16 March 2013 @ 03:17 am
Hey guys, popping in again. So soon, I know.

What I need right now are some fics dealing with serial killers. I'm open to everything: AU, non-AU, RPF, pre-series, etc. etc. Maybe the guys are hunting a monster which actually turns out to be a human serial killer, maybe one of the guys is kidnapped by a serial killer, maybe one of the boys IS the serial killer. It doesn't matter if it's Sam and Dean or Jensen and Jared, slash isn't a requirement but it's a definite plus, and the more detailed and emotional torture the better.

Don't judge me. lol. I just got done watching Silence of the Lambs, and before that Season 1 Ep. 15 The Benders. And come on, don't tell me that scene with Dean and daddy Bender didn't have you squirming in your seat.

Btw, I'm extra super partial to hurt!dean. Aren't we all though?

Thanks for the help guys. You know how to cheer me up so well!! =)


ps - if I missed any tags mods, my apologies....I feel like I got them all though....>.>
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06 March 2013 @ 12:10 am
I just finished reading Good Country People where Dean is kidnapped by the Benders and lives with them for a few years.
Are there more stories along that line? One of the Winchesters staying with the Benders?
No WIPs please.

I've read The Woods are Lonely, Dark and Deep already.
20 November 2012 @ 02:14 am
I'm looking for a Benders Coda.


Dean is held by the benders and they rape him and force him to like it, and just before they make him have sex with Missy, Sam saves the day. I am pretty sure this is one chapter, I don't recall more than that.

Thank you so much :)

I´m searching for a story. It is in the episode the benders. Sam finds a little girl in the cage next to him I think her name was emily and she was hurt by the benders.

When Dean finds Sam and her, they take her. Sam is like a Dad to her. It is a verse. Sorry for my bad English. Hope you can help me.
14 June 2012 @ 12:17 am
HI! ok I read this story a while back and can't find it now. I was hoping someone could help me out?

In the story Pa Bender hits Dean with his truck and thinks he is his dead brother brought back I believe. I remember that John and Sam end up saving Dean but I think Dean may have amnesia.

I searched all the Benders tags but I couldn't find it there. I can't remember the name of it or the author. I would really like to read it again if someone could please help me find it.

Thanks :)

Found: Silver Ruffian
Thanks everyone
03 December 2011 @ 08:14 pm
Okay, so I'm on a mission to find some fantastic stories of hurt!dean dealing with branding or burning.
These stories can be some rewrites from 'The Benders' episode, but I would like a little bit more burn-age than just the one he got. Or just overall stories that deal with burning (not so much the face if its permanent; please don't scar that drop dead gorgeous face!) Dean and Sam not knowing for awhile, but finding out later.
Also just throwing this out there, but if possible preference I would like to set this during Season 1-3 times. But it really isn't that big of a deal if its not.
OH AND ALSO, electrical burns are cool too.

This can happen through rescuing someone from a burning building, kidnap and torture, abuse, etc. All ratings accepted and I'm fine with most pairings, if any at all.

Thanks! I really appreciate all your feedback. *(:*
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05 October 2011 @ 10:45 pm
Hey guys, I've got a few requests today.

The first two are specific stories that I can't find. I'm 99% sure I read both of them on FanFiction.net but I've searched all over for them and cannot find them.

1.The first one is titled Obsession and it's about Sam getting kidnapped by a clown with OCD and tied up in a tent at the circus. It's one of my favorites and I wish I had saved it.

2.The next one is about Sam being taken in by the Benders after they kill his family, I think. They rape him and used him as a sex slave and one day they kidnap Dean. Sam has something wrong with his leg, I think, and Dean witnesses that they abuse him and they plan to escape together. At one point something happens and Dean loses the trust he has for Sam.

3.My next request is for anything in which Jared/Sam is possessed. I mean like The Exorcist kind of possessed. There is a story I read by Cha I think like this, I'm not sure where to find it now but I like the concept of him being hurt and weak because something is inside of him taking it's toll and hurting him.

4. Anything like Last House on the Left where Sam/Jared is raped and beaten and his family goes after who did it? Doesn't necessarily have to be based off the movie, can just be anything along those lines.

