that there was a bathroom in a club, Jensen is upset, Jared is mad, and I think Christian Kane and company were also in the fic.

Found! Also, by me. (Why does Google work some days and not others?) Anyway, it's All This Damage by [livejournal.com profile] raise_a_glass

I'm also looking for a fic where Sam and Dean were raised apart for a certain number of years while John was in jail. I think Dean runs into Sam and his new family at a hotel and he then goes to live with them.

FOUND: By [livejournal.com profile] littleravenhome and [livejournal.com profile] wiccetricks, it's In Shadow. Warning, however, it is a WIP that hasn't been updated since 2010.

Thanks for your help.
 
 
22 October 2014 @ 07:08 pm
I've somehow stumbled across quite a few fics lately where Gabriel or Balthazar or Meg (or someone) threatens Dean about his relationship with Cas because of how protective of him they are. Usually it's the, "you hurt him and I'll [insert bodily harm here]." It's gotten a little annoying lately. So I was wondering if anyone had something where the opposite happens - where Sam, Jess, Sarah, Benny, Charlie, Bobby or whatever threaten Cas about hurting Dean and they're all very protective of him for some reason?n Or, alternatively, where Dean is in a relationship with Cas (or Benny, Aaron - any male slash but preferably not Wincest) and they somehow break his heart. Maybe he's dumped or cheated on or forced to be in a secret relationship with them because his partner isn't out? Abused Dean like with Alistair also works!

Any fic request where it's RPF with Jensen in these situations with Jared or Misha or JDM are appreciated as well!
 
 
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Current Location: my couch
 
 
Hi!!

So, I've been in the mood for some fics where Dean or Jensen is in love with Castiel/Benny or Jared/Misha/Jeff but the other party isn't aware of his feelings. It can be canon or AU, I'm not too particular about that. I've read some J2 where they were friends with benefits and Jensen realizes that he's in love with Jared and then there's so much angst before a happy ending and I love those. Or where Jensen is in love with Jared/Misha/Jeff but he thinks the other man is straight and is all sad about it before he finds out that his feelings are reciprocated. Any suggestions would be appreciated.

My only real preference is that I prefer bottom!Dean or bottom!Jensen

For my second request, I've read etoile-etiolee's fic The Scattered Pieces of Me where Dean is possessed by Meg and is ultimately left permanently brain damaged from it. Any more fics like that would be welcome! I prefer Gen or Destiel. Guilty!Sam and/or Guilty!John would be nice, too.

Thanks!
 
 
03 August 2014 @ 08:05 pm
Hi!

I am looking for a specific story in which Jared and Jensen are artificial humans that were purchased by Jeff as sex dolls. Unfortunately I can't remember the author or the title but I am sure there were three shorts in that verse and somewhere throughout the stories Jared and Jensen end up on their own. I read this one years ago and just can't locate it online.

Thanks for any and all help with finding it again.


ETA: story found (Playing with dolls), link in the comments
 
 
I have a weakness for slavefics, my favourite being A Kept Boy verse by [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster and Sundown Verse and of course Deathknell Verse. I'd love some more slavefic, J2 or Jeff/Jensen and bottom Jensen please.

Pretty much the same request, bottom Jensen prostitute fics please.

Finally, I've asked for this before but no one replied. I'd like some angsty fics with WTF moments. What I'm looking for is fics with a shocking moment, normally a hugely angsty moment. The two stories that I'm thinking of establish the story and lure you in emotionally to care for the characters then out of the blue something awful and unexpected happens, in the two case I'm thinking of, one character lets the other down. Nothing Ever Happens which was a fanfic once upon a time and Bareback which wasn't. If anyone has read these stories then they'll know what I mean.

Ooh and one last thing if anyone could rec some infidelity fics too, I would be grateful. I never used to like infidelity in my reading but now I love the angst it causes.

Many thanks
 
 
23 June 2014 @ 08:12 pm
Jensen gets contracted/assigned to JDM, who he doesn't want to be with and who doesn't treat him well. (I can't remember whether Jensen's there to have his children or if it's just for sex, and whether it's officially arranged or some sort of debt was owed to JDM..?) Jared works for JDM and doesn't like the way he treats Jensen and, in the end, helps him escape with assistance from Jensen's mother.

Found in comments!
 
