20 September 2017 @ 03:29 pm
Hello, everybody!! Could you, please, help me find:

1. Car accident fic. In this one, Jared and Jensen are fighting and Jensen leaves. It is storming (I think) and he crashes his car like two minutes after he left. Jared hears the crash, goes out and sees its Jensen and tries to save him. I remember Jared getting injuried because of broken glass on the road.

2. Any Non-AU fics told in Jensen POV foccusing on Jared's depression. Like how does he feels about it and how he wants to help/helps Jared. Bonus points if the fic goes deep and aligns to the descriptions of the past few years Jared gave on his chapter in "Family dont end with blood".

3. Break-up and make-up fics. I am looking for ones in which the guys break up and Jensen does serious groveling to get Jared back.

4. Jared helping Jensen get over a bad break and the two of them getting together later on.

5. Possessive! Jealous! Jensen.

6. Fics in which Jensen wants to get it on with Jared but doesnt because he thinks the sex will be super vanilla due to Jared's puppy!dog personality. Later they get together and Jared does surprise him in the kink department.
02 August 2017 @ 04:46 pm
I´m looking for two diffrent kind of stories

1: Is there anything were Jensen hurts Jared and Jared goes away and Jensen has to work really hard to get Jared back? In many fics Jared forgives Jensen sometimes just because he showed up or after one date. I´m looking for something were Jensen really has to work for it.

2: Any fic were Jensen is a vampire (or were) and turns Jared.

Thank you for your help
01 August 2017 @ 05:55 am
It's a fic where Jared and Jensen are staying at a hotel and Jared's room is through a door in Jensen's room. Jared tries to make plans with Jensen all of the time but friends are always surprising Jensen by showing up to set and whisking him away. I think at some point Jared goes back to the hotel alone where an excited fan tackles him. I think Eric finds him and takes him to the hospital. After that, Eric calls a meeting and asks Jensen if there is any reason why Jared would be upset. In the end Jared and Jensen finally hang out. Sorry for the bad description. I don't think it was a Jared/Jensen fic but I could be wrong.
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31 May 2017 @ 05:14 pm
Hi guys! I hope I'm doing this right, if not, just let me know and I'll fix it :)
Anyways, I was hoping you could help me find a few stories I've been feeling like reading.

These are all Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam with bottom (hopefully Omega!Jared). Anything with Sam/Jared being abused or treated as less than a equal individual (Usually it's because he is an Omega) and generally Dean/Jensen being the cause of Sam/Jared's pain.

The twist in this though, is that I hope y'all can find me a Sam/Jared who will not stand for being treated so and would rather take his own life than 'submit' or being treated as a lesser being.

I really, really hope the fic has a happy ending, meaning that Dean or Jensen completely changes and begins treating his poor boy as his little prince, coddling, loving, and caring for Sam or Jared.

Thank you so much for helping me out here! I'm looking forward to everything everyone has to share :)
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20 May 2017 @ 11:11 pm

So i am looking for a story , i searched on SPN storyfinder , some one had posted question for the same story but there was no response. Anyway its is like Jared is a soldier. He is caught in a blast and is brought to Jensen's super secret military place. He is working on some new technology and replaces jared's arm and leg and some other parts with this technology. Later the military wants Jensen to kill jared and do autospy or something. But jensen and jared escapes. There was Jeff and chris too.

Any one remember which story was it ?
28 April 2017 @ 03:34 am

I was wondering if anyone can help me find a fic I've lost. It's J2 and they are both some kind of were!cats (Maybe Lynxs or panthers, I'm not too sure on that.) Jared was kidnapped as a child and is raised with his cat side being surpressed by the man Jared believes to be his father.

Jared's father is not nice and abuses Jared, making him think that he is sick and that's why he has to take the pills. I think Jared's father dies or Jared ends up running away but Jensen and his pride find him sat alone in a airport café, confused and afraid as now his medication has been stopped his cat traits are coming back. He ends up passing out and Jensen takes him home, where he and his pride help him to understand who he truly is and that his is a part of their pack.

I think it ends with Jared and Jensen becoming mates. I remember a part where Jared's skin sorta gets hot whenever Jensen is near. There was also a scene where Jared needs to be cooled down in a bath but he freaks out due to his past abuse and Jensen has to calm him down.