5. Anything where teen!Jared/Sam is bullied and gets hurt really bad. Or anything where he is homeless and gets really hurt?

6.Okay, my last requst is for any stories where Sam/Jared is a creature (i.e. werewolf, shapeshifter, vampire, maybe he has wings) and he is captured or hunted because of it. I'd like if he's not a bad guy and people don't understand or care but think he's evil anyway.
 Hello lovely people - you're always so wonderfully helpful when I have a fic itch that needs scratching, and I'm hoping you can help me out again.  Here's what I'm looking for:

1.) "Benders" fics - tags, missing scenes, AUs that focus on hurt!Sam.  Specifically anything in which Sam is hurt more than in the episode, or where there is attempted of completed non-con included in his abduction.  Dean to the rescue, of course!  

2.) Fics in which Sam doesn't die in AHBL part II, but where he is hurt and Dean has to patch him up.  For instance, Jake seemed to punch his shoulder out of joint while they were fighting, and hit him hard in the ribs, so something focused on those injuries would be awesome.  I'd actually prefer fics in which he isn't stabbed, or where the stab wound is not severe enough to really maim him - I really prefer H/C fics that don't involve hospitals if possible, because I love Dean and Bobby doing the patching up.

3.) Fics that focus on Sam's scar from Sam's stabbing in AHBL.  Lingering problems with pain, muscle spasms, etc.  I know I read one good fic that involved muscle spasms, and I'm hoping there are others.  In fact, any fic that focuses on lingering issues with an old injury of Sam's would be great, canon or not.  Things like aching from broken bones, scar tissue, etc.  

4.) Any good Hookman tags that address Sam's wounded arm and Dean patching him up.

5.) Any fics in which Sam has dislocated a joint of some kind and Dean has to pop it back in.  Shoulders, elbows, hips, whatever.  Bonus points if they're stranded away from medical help (in the woods, etc) and have no pain meds.
And and all warnings are fine (except for character death for Dean, Sam, or Bobby).  The one thing I am a stickler for is grammar and writing quality - at the risk of sounding snooty, I'd appreciate quality over quantity.  I really am only interested in WELL WRITTEN fics with good characterization.  Also, no "doormat!Sam" please. :)  As in, Sam is written with the temperament and self-sufficiency of a whiny child, or Sam is pretty much just a punching bag that cries a lot, etc.  I LOVE my hurt!Sam, but I also love Sam to be the strong, resilient, smart, and yes, flawed, man that he is.  Fics in which he weeps on Dean's shoulder for three chapters as Dean carries him bridal style through the forest just don't do it for me LOL. :)  Self-recs are fine as well.

Thanks in advance!
28 January 2011 @ 01:17 pm
There was a tag/coda to "My Bloody Valentine" where Sam is detoxing and he sees Dean (and maybe himself?) when they were little, at a time when Sam was sick from the flu or something and I think Dean talks to Sam like he did then when they were kids. The kid!Dean might have made a reference to Sammy sleeping in the bathtub because he kept puking.  Bobby was there, too, and I think Dean was talking to him about remembering the time Sam was imagining or something.

Are there any fics where Sam/Jared is a widower father?  I would love to see interaction between him and his kid, or maybe he's adopted someone else's child or something.  Gen or het would be preferred but I'll take other genres, too.

I'm going to put the others under the cut... )
Current Mood: confused
16 January 2011 @ 05:36 pm

Okay...so, really sorry if this way too vague, but it's been bugging me for a few days now.

It's a fic I saw a couple of weeks ago, but didn't read. Then I saw the episode 'The Benders' for the first time, and remembered the fic but couldn't find it again when I went to look.

I'm pretty sure it was to do with Missy Bender looking for Dean when she's older. But that's pretty much all I've got >.<

I know it's really vague, but I'm just hoping it's not too common a plot.

Also, I think it might have some Dean/Cas in it, as I'm pretty sure I would have been looking for that pairing when I stumbled on it first time.

Like I said, won't be too disappointed if no one finds anything, but can't hurt to ask I guess.

Thanks either way.

