Hi, I am looking for two fics that have been taken down online.

One is Fucking Kodiak Alaska by Xenodike. It was just removed and notice was given to let people download it, but I had just barely missed the deadline when I went back to re-read it! It's one of my faves so would really appreciate a copy. Epub would be my preferred format but I'd happily take any.

The other is a fic by flawedamethyst. It looks like their LiveJournal was recently deleted and most fic moved to AO3 but not this one. I THINK it was called Extraterrestrial, or something similar, and was a wincest fic set in space.

Thanks for your help!
07 July 2017 @ 09:53 am
I went to go re-read this wonderful fic to find that they've deleted their journal :( I'm so sad as this was a great J2 story and so funny too.

Does anyone know if there is a copy of this story around and if so, could you please share it???

massive virtual hugs in advance!
Current Mood: sad
Hello my awesome fandom. I am going to be away from internet for around 20 days, I know tragedy, so I am hoarding Fics.

-What I feel like is a kid fic but I want to see the kids interact with J2 parents when they are babies but also as teens. Only finished fics please.

-As for the specific fic I don't remember much, but it was J2 and they were running away from someone for some reason. I guess right after their wedding (not sure if true) they are run over a cliff. I remember it being icy and covered in ice. It might have even fall in to a icy lake. It's been like 5 years I think at least since I read it.

thank you. have a rocking day
26 May 2017 @ 11:15 am
The other day I came across a series on AO3 where Sam was the reincarnation of Loki's wife Sigyn and he had been rescued from the cage by Loki's kids. I remember reading several fics like this before (it's definately been awhilee though...) and I forgot how much I loved this idea that Sam is actually Sigyn reborn. I know I've read fics like this before, but I can find exactly zero of them, sad day.

I am looking for any and all fics where Sam is Sigyn in one way or another, I'm not especially picky about how it all goes down. Stories with Sabriel and Loki's kids are also welcome!
21 May 2017 @ 06:09 pm
This is a Sastiel story that the author only had on their LJ, it hadn't been moved over to AO3. Unfortunately their journal was suspended.

Summary: When Sam takes notice of an unusual student in a bar near Stanford, he introduces himself with this question: “If you had the power to do anything, what would you do?” It turns out the answer isn’t as vague as it seems. Sam/Godstiel, time travel.

Does anyone have a copy of this fic?
I read this story a long time ago where Jensen accidentally backs into Jared's fancy new car. Jared gets out of the car all angry and annoyed, but then he sees Jensen all flustered and adorable and is attracted to him. I forget what happens after that, but later Jared goes to Jensen's work (I think it was a cafe or a bakery or something like that) to ask him out. He's surprised when Jensen says no, but he keeps asking until Jensen finally accepts. Also, Jared is extremely rich. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Any other recommendations where Jared pursues a (for whatever reason) reluctant-at-first Jensen would also be appreciated. Thanks for any help!
31 March 2017 @ 09:42 am
Been out of the fandom a while and I'm looking for a fic I believe is called 'Take me in' by cautionzombies but I can't seem to find it. It may actually be a series of dean/cas trueform! Fics. I'd appreciate any help and any other trueform fic recs are welcome. I even did a fanart of it a million years ago. Thanks 💖💖
28 March 2017 @ 09:27 am
I'm looking for the name of a fic I read awhile back.

It was a historical fic. Jared was an adventurer and he met Jensen who was fleeing from JDM. Jared and Jensen start adventuring together. They kill a mean dragon and a village gives them gifts in thanks. And one scene has Adrianne as a tentacled water monster that almost kills Jared. Eventaully Jared and Jensen meet JDM again and it turns out that Jensen is a theif and JDM was his parter.

Anyone know this fic?
Hello, I just started watching Supernatural a few weeks ago, right now I'm in the middle of season 6 and the sexual tension between Dean and Sam is getting to me!! I've read slash fiction in a couple of different fandoms some years ago, then put fanfiction aside for a while to tame the addiction, but now I crave it again!

I would love to read some feel-good, loving relationship, between Dean and Sam, not too dark or too angsty and rather with a happy tone to it. An angsty fic is okay if properly resolved and more than well compensated for by the end. :) I am looking for beautiful and comforting love. I am envisioning top Dean and bottom Sam, but that's not strictly necessary.

Please no kinks, no crossovers, and no spoilers for seasons 7-current. Any length is okay. If you can rec me some fics, or rec lists, I would be very greatful! Thank you!
27 November 2016 @ 02:43 pm

I am looking for J2 recs that are decently long and romantic or fluffy with possessive/protective Jared. I would prefer au's and completed or regularly updated. If you want a perfect example I would say Fucking Kodiak, Alaska by Xenodike (http://archiveofourown.org/works/7076524?view_full_work=true).

Thank you
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
08 November 2016 @ 12:15 am
Hey there! So I've been over in the fandom of Teen Wolf getting my Sterek on and thought it was time for some good ole J2! I'm looking for some fics with Alpha Jensen with Jared as his Omega/Beta and if there is some mpreg then that would be awesome. Would like 20,000+ word count, please. I would appreciate any help you are able to give, I'm up for oldies but goodies and newer fics also. Thanks guys!
30 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm
Hi im looking for any J2 stories were J1 is famous or popular and J2 is just normal and not popular,and J2 is inlove with J1,but J1 just used J2 to have a good time and breaks his heart but later realizes he love J2 and apoligies and ask for a second chance.Happy ending please.
01 October 2016 @ 08:45 pm
I'm in the mood to read some J2 Western themed stories. Can any one recommend some.