Thank You. :)
04 April 2017 @ 10:50 pm
I'm trying to track down a fic I have only vague memories of. I believe the Js got together in high school, but then someone - maybe Jared's brother Jeff? - found out and threatened Jensen so he took off without a word to Jared. I remember Jared falling apart when Jensen didn't show up for his graduation. Jared gets kind of wild, drinking and smoking pot. I think it's several years before they reconnect, and Jeff helps Jared find Jensen again in the end. Ringing any bells?

ETA: Found! It's For The Love Of Jensen Ackles, link to Mediafire for pdf in comments. Thanks so much all!
Summary: The prompt: A J2 version of The Ugly Duckling. Jensen is the fat kid at school and Jared either bullies him/is his only friend, but because he's younger he doesn't stand up to the bullies. The boys lose touch but meet again in college where Jensen has lost the weight, but is still very self-conscious and shy. Feelings ensue and they go back home to visit Jensen's family/friend and meet up with the bullies
25 March 2017 @ 10:04 pm
I've been looking for this fic since forever and it's driving me crazy!
Thing is i don't remember it very clearly but i'm pretty sure they are both kids leaving in the street and they get taken by a cop and his wife who has a baby girl. And at they end of the fic jared goes to his uncle but he gets beaten so he calls jensen. I think jdm is a also a cop in the fic and he comes to watch movies with them.
Please help me it's driving me insane!
17 March 2017 @ 05:09 am
Hello, I can't seem to find a story. It's where Jared and Jensen are going to get engaged or mated but Jared (at leas I think it's Jared) gets raped on or in a police cruiser by Morgan. He then becomes Morgan's mate, verifyied by a social worker. Jensen, after a while, challenges Morgan for Jared to be his mate. The story is Alpha/beta/omega. Please let me know if anything similar. Thanks.
25 February 2017 @ 10:55 pm
I read a story a long time ago but couldn't find it since. I was hoping someone could help me.
I think it was Sam who was a hooker or stripper or something along them lines. He was forced to have sex with the boss because he liked sam the best. I think he has to wear a dildo cat tail at one point.
I think Dean and John found him and took him away from it all after he was hurt and raped.

Also, if you now anymore sad hooker jared/Sam or abused Jared/Sam fics could you mention them as well please.
Any help would be appreciated!
25 February 2017 @ 12:35 pm
Hi. i have some general seaches i need some help with.

1) Is their any fics that have an hurt or abused Sam/Jared. Deffently not by Dean/Jensen. Prefer them youner like teens but will read any.
2) Sam/Jared as a prositute. Hates the life but needs the money kind of thing.
3) Sam/jared with a disability and Dean/Jensen and their dad has to help him do things.
4) Sam/Jared raped not by dean/jensen.

I'd appreciate any help. Thanks guys.
Me again, seeking help from those with better recall than mine. I read a fic a few months ago that I simply cannot find it. Jensen had been in a relationship with Jeff, who suddenly ended things. Jensen then meets and egts involved with Jared, who is pretty much Jeff's opposite. Jared is sweet and earnest and loyal, but not sophisticated or worldly, and maybe even still a student? Jeff comes back to town, and Jensen begins getting together with him for dinner and movies and things, neglecting Jared. Then something happens - I think Jared is in an accident? - and Jensen realizes where he really wants to be. I'm sure this is one is blatantly obvious, but I'm just not finding it. Help please!
27 January 2017 @ 05:55 am

So in this fic Jared and Jensen break up (i cant remember the reason) and Jared has a hard time coping. His friends take him on vacation and he runs into Jensen and the guy they assume Jense left him for. Turns out, jensen was being blackmailed and was forced to break up with Jared. They find out ans rescue Jensen at the end.
04 December 2016 @ 11:07 pm
I am looking for a fic that starts pre-Season 1, i.e.: the J's meet for the audition, hit it off, film the pilot, then end up in Vancouver for season 1. Jensen & Jared would make plans but somehow Jensen would get sidetracked by Chris, Steve, Mike Rosenbaum and Tom Welling dropping by. Being a new friendship, Jared tried not to make a big deal out of it but his feelings were really hurt. There was one scene where Jared was going back to his hotel and was accosted by fangirls. He tripped over the curb and ends up in the hospital with a concussion. Things get so bad that even Eric mentions something to Jensen. I have looked everywhere for this fic and I cannot find it.

