23 December 2015 @ 07:07 pm

I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam was diagnosed with diabetes after the accident that caused John's death. I remember that Sam and Dean were staying with Bobby. Neither Bobby nor Dean was aware that Sam was ill.

There's a specific scene where Sam goes on a hunt at a graveyard and he collapsed there. Dean finds him and learns of Sam's illness through his doctor. The doctor was a woman and as far as I can remember she got killed by Gordon Walker.

It was posted over on FF.

Any and all help will be highly appreciated.

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29 November 2015 @ 07:44 pm
First time posting so I hopefully do this right!

I read this fic ages ago, I know it was on AO3 but I can't find it in my history which is a little strange. It had multiple chapters based on Sam's life after he was blinded on a hunt (either by a witch or a werewolf), it had time stamps from when he was younger in school and when he is older hunting with Dean, sure it's set between pre-series, season one and two and it's not Wincest though it contains cute brotherly moments!

In one chapter Dean had been hustling pool and the guys accused him of cheating and he ran out of the bar with Sam but they are cornered outside the bar, cue BAMF!Sam though he is blind he can kick some serious ass! There is another chapter where Dean his kidnapped by Gordon and Sam saves him and there is another one where the boys end up switch like Dean is blind and not Sam and it gives Dean an insight on what Sam goes through on a daily basics.

Hope that's enough info and I hope you magical people find it!
16 July 2015 @ 11:42 pm
I am looking for fics that are about hunters like Gordon who come after Sam. Looking for some major hurt Sam.
26 May 2014 @ 12:58 pm
I'm looking for a story where, for any length of time, Dean and Sam split up because Dean wanted to hunt with Gordon and/or not be reminded of his loss.
13 October 2013 @ 11:23 pm
Hello Fellow Supernatural Fans!

It has been a very long time since I posted here, but I had a sudden urge to reread this story. I can't find it though.

It's a very old story, set after Gordon Walker showed up, and is a fairly long story. Before Castiel. I actually think it's an AU verse with multiple stories.

A sam/Dean fic where Dean get pregnant twice, having two boys. They settle down together in a town, each getting jobs and a house. John is also in the story, and is visiting his grandsons. Dean and the boys are at the park when Gordon shows up to kill the boys because they are Sams demon spawn evil kids (his usual spiel).

Dean get hurt protecting his kids, on his back. I remember Sam and John going into his hospital room and Dean has been propped on his side to keep his back free.

That is all I can really remember, it's been so long, but I hope somebody recognizes it.

Thanks so much and Happy Thanksgiving to everybody. :)

EDIT: Found thanks to primary_purple and bt_kady. Link in comments.

1. Okay, for the specific fic I have been trying to find, Gordon caught Sam and Dean and had them trapped in a basement.  Dean was cuffed to the wall and was forced to watch and listen as Gordon tortures and beats Sam, and eventually rapes him. Not really a "happy" ending, but they do get free.

2. And for my other fics:  I've been wanting to read fics where the boys or Sam by himself are caught in natural disaster situations and Sam is hurt. I know I've read some on fanfiction.net like where ther was a earthquake in Palo Alto and Sam was on a street that caved in, and Dean finds him. Or there was one where the boys are in Louisiana during the time of Hurricane Katrina and stop to help the locals rescue people and Sam gets caught in a mudslide. If you know these stories and others please leave the links for them I wouldn't mind reading them again, as well as some new ones.

3. Also, any fics where Sam gets hurt becuse of something Dean did. Like flirting with a girl and her boyfriend goes after Sam. Or Dean getting caught hustling and the other men taking out their anger on Sam.  Serious beats downs or non-con situtions

Note: All stories can or are obviously going to be nc-17. Can be gen or wincest or J2 if there are any stories out there like that. Bottom Sam/Jared only please.

