Hi guys, I've been in such a bad mood lately... Hope you can help me out :)
I'm just looking for some stories that feature either (or all of??)
#1 Sam and Dean having to pretend to be boyfriends/husbands for whatever reason. I probably already read some of them but surely not all.

#2 Sam and Dean being mistaken for a couple? I love this trope as much as the pretend couple one. Just Sam and Dean being mistaken for boyfriends, maybe going along with it or put up a fight at first...? Just about anything.

#3 Sam and Dean in couples' therapy (or any therapy, really) as long as there's Wincest as the endgame. It can be something inspired by the episode 5.11 "Sam, Interrupted" or a case fic... I don't really care. I read Couples' Counseling by [livejournal.com profile] lazy_daze a while ago and absolutely loved it. So if you have anything similar to this.

#4 Anything that has at least a bit of a humor and light in it and ends with Wincest? I'm not really a fan of established-relationship but if you think it's good, I'll read it. I don't mind angst but happy ending is a must :)

I have been wading through tons and tons of mental illness recs, but I'm looking for something more specific than just mental illness.

1) Can be Sam, Dean, Jared, or Jensen - gen or any pairing.

I'm looking for one or both of the both in a mental institution for schizophrenia, severe anxieties, paranoia, narcissistic, or other personality disorders. NOT looking for autism, ADHD, etc... I'm looking for dark/intense mental issues. Angst is a must. I'm looking for fics where the "patient" is violent or dangerous, preferably dark, or criminally insane like Moths on the Mirror by [livejournal.com profile] fleshflutter.

I've also read:
Broken Images by [livejournal.com profile] mizpah (Not as much angst as I would like but good rec)
Blue Skies From Rain by [livejournal.com profile] lovesrain44

2) Episode 5x11 Sam Interrupted. The doctor makes a comment about the brother's unhealthy co-dependency. Please mental illness recs where the hospital tries to "fix" Sam and Dean's co-dependency = angsty separation.

If anyone has recs that fit this or come close enough you think I'd scratch my itch, please rec! Thanks.
09 July 2010 @ 12:19 pm
good graces i've done it again. i'm looking for the fic where dean wakes up, sam isn't there and he sets out to find him only to find that sam is a drunk who has no idea who he is. i remember at one point dean takes sam out of a bar i think even though sam doesn't want to go and when they're driving sam says stop the car i gotta puke and dean does but sam runs away and when dean catches him he hurts his ankle. anyone remember this?? hope to hear from you all soon!

(on a side note, any sam-centric sam, interrupted fics would be appreciated - gen only!) thanks guys!
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03 May 2010 @ 08:18 am
Hi Y'all!

I'm after a couple of different themed fics and my google-fu seems to be failing me.

1. Fics about the J's where they're discussing their characters and the recent plot lines, in particular times when Show has gotten fanservicey/homoerotic (the convention episode, the soulmates thing and the line about being 'erotically codependent'). I'm not necessarily looking for fic where the J's roleplay as the brothers, but if it's done well that could work for me too. Bonus points for first times, Jared/Jensen and/or discussed/implied Sam/Dean.

2. Fics that involve Sam and Dean discussing what Ash told them about shared heavens and acknowledging that they're soulmates. Sam/Dean is preferred (bonus points for first time!) but Gen is fine.

3. Fics set in 5.11 Sam, Interrupted. I feel like that episode was a great opportunity for the show to discuss the brothers' totally messed up relationship, but kind of skipped over it instead. I'm pretty sure that real medicial professionals would have treated 'shared delusions' much more seriously, observed them interact together then separated them for some indepth psychoanalysis where they would have made them talk about their brother, their past, their dad, growing up etc. They would probably make some pretty ugly accusations about their relationship, forcing the boys to think about how they interact with each other and try to fix it. Is there any fic like this out there???

Thanks guys! Each and every one of you is my personal hero!
28 March 2010 @ 01:46 am
Okay, this might be a bit OT, but I've looked everywhere for a screenshot or an account of what was written in Sam's psyche records when the doctor was looking at them in "Sam Interrupted". Does anyone know what was in those files or where I can find out? I've tried pausing, but I can't make it out.

Just as a little on-topic aside, any fics with an unhinged!Sam are always loved^_^

Thank you
07 February 2010 @ 05:35 am
Okay first, I just saw a banner on someones lj and it made me want to read a Dune x-over with Supernatural or J2, I have only EVER seen/read one similar to this so, here goes....

  • I want Dean (Jensen)or Dean(Jensen) and Sam (Jared) to have the "Special Dune Powers"
  • It does not have to take place in the Dune world.
  • It Can be gen, Wincest or J2

Just to be safe )
28 November 2009 @ 05:05 pm
Hey guys, I'm going to cut this just in case it's classed as a spolier.

I hopefully did this right )