Any ideas?
01 December 2016 @ 01:04 am
hi all, anyone have any fics with age!gap where jared is much younger than jensen.

Something like "Sunday Maybe Monday" by alexisjane.

Or fics where jared is being abused and jensen saves him.


:) also please only bottom!jared, I can read switching tho, as long as it's equal or more so on jareds side,
27 November 2016 @ 02:41 am
I doubt anyone will know what story i'm talking about, because i barely remember but, i'll give it a shot anyway. Here's what i can recall

1) jared and jensen fought about something causing jared to go to a motel in another place i think?
2) jared had written a suicide note.
3) jensen found it and was shocked.
4) i think there was a scene that jensen got in bed with jared and was saying he wouldn't know what he would do without him but i don't know.

this is all i can remember:(( i know i read it on ao3 and i don't think it was too incredibly long. I also think i saw it in one of phoenix1966 recs, but again, i'm not sure. I know this is a long shot so thanks anyway <3
Hey, everyone! This is my first time posting on LJ :) It's aaaalmost December and it's starting to look a lot like Christmas! I love this blog and I've found a lot of amazing stories through it so I decided to make a post to ask for something. I'm looking for Christmas fics *don't really care about the length but the longer the better* focusing on hurt!Sam or Jared and his relationship with Dean/Jensen. If they're Wincest fics, I'd prefer the boys to be unrelated and if J2 for them to be strangers in the beginning. Not gonna say no to non-au stories ofc! Death!fics are a big turn-off. Sam/Jared should be the one to be hurt/abused/depressed and Dean/Jensen the one to offer care, comfort and protection. Suicide attempts and themes like homelessness, bullying or slavery would also be very very interesting. Bring on all the angst and pain but always with a happy ending! If you can't find something Christmas-themed, it could always just be set during any time in the winter *cold times* or any other season tbh, I'm more interested in the hurt/comfort part rather than the time and weather. I'd really appreciate any suggestions! Thanks in advance ^_^
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21 November 2016 @ 08:31 pm
Oh, God, someone please tell me they have a pdf for Map to the Sun by dawnmay. I honestly feel so upset and sad. That was my favorite fic, and I was just going back to read it, to see that not only is the fic gone, the persons journal has been deleted.

Please someone tell me they have a pdf, it would make me so happy. If it helps, here is the summary of the fic:

Jensen lost his best friend, Jared, in the process of growing up. Now back home from college, Jensen gets a chance he thought he'd lost forever. Word Count: 14,000


Note: FOUND! download link in comments :)
21 November 2016 @ 07:05 pm
I'm looking for a story that I read a few years ago and can't for the life of me find it again.

It starts with Jensen and Jared in highscool and they're in a serious relationship with each other, to the point where they have tattoos (I think they were 2 J's forming a heart) in place of wedding rings and they made plans to get it filled with color once they got married.  They were at a party and were in a horrible car crash with Chad and Sophia, Sophia died and Jared ended up in a long term coma and Jensen and Chad were pretty much ok.  Jensen was always at Jared's bedside, even when he went to college, but his friends finally talked him into going out with Chris Kane and they end up in a relationship.  After a couple years someone, I think Chad, calls him to let him know that Jared woke up.  After that, the only thing that I really remember is Jared doesn't know Jensen has a boyfriend and Chris shows up drunk at a party for Jared and tells him that he and Jensen are toegther.

I can't remember how it ended, but I would love to get to read it again.  Thank you all in advance for any help!
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
27 October 2016 @ 08:31 am
My Google-fu has absolutely failed me. I'm trying to find a fic I read ages ago. It's non-au, Jared and Sandy are engaged, Jensen is pining. Jared's dad has an accident - falls off a ladder maybe? - and Jared doesn't want Jensen or Sandy to come home with him, but Jensen follows him anyway. Jared's dad dies of his injuries but gives Jared some deathbed advice about being with the one who truly makes you happy, or something like that. Sandy is kind of a bitch about the whole thing, and wants to go ahead with the wedding really quickly. Cue deep realization, break up, and J2 HEA. Anyone recognize this? Thanks in advance.
23 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 am
Hey everyone!

This is oddly specific but I'm a sucker for hurt / comfort and guilt so I guess that's what I'm looking for! Anything with hurt/comfort and guilt would make my week!

One example of something I'd like to read more of is a situation where J1 smokes and J2 has asthma.