Thank you so much for your help! :o)

I am looking for an old fanfic where Lenore turns Sam into a vampire in an attempt to show him and Dean that vampires are not all evil (or something along those lines). I remember that Sam went back to the hotel room afterwards, and I think(?) Gordon was still there, so he had to wait. I also believe that he turned Dean into a vampire later and that the story was Wincest, but I'm not entirely sure.

It was fairly long, and I've been searching for it all week with no luck! Does anyone remember this story?
Hello Storyfinders! I'm hoping you can help me out. (This is only the second request I've ever made, so I hope I do it right!) I read a Gordon/Dean fic a while back, and now I want to reread it, but can't find it. I've tried searching for it, but no luck.

I think it was set after Stanford. Sam joins back up with Dean, only Dean had already been hunting with Gordon for a while. Gordon and Dean were sleeping together, and I believe there was onesided Wincest on Sam's part. In the end Gordon tried to kill Sam but Dean shot him. Does anyone know that fic? I really want to read it again.

I have a second request. Wincest fics where Sam mindcontrols Dean into being with him. (Like Andy's powers.) Accidentally or on purpose, either way, I have a craving for that type of thing. Any level of consent!

Hope you guys can help me out, thanks!
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20 February 2012 @ 01:59 pm

Last time I posted here, I got wonderful recs and links, and I'm hoping to get that lucky again ;) 

I'm searching for Gordon/Dean fics of any kind (with bottom!Dean)!

Non-con, dub-con or con are all okay (it doesn't matter). If there are any fics with Gordon/Dean wherein Sam tries to "save" Dean from their relationship, I'd cry of happiness.
02 February 2012 @ 01:31 am
A general request please:

Victor/Gordon. I don't actually care if this is slash or gen, consensual or non-con, canon-related or AU, short or epically long. My only requirement is that the fic is majorly dealing with the interactions of these two characters.

Self-recs are of course welcome.

Thank you!
13 January 2012 @ 10:41 pm

I'm looking for fics where Dean's daddy issues are showing. Mostly some d/S undertones and Dean calling his partner 'daddy'. (As long as Dean is showing a slightly wanton side and calling someone 'daddy' without being 100% sarcastic, I'm happy!) 

I want Dean to be bottom, but other than that -- all (slash) pairings are welcome. Wincest, Destiel, Alaistair/Dean; you name it! Setting -- au or non-au doesn't matter either.

Thank you!
12 January 2012 @ 09:37 pm
So I was re-reading a Dean/Victor fic before posting it one of the comments below, and I was just wondering if anybody has any good Victor/Gordon? Gen or preferably slash. Feel free to throw Dean (or anybody else) into the middle of the sandwich. I'm not expecting happy stories here, but if its rape/non-con I don't want it to be happily ever after or whatever. (To clarify, I'm fine with it being rape/non-con, but not as sexy rape/non-con, more like horrifying rape/noncon. It wouldn't be a kink, it would be a crime.) Though, hey, if you do have a happy story please post it, I'm just not expecting it with this pairing. :)

Thanks. As always, self-recs welcomed. Canon-like is preferred but AUs are fine.

11 January 2012 @ 04:57 am
Cannot find the following story:

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I know it is short but this was all I could remember.  Thank you in advance for your help.
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15 November 2011 @ 02:40 pm
Has anybody written anything crossing our boys with Kindred the Embraced? I'm game for anything...oh, I don't know. Maybe Sam and/or Dean having drinks in a bar with a guy named Cash. Or Dean flirting with Sasha. Or maybe Bobby, in his search for some needed manuscript calling Julian Luna for information. Or even Gordon Walker running afoul of Eddie Fiori. I'd love to see the two 'verses interact. any SPN/any known KtE, any genre.
21 September 2011 @ 08:24 am
Hey all I'm looking for stories where other hunters interact with the boys, good or bad. Per say maybe Caleb, Joshua, Pastor Jim, Daniel Elkins or the bad like hunters who don't like Sam or hunters who heard about them through Gordon.

Anything along those lines! And my weakness is hurt!Sam with protective!Dean if that is in there somehow I will love you oodles and oodles!

