Okay, so I've been gagging to read this fic again, in part because it's hella hot, but mostly because it's the first (fairly) graphic Destiel fic I ever read. And because it's hella hot.

So here's what I can recall: Basically a 'missing scene' fic for 6x05, "Live Free Or Twi-Hard". Dean hasn't fed yet so he's still in that pre-vampire stage. But he's having a great deal of difficulty controlling his urge to nom on the nearest walking bloodbag, so Cas offers him a hand. And by hand I mean his delicious virgin celestial body. He allows (and even encourages) Dean to feed on him till they can figure out a way to unvamp him. Oh, and uh, Castiel's blood is...well, it's sorta like liquid Grace. Or there's Grace in it. Yeah. Which temporarily satiates his ravenous cravings. Dean also finds that he's not just hungry for blood, but for angel-lovin' as well. Cas is totally getting off on this whole situation, which Dean excitedly points out. The only other detail that I remember is that they were outside, in a back alley or something. Wish I could just remember the title, but that would be convenient, so...no.

If anyone has any idea where to find this or has any information at all, please, dear god, PLEASE. Let me know. I need it. I need it forever and always. If I ever find it again I will save it, print it, and keep it by my side and never let it go, NO, NEVER.

P.S. I would just like to apologize for not putting this behind a cut, as I'm sure it needs it. I have tried everything, dozens of times, over and over again - nothing works. I consulted a friend who's a frequent ljer and even she couldn't figure it out. Never had this problem before. It's just bizarre and infuriating. Again, I apologize for any inconvenience...