 
05 June 2014 @ 03:17 am
Hi guys, I've asked for this before but it was buried in with other requests, so I'm really hoping someone can help me. I'm looking for longish fics where the boys are together and break up for any reason - distance, infidelity, arguments, misunderstandings - any reason at all. Then years later they meet up, one or both of them are with someone else. I love tons and tons of angst with a happy ending. Any pairing at all, I'm a multi-shipper - J2, Destiel, Wincest, anything. Bonus points if it involves them cheating on their partners with each other.

I'm not keen on mpreg, were-beasts, creatures, gen or strong BDSM. I love AU, but I'll take non-AU if it's good.

To give an example, Back To December is an amazing J2.

Also, anything where one of the boys breaks the other one's heart. I love The Other Side Of Shacking Up as an example (also a J2). Loads of hurt and pain, the more, the better, as long as it has a happy ending.

Non-con, underage, pretty much anything except what I listed above is great.

Thank you!
 
 
23 February 2014 @ 01:14 am
Hi!

So, I read this fic a little while ago where Jared and Jensen were friends from college but went their separate ways for a bit. Then, Jensen contacts Jared and asks to stay with him and his dad (who was JDM) for a while. Turns out, Jensen was on the run from an abusive ex (Tom?) but he and JDM fall in love with one another.

Jared sees them kissing in the kitchen and freaks. Jensen runs away and into Abusive Ex and there's a fight involving him, Jensen, and JDM where Jensen is ultimately stabbed.

In the end, Jared makes peace with their relationship and Jensen/JDM live happily ever after (or so I recall).

Any help would be appreciated. It's driving me crazy not to be able to find this.
 
 
15 February 2014 @ 04:48 pm
Anything with the general theme of Jensen being coerced/forced into porn and a couple of specific ones:

1. Jensen takes a job not knowing it's for hardcore porn (he was taken there by his agent who owes the company money or something). Some of the porn is J2, some J3. (I may be mixing this next part up with another fic..) In between filming days, Jensen is kept under lock and key by Jared who plays hardcore sex games with him whether he wants to or not. (This one found in comments!)

2. All I remember of this one is one scene where they bring Jensen into a warehouse with a manky filming scene set up in the middle of it and he really doesn't want to do it. Maybe it involved dogs? Or multiple men? I don't remember what Jared's involvement was in this one, whether he was part of it or made it easier for Jensen or took him away or what.

He may or may not have been underage in either one, I don't recall, but I added the tag just in case.
 
 
27 December 2013 @ 03:32 pm
Hello, and Happy Holidays to you all!!!<3

I found myself some free time for reading and I want to ask your help one more time!


Rec me your favorite age difference fics with j2 (or j3, or jensen/jd) pairings! The age gap I would prefer to be no smaller than 6 years but I would read any age difference story, really!
(I would love to read stories with twink!jared and older!jensen, but once again, any pairing and any story with age difference will be fine! I am easy to please!:D)

No gen fics please, and no het, or gender swap, or dehumanization!fics! Any other kink is welcome except the ones I mentioned.(i am perfectly fine with underage kink)

And I would give you my first born is the fic recs are longer than 10k.

Self recs are more than welcome! Don't be shy! I love finding out new writers and new stories!

(Now, I have already read, nycoxitys "homework verse",  "unexpected verse", "learning to fly" from slashboyzs, "black Jared and the proper Molly" by sylsdarkplace, "callifornia shallows" by toxica, "boyscout verse" and practically everything alezig has written, etc. I tried searching but I am no patient with google right now, so please help me????)


Again, Happy Holidays and Happy New Year to all of you, from the bottom of my heart!!<3
 
 
16 November 2013 @ 11:27 pm
I don't remember who wrote it or title, but Jeffrey Dean Morgan was on a road trip with a motorcycle and meets Jensen who just ups and goes with him on the road trip after meeting him once? (Sex ensues of course), anyone remember this?

I don't know all the tags this would be under, but hope the mods forgive me if I miss any.
 
 
14 November 2013 @ 06:27 pm
hello all thank you for your time.
I'm looking for a fic I believe is Jeff/Jensen, Jensen is Jeff's slave and he's been abused a lot.
at some point Jeff leaves him outside of the house while raining because he was drunk and forgot about Jensen.
Jensen is hurt but does his best not to show his master because he's afraid he'll be punished...
anyone has an idea?
 
 
31 October 2013 @ 08:26 pm
Hello!
I'm looking for a fic that has Jensen beeing raised in a military/mercenary compound by Jeffrey Dean Morgan and he is really abusive against Jensen, but Jensen becomes the top dog and then he gets captured or ran away, and Jeff looks for him.
I know it's vague but I really hope that you could help me!!

Thanks!!
 