I read a fic that has this and I'd love more if they exist!
(The Ones that Swallow you Whole - Summary: A near-drowning has left Jared deeply afraid of water--a big problem considering he lives in a beach town. Jensen's a sailboat-builder who's survived a few things himself. )

Anything where one of them is accidentally hurting the other and they feel badly about it. I know, that's kinda messed up! But I don't care. ;)

I only read gen, J2 and wincest, but self recs are great!
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!
18 August 2016 @ 09:18 pm
A friend of mine is looking for a J2 fic where they're in high school and start dating. It turns out Jared's family is really negligent and don't care about him, so Jared starts spending a lot more time with Jensen's family. There's one scene where they play basketball and Jared gets hurt and his parents can't be bothered to come check on him, so Jensen's mom takes care of him.

I hope this rings bells with someone, my friend really wants to reread this. Thanks!

ETA: Found! http://myficjournal.livejournal.com/11461.html
31 July 2016 @ 10:04 pm
so today I am looking for fics where

* Jared has an abusive past, could be scared of touch, i don't care, just as long as Jensen is there and is sweet and comforting. Really anything involving Jared being shy and Jensen helping him out of his bubble

* Hurt non-Au Jared fics. or any non-Au fics where Jared bottoms

* Fics taking place before Dean goes to hell and shows how Sam is dealing

* Dean hurting sam unintentionally and feeling guilty afterwards

* any underage fics where sam is coming to terms with his sexuality

* Fics where sam gets hurt and John is protective

Self recs are more than welcome :)

please only bottom!sam or Jared

Thank you all so much.
30 July 2016 @ 07:46 pm
I'm looking for a fic that I'm pretty sure is deleted? I don't remember the name but Jared was in foster care and Jensen cut people's hair. Jared goes to Jensen all the time and tells him about all the different foster families he has been with. One night Jared gets hurt by a foster parent and runs to Jensens barber shop and he's all bruised and I don't remember after that but I'm pretty sure Jensen takes him in ?

Also this story was, I believe posted on livejounrnal and was fairly short.

I hope someone knows this story because I've been wanting to read it for quite some time.

Thanks a bunch !x
24 July 2016 @ 06:03 pm
Hi there!

I'm searching for a specific non-AU J2 fic. Jared has a manager who convinces him he doesn't have enough talent to get jobs so that he often gives blow jobs to the people that might hire him resulting in a very low self esteem!Jared.Jensen somehow knows about this, and if I am not completely wrong, he doesn't like Jared at first because of that, but he realizes later on that Jared doesn't like doing it and helps him to get away from his manager.

I hope someone remembers this fic, I honestly crave to read it.
Thankss guys!
28 May 2016 @ 03:02 am
okay so I am literally heartbroken here. I had blue on black by renegadeangelz saved on delicious. it was literally my favorite fic and I just went to the page to read it and I saw that their profile was deleted!!!! I'm so devastated because I want to read it again so bad! if anyone has the Downloas link PLS PLS PLS email it to me! it would mean the world

my email is hannah1provost2@gmail.com thank you!
Ok so what I remember is at the beginning there's like a BDSM meet-up I THINK at Jensens place and Jared is there with OMC who didn't really tell Jared how anything works and he doesn't have a safe word or anything. Que Jensen scaring the guy off and taking care of Jared. I also remember Jensen would give Jared pieces of chocolate after scenes. It was really heavy on the after care.

All my love to whoever can find this xoxoxox
28 March 2016 @ 10:00 am
1) literally I'd love to read anything that is set in S8 and is bottom!Sam if there is sex. It feels like I've read all the work with a tag of "season 8" and "bottom Sam" on ao3 but I still want to read more.... So please recommend me some good fics that satisfy these two tags. It can be h/c or angst or whatever. I preferred wincest but I'm also good with gen. Feel free to recommend! ;-P

2)Any fic with protective!Dean and hurt!Sam? I know there are tons of fics out there so you probably could just recommend your favorite ones. Thanks!! again if there is sex I prefer bottom!Sam :-)

3)Fics where Jared at first,for whatever reason, thinks Jensen is not a good guy and is sacred of him, and then it turns out that Jensen is really kind and nice so Jared fall in love with him. For example I've read an a/b/o fic where the Js are forced to mate, omega Jared is afraid of alpha Jensen due to his experiences with cruel, unfriendly alphas before. Later he finds out that Jensen in fact is polite and gentle. bottom!Jared only please