Edit - Found in the comments, thanks a buch guys x

07 January 2011 @ 12:51 am
This is has really been bothering me and it won't leave me alone so I've come to the experts. Here's what I remember:

1. It was on Fanfiction.net
2. Sam and Dean were not related.
3. Sam had been kidnapped at a young age and was being abused by all the males.
4. I think Sam was used to lure some of the people.
5. Dean is an asshole to him when Dean figures out he's been kidnapped.
6. Dean manages to escape with Sam's help but I'm not sure if Sam is able to get away.

Any help would be greatly appreciated because I just can't find this story and it's really bugging me. Thanks. :)
10 November 2010 @ 09:48 am
I just rewatched The Benders and was struck again by Sam and Dean's reaction to them "they're just people!". This gave me a yen to read some good fic about Sam, Dean or even John showing just how badass they are in 'regular' situations, against non-supernatural events. I know I've read some about how Sam got noticed at Stanford for being really good in bad situations, but there must be more.. come on folk hit me with them. Gen, het, slash, anything goes.
25 May 2010 @ 06:23 pm

1) I read a story a while ago about kidnapped Sam and Dean...More details... )

2) I like Kidnapped!Sam. Insanely cruel hunters angry he caused the apocalypse and Gordon returning would be great. Anything'll do. I'm a big Sammy girl...

3) Any hurt!Sam tags to Skin, Home, Criss Angel Is A Douchebag, Fresh Blood, Hunted, Dead Man's Blood, Bloodlust, The Benders, Simon Said and Time Is On My Side. Wow, there's a lot there, but I'm not too picky which appear. I like tags to these particular episodes.

4) Any awesome epic fics you could recommend. As you can probably tell, I love Sammy :) So, hopefully edging towards that. Every now and then I come across a fic that I find really stands out, my particular favourite was Edge of Madness by Dawn N, so I'd love to find another. There are only two epic stories I consider to REALLY stand out in my favourites.

NO wincest, please. I'm only interested in the brotherly bond. :)
I'm ok with teen fics, where Sam is around 16, at the youngest. I don't like future fics much nor J2.

Thank you! Sorry for any mistakes etc. I'm a newbie but I've been going on here for months. :)

Current Mood: hopeful
13 December 2009 @ 03:31 pm
I'm pretty depressed 'cause i have to wait 'till January 21th for new ep. so i decided to do something that will keep me occupied-i started watching Supernatural all over again :D And considering I'm hurt!Dean fan,i found some of my fav scenes,and thought of some different endings...and so on...so i thought: "Hey,maybe someone wrote them" So here is what I am looking for:
*Some Asylum fics where Sam actually DID shot Dean...
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he heard that shot in Benders(when he thought Sam was shot)
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he though Sammy died in Hunted...from that explosion!
*Maybe some All hell breaks loose fics,describing how Dean feels when he holds his dying brother in his arms :(
*When the levee breaks fics,fight scene between Sam and Dean....especially if Sam actually DID choke Dean,and then the realization what he did hits him...or similar :D

Or anything with Dean being hurt emotionally/crying...'cause of Sam's condition..
or Dean being killed by Sam...even better if Sam after killing him realizes what he's done and he's totally broken :D

I'm bad xD
Current Mood: sad
02 August 2009 @ 11:45 am
Story found in comments... I can look forward to 22 chapters of delicious whumped Dean at the hands of the Benders :-O Thanks so much It's here btw... http://zatnikatel.livejournal.com/569.html
06 April 2009 @ 06:20 pm
01. Stories that deal with Sam getting raped in an actual episode, specifically in the Benders. All episodes are welcome though!

02. Sam/Dean cuddle stories. (Top!Dean ONLY, if it goes there)

03. I read The Frightened Inch Between Our Skins recently, which got me in the mood for holyhot! type stories. I need my dose!

Thanks for reading, and even more thanks if you can find me something worth my while! =D
04 April 2009 @ 02:00 am
A year or so ago I came across a missing scene or maybe a AU and now I can't seem to find it. I know it was based on the Bender's. The two brother's capture Sam and the young girl is coming into womanhood and wants Sam to be the father of her baby...

