Hi Y'all!

I'm after a couple of different themed fics and my google-fu seems to be failing me.

1. Fics about the J's where they're discussing their characters and the recent plot lines, in particular times when Show has gotten fanservicey/homoerotic (the convention episode, the soulmates thing and the line about being 'erotically codependent'). I'm not necessarily looking for fic where the J's roleplay as the brothers, but if it's done well that could work for me too. Bonus points for first times, Jared/Jensen and/or discussed/implied Sam/Dean.

2. Fics that involve Sam and Dean discussing what Ash told them about shared heavens and acknowledging that they're soulmates. Sam/Dean is preferred (bonus points for first time!) but Gen is fine.

3. Fics set in 5.11 Sam, Interrupted. I feel like that episode was a great opportunity for the show to discuss the brothers' totally messed up relationship, but kind of skipped over it instead. I'm pretty sure that real medicial professionals would have treated 'shared delusions' much more seriously, observed them interact together then separated them for some indepth psychoanalysis where they would have made them talk about their brother, their past, their dad, growing up etc. They would probably make some pretty ugly accusations about their relationship, forcing the boys to think about how they interact with each other and try to fix it. Is there any fic like this out there???

Thanks guys! Each and every one of you is my personal hero!