Thanks in advance!!!!
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25 March 2016 @ 11:31 pm
Hello! I remember very little about this fic, but I really hope someone can help me, I really want to re-read this story. So all I remember is Jared was in an abusive relationship and they had a child, when Jared starts dating Jensen, Jensen tells Jareds daughter that if someone bullies her she should fight back, and I remember Jared got mad, because he didn't want her to think violence was okay like her other father did. That is all I remember for sure.
I also may remember that the daughter wasn't really Jareds biological daughter but was the abusive mans daughter, I may be mixing that up from another story though! So I'm looking for anything that even vaguely sounds like this.
Please please please and thank you for any help!
11 March 2016 @ 07:36 pm
I am trying to find a fic I read months ago. J2 were in high school, and either highly attracted best friends, or already lovers. Jared was attacked and beaten by a group of jocks (maybe the lacrosse team?) and he saw Jensen entering the room so thought he was part of the attack. In fact, Jensen had been trying to protect Jared. Jared is hospitalized because of his injuries, and his parents tell him Jensen hasn't been in touch while blocking Jensen's attempts to reach Jared. Eventually the truth comes out but I think it was several years later. Does this ring any bells?
..Enter Jensen who just got out of jail & is helped by Danneel to get a job with her at Jared's cafe as a baker. During Jensen'sjensen's employment there both Danneel & Jared worry and watch over Jensen. Jared's family are jerks and his mother sets Jared up with Tahmoh Penikett who nearly rapes him.

Does this sound familiar to anyone out there?

Thank you!
31 January 2016 @ 03:41 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for stories vaguely like the following: Jared is in a coma and Jensen, a complete stranger at this point, likes to visit him. Maybe he witnessed initial accident that put Jared in hospital or something? Kind of like that episode of Friends when Monica and Phoebe visisted that guy who got ran over because they were flirting with him in the middle of the street. Except Jared isn't a total jackass like the guy in Friends was when he wakes up.

Or something along those lines...?
26 January 2016 @ 05:15 pm
Anyone have any hurt!jared or clumsy!jared fics?
I only read bottom jensen so please warn
Hi guys,
So once again I need your help! What I remember.

1. The fic starts out j2

2. Jensen somehow ends up presumed dead (cant remember the details)

3. Jensen has a horse called Murphy, that is scared of thunderstorms. Jared is also scared of storms and would sit in the barn with murphy till they passed.

4. Jared is engaged to JDM, when Jensen returns.

5. Pretty sure there was a dog in it too. I think it was the pup of a dog that j2 owned when they were together.

So that's it. Do your magic storyfinder elves!

22 January 2016 @ 05:07 pm
This story has been in my head for a few days and I can't seem to find it in any of my favourites! I remember is was after Sam got his soul back and the boys were staying with Bobby. Bobby feels uncomfortable around Sam because he had attacked Bobby - sound familiar to anyone?

And I would love it if you could recommend any Wincest fics where Jared moves in with Jensen because of abuse, homelessness etc. The more hurt!Jared the better!
18 January 2016 @ 01:07 am
Ok guys I really hope you can help me, because I'm going nuts trying to find this fic.

The premise is as follows:

Jensen runs a BDSM club.
Jared is in a D/S relationship with Michael Weatherly, who is the villain and is abusing sub Jared.
Jensen rescues Jared from Weatherly's clutches and in time he wants to be Jared's Dom.
I can't remember where I read it, something tells me it might have been on LJ but I'm not sure.

Anyway, that's all ive got, I hope someone knows what I'm on about!

Mods: Iv'e basically tagged the hell out of this, with anything I think might be relevant.
I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a year or two ago: I think it was after SPN was over and they were together.  Jared was madly in love with Jensen but wasn't sure if Jensen loved him back so he was thinking of leaving him.  I remember a part where Jared was on a ladder doing a painting on the wall of Sam and Dean sitting on the Impala.  He fell down and was badly hurt and couldn't move. He was alone in the house.  When Jensen came back home, he found Jared on the floor and thought he was dead. He was devastated.  I would really love to read this fic again. Thanks in advance.