The father is iffy about it, wanting her to wait till she's a little older. I'm pretty sure her father was worried because he lost his wife in childbirth or something like that and it may be that his wife was his sister, although that may have come from another story. I do know that the boys have captured woman before for the purpose of making babies and at least one committed suicide.

I don't know if it's a complete story, but I think she does the deed with a tied down and drugged Sam and once Sam is rescued by Dean he can't bring himself to tell his brother and he worries that she may be pregnant.

Also the brothers and father decorated the room, wanted to make her first time special.

Anyone know this story??

Current Mood: frustrated
21 March 2009 @ 12:30 pm
I started to read this fic a while ago, but lost it. It was a WIP and was based on Sam being bitten by a Warewolf when he was younger. To stop the transformation, John gave him an amulet, but when Sam gets taken by the Benders, they strip him of it, and problems and panic ensues. Does anyone know what I talking about?? PLease help!
15 October 2008 @ 07:30 pm
I was wondering if there are any Benders AU's where the family who kidnapped Sam actually release him to be hunted before Dean arrives. Or any other Benders AU's with a hurt!Sam.

I've read Nightmares by infinite_shadow, just so you know. Thanks!
13 August 2008 @ 11:29 pm
I am having a terrible week and some of my bookmarks were deleted. Found most of them again, but there are a few stories that my Google- and delicious-fu have failed me at.

1. A Benders AU where Dean was kidnapped and raised by the Benders. It was on ff.net and the writing style skipped back and forth from past to present. There were several chapters. No Wincest (at least as far as I read), but mentions of Dean being raped by his "brothers." I think the Benders called Dean "Gabriel." 
FOUND: This one is no halo, an' one wing in the fire by silver_ruffian

2. JA/JDM AU RPS, where Jensen is Jeff's kept boy. I thought it was by [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster , but that's a slave story. In this one, Jensen is a spoiled, live-in lover whom the security staff have nicknamed "Princess." Jared is his bodyguard and (platonic) friend. There are several stories in this verse. Jensen goes to college to study art in the later ones. 
FOUND: This one is the Kept 'verse.

3. Kinda filthy but very hot JA/JDM RPS, Cut for 'better safe than sorry' )
Found! These are "One Night" and "Rules Are Made To Be Broken" by [livejournal.com profile] sangembrasse, but the fics are f-locked.

Crossing my fingers for these. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] castalie, [livejournal.com profile] sin_of_pride, and [livejournal.com profile] sayacat80 who found them all.
07 July 2008 @ 02:09 am
I'm looking for something specific, a 'verse that I read around two years ago. I thought at first it was by either [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster or [livejournal.com profile] txtequilanights, but either I'm just not seeing it/it isn't there anymore or they aren't the author, and I really want to find it.

Read more... )

Found! Somersault 'verse by [livejournal.com profile] not_refined.
07 June 2008 @ 09:49 pm
 Okay, so awhile back there was this SPN/XMEN crossover that was a sort of Benders AU. The xmen think on of the brothers is a mutant a bad one and that the other brother is kind of a hostage then I think scott and sam get taken by the benders. I think is was a WIP and was supposed to be 3 parts total and I have read 2 parts. Anyway it was before I know how to bookmark and now I would like to see if it is finished. Any ideas, oh and any other good coda to The Benders that are on SPN fic under the episode tags or missing fic lj would be also great. Thanks 

EDIT: Story has been found. Story in comments section since I don't know how to link.
01 April 2008 @ 11:46 pm

I'm looking for several post-Benders fics, since I just watched the episode. Any fics that deal with Dean's burn are good, but specifically, fics where:

1.) Pa Bender really did take Dean's eye.

2.) Dean was burned more than once with the branding iron.

3.) Dean has nightmares about being burned.

4.) Dean tries to hide his burn from Sam and it gets badly infected, especially fics where Dean has to be hospitalized as a result of his experience with the Benders.

I've looked in both The Benders and Hurt/Comfort tags, but none of the fics there seem to be quite what I'm looking for.

Many thanks.
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06 February 2008 @ 08:48 pm
Hey, I'm looking for a story that is placed in the benders episode. The little girl wants to have sam father a child for her, and she is attracted to one of her brothers. They tie sam to the bed so she can have sex with him, she doesn't get pregnant. She is a smart and devious kid who years later kills the cop lady.