 
So I have been thinking about this fic for a while and just can't remember where I found it. It was a WIP when I last saw it.

The fic starts with Jared and Jensen(using a different name) as secret lovers. Jensen is cheating on his boyfriend and the boyfriend is killed. Jared investigates, meanwhile Jensen disappears. It is revealed that JDM is a cop & Jensen's lover. He uses Jensen to setup or kill criminals that the law can't get to. Years pass and Jared and Jensen cross paths. Jared never forgot him and they get involved again while he also begins to look into Jensen's shady past.

If anyone can help me find this I would be so grateful. I tried sorting through tags but just not finding it. Thanks!
 
 
I'm looking for fics where pretty little Jensen is pampered and protected.
Bonus points if Jensen gets prissy sometimes and acts like a spoilt little princess.
The other guy in the relationship treats Jensen like a delicate, dainty kitten and constantly showers him with attention, affection and praises. Jensen just eats it all up.
I remember reading a story where Jensen was afraid Jared would leave him and panicked. If you can recall any fics where Jensen is the bottom [ in every sense of the word] and gets very insecure, like in Felisblanco's 'In a Mirror [Distorted and Indistinct]' where Jensen is an aspie and misunderstands something Jared says and works himself up into a full blown break down thinking Jared will leave him.

Yeah. So anything like that works. I'm mostly looking for the kind of fics Felisblanco writes. But since I've already read all she's written, I'm kinda craving for a fix here. :D
Be it a j2 or j3, I'm golden.
 
 
30 August 2013 @ 04:31 pm
Hi guys I have to ask for your help again.
I lost the story I was reading like two months ago, I think was a prompt meme or something, Jensen and Jared are porn stars and in a party Jensen either drunk or high opens a door and see a murder, somene tries to kill him after that.
Jeff is a bodyguard hired for jensen and they end up sleeping together.
That's all I remember, anyone have an idea? if not any other story like that one?

thank you all for your time
FOUND IN COMMENTS: Breaking don
 
 
Hi, here I am again.

This time I'm looking for three specific fic.

  1. Sam and Dean find young Castiel (he fall and reborn). He doesn't remember much but remember Dean and Sam and he goes with them. There a lot of sex with underage Castiel because Sam and Dean make him believe that his grace made them want him.

  2. Second has pairing Jared/Jensen and Misha/Jeff. Misha and I believe Jensen are underage and Jared and Jeff are teachers. Jared is coach. Jared is owner some "specific" night club. It's d/s story. Jared and Jeff are Doms and Jensen and Misha are subs.

  3. Last one is Jared/Jensen/Jeff. Story is Jensen move to the small city with his uncle who is very homophobic and keeps Jensen locked in his room and beat him because he is homosexual. One time Jared finds out and Jeff almost kill Jensen uncle. Then they are in threesome relationship. Jensen uncle kidnap him and almost castrate him but there is happy ending. I maybe messing with Jared/Jensen role in this fic. Jeff is some kind of artist in this fic.

Any Jared/Jensen stories where are a lot of misunderstanding between the two of them and one is cruel to another but with happy anding.

All links in comments
 
 
Hi friends:)
Can you please help me with the following requests?

1) One specific Jensen/Jeff mpreg fic-

Here's what I remember about it.

(i) Jensen and Jeff came close to each other during the shooting.
(ii)Jensen gets pregnant but is afraid to tell Jeff.
(iii)He reveals it to Jared who is his best friend.
(iv)Jensen has the mistaken idea that Jeff isn't ready for commitment.
(v)Jeff drives Jensen to his home in Texas(maybe) and he reveals the truth about the pregnancy to Jeff on the way.
(vi) Happy ending.

2) Jensen/Jeff fic recs-I want to read some good Jensen/Jeff story where they are the main pairing (as I haven't read any yet) All fics I find have Jeff as a side character or a negative one.Can you please rec me some good Jensen/Jeff fics?

All fics are welcome except those with Rape and Extreme underage.

Thank you so much!!

FOUND- Its Everything And No Less by [livejournal.com profile] ghostwriter056. The journal has been deleted :( Thank you [livejournal.com profile] callyfivek:)

THANKS FOR THE AMAZING RECS :D
 
 
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Hi, everyone! I'm looking for a specific fic with Jensen's family visiting for the holidays, and in the very first scene, from Jeff's POV, we have Jensen launching himself at him at the airport, and introducing Jeff as his boyfriend. It turns out that Jeff is actually Jensen's boss (Jensen usually works remotely). The fic goes through the holidays, and at the end Jeff and Jensen do get together.