Preferably gen but I don't mind wincest my only request is maybe bottom!Sam? Though I ain't too picky. Any season, teen!chesters, wee!chesters ANYTHING really. Thanks!
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07 August 2011 @ 11:09 pm
Ive lost a fic in it John and Dean rescue Sam from Gordon he's not thier relation and I think he's part demon as Gordon keeps him in a devils trap and uses him to 'sniff' out other demons, Any ideas folks??
And while Im in the mood for some John fics anyone know any good fics were John knows that either of his sons is a demon/skinwalker/vampire etc and he's either mean with them like in "sins of the innocent" or he's protective of them keepin them away from other hunters and such??

Sorry for lack of tags mods but either my phones having a fit or LJ is on the fritz again!?
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25 April 2011 @ 08:47 pm
Sorry, me again so quick. I was sure I could find my second fic under time travel, but apparently it wasn't there.

I am looking for a story where Gordon Walker travels through time to kill Dean and Sam when they were little so they won't excist in his time line. The boys follow, but something strange happened.
Instead of arriving there in grownup forms, they are placed in the bodies of when they were children. Gordon about 8 years old I think, Dean 5 and Sam 2..not sure about the correct ages. i do remember that Sam had trouble walking, so maybe he was 1 instead of 2?

I hope someone recognizes the fic and can tell me the link?

Thanks in advance.
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07 April 2011 @ 12:10 pm
So I had posted this before but I didn't get any reply and since I'm really really dying to re-read it, I thought I'd try again.

I think I read it on fanfiction.net. It's set in Season 2, post BUABS. Gordon manages to convince Steve Wandell's daughter that Sam is evil and together they attempt to kill Sam. After she finds out that Sam was posessed, she feels guilty and decides to help the Winchesters nab Gordon. I think towards the end of the fic, she kisses Sam on the cheek.

Any ideas which fic it is? Thank you guys in advance! You guys are awesome.

FOUND! It's Vengeance by IHeartSam. Thanks to the amazing [livejournal.com profile] cherry916 .
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10 November 2010 @ 11:08 am
I had read this fic a really long time back. Unfortunately I hadn't bookmarked it and I can't remember the title or author. :(

So here’s what I remember. The fic is set after BUABS. Steve Wandell’s (the guy possessed!Sam kills) daughter wants revenger from Sam for the death of her father. I think she’s working with Gordon and later on when she finds out that Sam was possessed, she tries to help them. I remember at the end of the fic, when Sam and Dean were leaving she gives Sam a kiss on the cheek. And I think there’s this one part where she’s alone with Sam and Sam’s embarrassed cause he’s dressed in his underwear or something.

So does this ring a bell? I hope so cause I'm dying to re-read it. Thank you guys!

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14 August 2010 @ 09:29 pm
Hi guys! Does anybody have a favorite Supernatural fic that deals with social class? It seems to me like there's a mostly-unspoken gulf between working class guys like Bobby and John and Dean (with his GED and his can-do attitude) and some of the wealthier people they solve cases for, not to mention the kids Sam must have known at Stanford. Are there any stories that talk about this stuff?

I'm interested in any kind of story. Winchester focus would be great, but I'd be interested to read about other hunters, too.
Fic search #1: Just read [livejournal.com profile] dragonspell 's Payback and it's sequel, So Damn Sweet and just fell in love with how Gordan was and how he wanted to kill Sam and "save" Dean. Was wondering if there were other fics out there like these two.

Fic search #2: Also, wanted fics that has evil!Sam/AntiChrist!Sam but has humor. Like [livejournal.com profile] smallcaps 's Teen Antichrist series

Fic search #3:
Any fics where the boys talk dirty are awesome :D

Wincest and J2 slash are wanted and needed :D (Prefered Dean/Jensen bottom, plz ^_^ ). And self-recs are always welcomed ^_^
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I'm looking for a Big Bang '09 fic:

Fic title: Infected with Empty Bliss
Author name: bridgetmc
Artist name: extraonions
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Gordon/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 25,400
Warnings/Spoilers: Blood, violence, swearing, dub con, non con, vampires, first time Wincest. Starts off from Fresh Blood and goes AU (with an additional AU from All Hell Breaks Loose).
Summary: The last encounter with Gordon left Sam as a vampire. Now Sam must deal with the new changes, including a growing possessiveness for Dean as his mate, as they dodge Gordon's attempts to claim Dean as his own.