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06 January 2016 @ 03:46 pm
Hey all,

There's this story I read a while ago, where Jared and Jensen were dating, and somehow Jensen gets hurt because someone is after Jared and Jared thinks he's dead. Chris blames him and he leaves. Jared also worked for Jim Beaver at his bar. I know this is pretty vague, but I can't seem to find it, and my computer crashed over the summer and I lost everything.

Thanks guys
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Hey guys,

I'm looking for a fic I cannot seem to find but here is the rough plot:

Jared is pregnant and is going into labor so he plans to drive to the hospital but gets involved into a car crash.

Jensen is a firefighter who is the father of the child and gets called to the crash site.

Misha I think was the doctor who deliverd the baby.

So I hope somebody rembers the fic...
12 December 2015 @ 11:21 pm
Hi all,
I am looking for a fic that I read a while ago I don't remember a lot of the details only that it was about a rockstar Jensen and I think an abused fan Jared. Jared goes to one of Jensen's shows and I think he passes out in front of Jensen when he goes up to get any autograph possibly because he is hurt or he is just really excited to meet Jensen. Then I remember Jensen taking him in and letting him ride on the tour bus. It is eventual j2 also Chris my have been a band member. Sorry for the lack of details

Thanks in advance for the help.
29 November 2015 @ 11:20 am
First time writing here, sorry for any mistakes :$

Am looking for a fic that i just cant find.

It was jared/jensen/?? And somebody else, i keep thinking jeff..

Anyway it was first: jensen and the third person, and then the third person feel in love with jared and and told jensen that jared is going to be their husband.. Jensen felt like the third person didnt love him anymore cus jared got everythi g jensen got promised.

Jensen is btw a famous writer

I remember a scene, it was jensen book sighing and the third person invited jared and jensen was pissed.

Please help me find it. :(
01 November 2015 @ 10:47 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for completed Sam/Dean or J2 stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and Sam (or Jared) is hurt, ill, attacked, kidnapped or in danger somehow. Protective Dean (or Jensen) is a must, as are happy endings.

Please? Many many thanks in advance.
Hi all I am looking for a longish story that may have been a bigbang, not sure, but it is pretty old. It starts with Jensen working in a bar/club as a waiter or barkeeper and meeting bad rich kid Jared. They get together and it's all going really well Spoiler )

Second story is a fic where Jensen keeps getting calls from his husband who he believes is dead. They have a child and lived on a ranch. more spoilers )

Any help would be appreciated.

Also any recs for older, long, plotty stories would be appreciated.

Many thanks
18 October 2015 @ 08:16 pm
Heard from a few people, especially at conventions, that Jensen has a bit of a temper on him. I’m looking for any stories where he erupts in fury for any injustice or harm done towards Jared or because of someone’s stupidity Jared gets hurt.
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07 October 2015 @ 04:38 pm
Hi everyone!

I just got through reading "Just One Breathe Just in Case" By Kee for like the millionth time and I was wondering if there were any fics out there that had the roles reversed and Jared was the one who gets hurt. Fics that follow the same plot line as far as the getting hurt part (accidents that happen on set would be great but not necessarily a must) but it has to be Jared getting hurt and Jensen taking care of him and eventually they fall for each other. So basically the same concept of the above mentioned story without it actually being the story if that makes sense. I already read "The More I see You" by Elless which was fantastic but I am having trouble finding more. I know I came to the right place you guys haven't failed me yet in finding the fics I am searching for. Sorry for the long ramble.

Thanks in advance,
Hey! I recently started reading Sam/Dean story where Sam experiences a sub-drop and realized that I really really need more of that. So I'd be very glad if you could help me find some:
1)fics where Sam or Jared experiences a sub-drop
2)fics where Sam or Jared needs to safeword during a scene

AND I'd ber extra happy if somebody would share same Sam or Jared nesting fics because I find those very nice but unfortunately have read like one with either Sam or Jared in the role...

Thanks ;)
11 September 2015 @ 03:06 pm
Hey ya'll! I'm looking for a couple of types of stories.

#1: Any stories where Jared is hurt/kidnapped etc..by some Destiel fans (no offense Destiel fans, I'm just not into that). Bottom Jared preferred but I'll take bottom Jensen if needed, and Gen is also okay

#2: Any stories where Dean cheats on Sam with Benny? I've never actually seen a story like this, but I think the idea has some merit. Again, bottom Sam preferred but, I'll take Bottom Dean. I'll take Happy ending or not

Thanks ya'll!
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