26 July 2016 @ 04:22 am
Hey guys, I have literally not been on LiveJournal in over three years, so I hope I'm doing this correctly and not making it awkward. Did I just make it awkward?

I've been binge watching SPN on Netflix as we all do and I was struck with the need to read fic coda S6:Ep5 Live Free or Twi-Hard - specifically anything to do with Dean and the vamp that turned him. The guy that played the old vamp was just so predatory, in both an animalistic and sexual way, and Dean was in my opinion very vulnerable.

Anything to do with those two would be much appreciated. Thanks again.

(once again, mods, i have been away from LJ for over three years, so if i missed something or need to hide something, forgive me.....kindly inform me of my mistake and i will fix it in haste <3)

- Toasty
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01 October 2015 @ 11:31 pm
In ep 6x05 Live Free or Twihard, I absolutely loved BAMF!Dean totaly decimating the large vamp nest single-handedly. Was wondering if any of you fine people could point me to any fics about this episode.

11 September 2012 @ 05:34 am
Are there any fics at all out there where Dean is just fed up with Sam and leaves for good? Like after Dean confronts Sam with Ruby; where Sam's been out of hell for a year and never told Dean; or when Sam let Dean turn into a vampire. I've searched for similar fics but they mostly ended with Dean coming back and forgiving Sam and unfortunately that just doesn't sit well with me. Bonus points if Sam feels really guilty and tries to get him back (without success of course).

Thanks :)
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17 May 2012 @ 08:40 pm
Hi people! (^^)

Looking a specific fic (if any) where the Alpha Vamp take Dean to be his second in command when he sense Dean after episode S06E05 - Live Free or Twi Hard.

Thank you.
Current Mood: bouncy
05 May 2012 @ 08:21 pm
I saw this fic quite recently but have forgotten the title etc. Sam is soulless, and Dean is a vampire, and he's upset because he messed everything up with Lisa when he hurt Ben. I know it's not much to go on but I never got to read any of it just the summary. If anyone has read this please reply. Thanks to all to do so. [ Didn't see a tag for Dean/Vampire, wasn't' sure what tag to put down, will re-post if necessary.. ]
19 March 2012 @ 09:56 am
Okay, so I've been gagging to read this fic again, in part because it's hella hot, but mostly because it's the first (fairly) graphic Destiel fic I ever read. And because it's hella hot.

So here's what I can recall: Basically a 'missing scene' fic for 6x05, "Live Free Or Twi-Hard". Dean hasn't fed yet so he's still in that pre-vampire stage. But he's having a great deal of difficulty controlling his urge to nom on the nearest walking bloodbag, so Cas offers him a hand. And by hand I mean his delicious virgin celestial body. He allows (and even encourages) Dean to feed on him till they can figure out a way to unvamp him. Oh, and uh, Castiel's blood is...well, it's sorta like liquid Grace. Or there's Grace in it. Yeah. Which temporarily satiates his ravenous cravings. Dean also finds that he's not just hungry for blood, but for angel-lovin' as well. Cas is totally getting off on this whole situation, which Dean excitedly points out. The only other detail that I remember is that they were outside, in a back alley or something. Wish I could just remember the title, but that would be convenient, so...no.

If anyone has any idea where to find this or has any information at all, please, dear god, PLEASE. Let me know. I need it. I need it forever and always. If I ever find it again I will save it, print it, and keep it by my side and never let it go, NO, NEVER.

P.S. I would just like to apologize for not putting this behind a cut, as I'm sure it needs it. I have tried everything, dozens of times, over and over again - nothing works. I consulted a friend who's a frequent ljer and even she couldn't figure it out. Never had this problem before. It's just bizarre and infuriating. Again, I apologize for any inconvenience...
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15 January 2012 @ 06:46 pm
I hope this fic existe I found this on my tumblr :


So i search for THIS: 

  vampire!dean/castiel |6.05 alternate ending

The cure doesnt work, Dean stuck as a vampire, desperate to get himself killed before he can hurt anyone. ... He calls Castiel and begs him to do the deed, but instead, Castiel tries to convince Dean that he can learn to live as a monster - by subsisting on Castiel's limmitless supply of blood.

I need this and everything that is similar to this plz !!
27 November 2011 @ 09:31 am
Hey y'all! I'm hankering for any and all fic featuring the Alpha Vamp. AlphaVamp/Dean or AlphaVamp/Sam would be a plus, but not absolutely necessary.

21 November 2011 @ 04:50 pm
Does anyone know of any Supernatural/Vampire the Masquerade crossovers? I've been re-playing VtM: Bloodlines recently and am very interested in a story involving that mythos. Perhaps Dean being the fledgeling vampire in VtM: Bloodlines, having been turned while Sam was at Stanford, or post-season 5; having never gone to Lisa's, or being whisked away during 6x05 Live Free or Twihard? Maybe just a Vampire AU that incorporated the rules and story-lines of the tabletop game?

Thank all of you wonderful people in advance!

(and as always i am looking for any Lucifer/Dean or Michael/Dean recs i can get)
04 August 2011 @ 01:08 am
Hello everyone,

So I am trying to find this one fic set in season six so... text )
31 July 2011 @ 12:46 pm
Hey everyone~ I'm looking for a few fics, not specific or anything, but I've been looking around and -- I dunno, I think I'm just picky rofl -- but haven't yet found anything that's close to what I'm looking for? I guess? Idk I'm just like, obsessed with this show now. xD Oh also, I'm looking for Wincest/Slash, and happy endings and long fics please. :D Anyways, onwards!

Cut for spoiler-y content! And because it's kinda long :3 )

S-So many tags .. I'm so sorry lol. Also, since there's no 'soulless!sam' tag I used 'evil!sam' tag. :3