No links I can find anywhere are working and I can't get ahold of the author, so if anyone knows of a different link or has it saved I'd be very grateful to get to read it. Thanks!!
12 October 2009 @ 09:47 pm
I'm looking for a story that I read on fanfic.net. It was set during the second season. Sam was diagnosed with Type I Diabetes (while they were staying with Bobby?) after 'In My Time of Dying.' It was quite a long story, and Gordon Walker was the main villain in it.

I remember a scene where Sam had to break into a booby-trapped cabin where Dean and Bobby were being held captive by Gordon.

FOUND: Sugar Me Sweet by skag trendy.
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05 July 2009 @ 08:50 pm
Looking for some specific stories if anyone can help;

1) A really long shapeshifter/sam story. Sam gets captured by a shapeshifter who fucks with his head by beating, raping and drugging him while he looks like Dean, John and Jess. It was about 50 chapters long and a wip when I saw it.

2) I think it was a really short one, Castiel and Uriel were keeping Sam as a pet, ostensibly to train him to not be evil and they treated him like a dog.

3) Any Sam/Gordon or Sam/Henrickson fics, the darker the better!

17 April 2009 @ 04:45 pm
Please recommend good beloved captive fics. Beloved captive would be fics where someone is kidnapped and held prisoner, then treated as special by their captor and seduced repeatedly. The captive can be resistant at first, but it would be nice if they eventually play hard-to-get, and then give in/fall for their captor, or at least pretend they do for some reason.

Please, no physical torture or people broken down until none of their original personality exists. Stuff like orgasm denial/making them beg for it, restraints, sex toys, and tied up is all okay. NC-17 and R rating preferred. AU's are great. Het, slash, femmeslash, it's all good. Don't really like extremely short pieces that leave me wanting more; 1000+ word count preferred.

Preferred captives:

Dean as prisoner of Gordon or Vamp!Gordon (with Gordon feeding from Dean)
Sam as prisoner of Lenore and her gang (with vamps feeding from Sam)
Jo as prisoner of some random supernatural creature or Evil!Sam
Sam as prisoner of Lilith in blonde Ruby's body or the other adult body she has used
Blonde Ruby as prisoner of Lilith (Lilith as an adult, not a child)
Bela as prisoner of Lilith
Castiel as prisoner of Dean, Lilith, or blonde Ruby (in hell being the most likely)

You can also recommend other pairings. I will probably like them anyway. :D

I am also still looking for the following. Diehard the Hunter *FOUND!!* and dub-con Dean/OMC **FOUND!** )

Thanks to anyone who can rec me something good. :D
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10 November 2008 @ 07:24 pm
Rewatching 3.07 got me to wondering if there are any Gordon/Kubrick fics out there. I'm sure that I've read a couple but I can't find them :^(
Any rating or warning is fine.
17 December 2007 @ 08:17 pm
Heyy! I'm looking for any Gen fic that have Sam and Dean (could be wee!chesters if you like) interacting at some point with any of the cannon hunters seen/mentioned on the show? (Caleb, Bobby, Joshua, Kubrick, Gordon, Jo, Ellen, Pastor Jim, Elkins... etc) I'm really hoping for either Jim or Caleb though.... but Joshua or any one else would be great too!

Also, are there any fics centered around Gordon? Preferably multi-chaptered (although one shots could suffice) Could be slash if the other person is Kubrick or Sam.

Thanks guys [:
22 November 2007 @ 12:32 am
So, anyone cracked and written Gordon/Kubrick yet? Just curious, mostly.

Also, any good Gordon fic?