Does anyone know what story this is? 

ETA: Family Ways by Maygra,  link inside.
17 January 2008 @ 11:44 pm
 Ok , so I've only posted here once before and you guys were amazing, so I thought I'd try my luck again.  I wanted to find five stories that I read and they were all pretty old except one of them.  I don't really remember a lot but I hope you can help me.

1. I know that I read this one from a post that someone else did, and I checked like 3 times but I cannot find it.  In    the story Dean went to hell and came back.  The only parts that I really remember are: He came back after Sam went on a date, He didn't have any feeling in his feet, and he was always hot and had to have all the windows open and Sam told him that he'd get in the freezer with him if he wanted to.

2. It was set after the Benders ep. and Sam was patching up Deans arm.  They were drinking while he was doing it and I think Dean ended up doing body shots off of Sam, and they had sex.

3. Another one that was set after the Benders.  The boys were parked somewhere in the car and Dean was upset that he didn't get his picture of Sam back, and Sam told him he'd let him take another one.

4. Sam and Dean were finshing a hunt and Dean pulled over so they could have sex, then they were at a dinner and Dean was getting Sam off in the booth, and then they were at a motel and had sex.

5. Sam and Dean are at a bar (I don't know if it was the Roadhouse or not) and Jo was there.  Dean knew that Sam had feelings for him and was using Jo to make him jealous.  Cassie for some reason showed up adn was all over Dean so he used her too.  Sam left and Dean followed to apologize and they ended up together.

I know it's a lot but I would really love to read these stories again, so any help that you guys could give me would be greatly appreciated.  Thanks for everything 

EDIT:  1,4,&5 were found, but I'm still looking for 2&3, the Benders ones.  You guys were so fast!  Anyone know the other two??
02 November 2007 @ 04:17 am
Hi everyone, you were all such a help last time that I thought I'd give you a try with a fic I'm half convinced that I imagined. It was set after Benders, on the long walk back to the car, and one of the boys had a bit of a breakdown (crying and feeling guilty),while his brother tried to fix him. I also remember them lying on a field beside the road having this angst party. I've got to tell you that I won't be surprised to find out that I've got about 3 fics mixed up in this so if anyone does find it you are THE MAN.

Thank you to anyone who does look.

Found in comments. Thanks guys.
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23 May 2006 @ 07:28 pm
Looking for some sam/dean post-ep recs. Particularly for Hell House (prank!fic), Home, Asylum and The Benders. But really, any great post-eps/codas would be wonderful. Thanks!
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25 April 2006 @ 05:08 pm
Hey guys, I was just wondering if anyone remembered a fic that is set during 'the benders' and in it, while Dean's all tied up, they actually shoot Sam but don't kill him. Dean's all pissed off and scared when one of the brothers comes back inside and tells him that 'it's done'. It was such a good fic, and now I can't find it anywhere.If anyone finds it I thank you in advance!

Found! www.fanfiction.net/s/2896021/1/
20 April 2006 @ 12:39 pm
Hey I just joined *waves*...So a while ago I read a winsest fic and it was after 'The Benders', and it involved handcuffs which were stolen from the cop and used later in the motel room with Sam and Dean...*guh* anyways I've been looking for it but I can't remember the title or the author so if someone could help that would be awesome. I think it might have been two parts but I am not sure about that....

ETA: FOUND! From The Bottom AND Top This!
06 April 2006 @ 12:40 am
Anyone remembers a wincest, set after the Benders, where Sam yells at Dean for choosing him to be killed? I think Dean countered by saying he knew Sam would escape.
31 March 2006 @ 01:00 am

I`m looking for this story, definitely Wincest, set during the Benders, where Missy is telling Dean he is really pretty and she might wanna keep him around. And because he angers her, she taunts him about what her brothers might do to him. And Sam who heard this, rushes in horrified, knocks her out and tearfully asks Dean if they hurt him.
I believe it was on LJ, but I`m not sure.


ETA: found at http://ficlover.livejournal.com/13223.html