Thanks so much in advance!
 
 
 
09 June 2013 @ 11:42 pm
I can't remember the title or the author but I can definitely remember the plot of this one. It's where Jeff finds Jensen on his doorstep, except Jensen has turned into a girl, and Jensen explains that he touched a cursed object that Eric Kripke brought on set, and it changed him into a girl. Then Jeff takes him shopping for girl clothes and stuff and all that. It's all hot and steamy and funny at times and it's just overall a great fic. But I can't find it. I read this a long time ago, I think? I had it saved on my phone but I since I changed my phone I couldn't retrieve the page >< It's from a LiveJournal writer, I'm sure of that. Can anyone help me with this please? Thank you so much! ^^
 
 
20 May 2013 @ 07:13 am
Hey everyone!

I'm looking for stories involving J2 or J3 (Jeff/Jared or Jeff/Jensen is good too) with age play. One boy is daddy and the other his little boy, I'd love for there to be spanking and/or discipline used as well and any and all kinks are welcome.

Thanks!
 
 
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I lost my bookmark to a great series of stories and can't remember the author's name. It's RPF AU and set in San Francisco. Jeff is a billionaire, Jared is one of his bodyguards, and Jensen is his pampered boyfriend. It has flashback scenes that show how Jeff and Jenson met and there's a subplot about someone trying to shoot Jeff and hurt Jenson - hence the need for all the bodyguards. It includes a bunch of CW actors like Tom Welling, Mike Rosenbaum, Christian Kane, etc. It's really good and I would love to find it again!
 
 
15 April 2013 @ 04:03 pm
Hi everyone!

I Know you guys are wonderful and always find whatever is lost. Some time ago I read a fic and I want to read it again. Could you help me?

Here is what I remember:

1. It was at the SPN KINK MEME but I don´t remember which one.
2. It was Jensen Ackles/ Jeffrey Dean Morgan
3. They were working at Supernatural
4. They got the permission to film a non-con scene in which John Winchester was waiting for Dean at the motel room
5. Jeff then cut Jensen underwear and did it while jensen was crying.
6. Jeff told Jensen that he had been waiting for a long time for this.

I hope you guys know which story is this.

Thank you very much.

ETA: found in comments. Thank you. You are amazing people!
 
 
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04 March 2013 @ 08:31 pm
I am searching for a story that I read a long time ago before I lost all of my links. Jeff and Jensen were the main characters and were also the main pairing. Jeff was really rich and had hired various people to be security around his home (including Jared, and maybe Christian?). Jensen does not come from a rich background I think he used to be a waiter and sometimes comes across as spoiled(buying clothes and such). I remember that at one point Jeff gets shot and that Jensen enrolls in a college class at some point. Please help if this sounds familiar!
 
 
Hey,

I've looked through all the searches here and can't find any stories with the more specific characteristics I am looking for. I hope you guys can help me find anything remotely similar. The first search is a bit more general, just in case.

1. Stories with a non-evil!JDM in which he is the main character or one of the main characters, or at least in which his character is well described.

2. Stories from JDM's POV or containing JDM's POV.

3. Stories in which JDM is not the dominant or Alpha or more experienced guy as he is most often depicted.

4. Stories with JDM as the hurt person or the person with a problem, maybe even in a non-con or slavery setting.

5. Stories with bottom!JDM

It can be any pairing (JDM with Jensen or Jared, J3, JDM with any other man or woman), any genre (though I prefer angst, hurt/comfort, darker stuff), any length.

Thank you!

(I've read poisontaster's "A Kept Boy" and john_n_dean's "Terra Verse")
 
 
04 February 2013 @ 11:22 am
Hi!

I am looking for stories that start Jensen/Jeff and end Jared/Jensen. I recently read In Becoming Who We Are by Elizah Jane, and that's pretty much the perfect example of what I'm looking for: Jensen and Jeff are together, stuff happens, Jared and Jensen get together. Perfectly fine with the Jensen/Jeff being on screen and detailed (prefer it). Not interested in J3, though. AU and Non-AU are both fine. 

Thank you!!
 
 
Hey!

So, I know I'm back really quick, but I read this awesome Jeff/Jensen fic yesterday, and now I have a sudden craving for more.

I'll be really grateful if you can rec me your favorite Jensen/Jeff fics (or John/Dean) with only bottom!jensen and bottom!dean.

If it's Jensen/Jeff and it's an AU, it'll be even better.

Thank you!