I would prefer they to be historical, and not just stories where the boys are just Cowboys/Ranchers in a modern day setting. Bottom!Jensen is also prefered, but warn me if not.

12 September 2016 @ 05:02 pm
Anyone got fics where Jensen is in love with Jared but Jared is so oblivious? I already read the one based on Superbad so dont rec please.

And if there are any fics where Jensen starts dating someone else and Jared gets jealous please recommend
18 August 2016 @ 10:13 pm
Hey y'all

I was hoping you could rec me some fics either where the J's don't like each other right off, make a bad first impression on the other, or other misunderstanding ensue on the way to love.

Prefer Bottom!Jensen but make note of recs that are not, please.

26 July 2016 @ 10:09 pm
Hello all!

So literally years ago I read a fic wherein Jensen and Jared spend (I think) a summer together at some kind of sport camp? If I remember correctly Jensen played lacrosse and Jared played soccer. They become friends and I think more if I remember correctly.
Also, Jared only wanted to be called JT and no one at the camp knew him as Jared.

At the end of the summer (?) one of them gives the other their number on a piece of paper and they lose it and it's a sad time.
Then they end up at the same college or something and reconnect and then proper relationship.

I'm dying to read this again so if anyone knows wtf I'm talking about please help <3
02 June 2016 @ 09:08 pm

Hello Everybody:

I wanted to ask for your help, because I can't find a story about Dean, Sam and Cas living together. I don't remember that much, but these are my clues (or semi-clues) :

1) Sam and Dean were soulmates, I don't remember if it started whith their relationship being established and then Cas joined them, or if it was first Destiel and then become wincestiel. But I do remember Sam trying to woo Cas, taking him out on dates and Dean making fun of Sam because He dressed more stylish while Cas truly really appreciated the visual of Sam in tigh jeans and shirt XDD

2) They settle down in a big house.

3) I think Castiel gave up his grace to help the boys.

4)Sam had powers, some of them were of the healing kind, so He used them to help hunters at the house.

5) At some point of the story, they gave housing to a witch who tried to kill them. The girl was not very accepting of their relationship, specially because of the incest part of it.

6) Crowley was infatued with Castiel and tried to kidnap him a few times.

7) It was really long and well written story.

I hope you can help me.

Take care!!

Found: http://archiveofourown.org/series/44502

29 May 2016 @ 01:36 pm
Howdy, I know I have this fic somewhere but I can't think of the title. It is a college fic. In it Jared is something of an oddity because he can't/hasn't shifted yet. Jensen and his group of friends are all Werefelines. Jensen and his group befriend Jared but things get awkward when Jared finally shifts and it turns out he's a Werecanine.

Can anyone give me the name of this fic?
Looking for a specific fic. Jared is definitely the pursuer whilst Jensen required some convincing. I'm pretty sure it's 'real life'. All I remember is that Jared seems to be quite clumsy and accidently injures Jensen accidently. One incident I remember is that he accidently pokes Jensen's eye with his cock!
29 May 2016 @ 01:35 am
Hi! So I'm looking for any kind of polyamory fic featuring both Sam and Dean with a third (or fourth or more). For example anything Wincestiel, Sam/Dean/Jess, Sam/Dean/OC, Sam/Dean/other!Winchester, etc. Fics with J2 are also welcome if they feature one or both(!!!) of their wives or JDM as the third.

I'm really looking for something where all 3+ are in a healthy, consensual, equal, and permanent relationship. I don't want: one of the characters being excluded (but a character feeling this way as a h/c plot point is fine), the relationship being used just as a gateway for only wincest, one night stands, character death, or any breaking up. With that being said, longer fics are preferred and it's fine if it doesn't start out with all 3+ characters together right away. I don't really care what the plot is besides fulfilling these requirements meaning any dark!fics, a/b/o aspects, mpreg, etc are fine! (It would also be beyond amazing if there were some elements of people finding out or outsider POV on their relationship because I love this in fics) Thank You!! :)

Examples of what I'm looking for:
-The 'Nick the Hooker' series
-A Single Blade of Grass
-No I in Foursome
11 April 2016 @ 02:28 pm
I'm looking for a J2 fic where Jensen hates Jared because he thought Jared and his friend(s) hurt Jensen's little sister at a party. Years later, J2 are cast in Supernatural but Jensen still hates Jared who doesn't know why. A few seasons in, Jensen's sister visit the set and the whole misunderstanding is cleared up. Jensen apologizes but Jared is being his usual puppy self and he's all "Dude. Now we can be best friends!" Of course they fall in love.

Thanks for any help.
26 March 2016 @ 05:42 pm
Hi Im new to the community. I am looking for fics that have any of the following critieria. It can be jared/jensen or sam/dean

I am looking for stories that fall in one of these categories.

-Jared/Jensen-Friends that turn out to fall in love with each other (It can be one avoidng the other friend when they realize they themselves are in love and thought they were straight before
-Jared/Jensen- Married either fight or divorce due to cheating but happy ending
-Jared/Jensen- Dont like each other either because the person being an ass is in love with the other and thats their way of coping.Or they fall in love later. Please dont include The Play Nice Provisio. I've already read it. Thanks :)
- Stories like True Colors---where someone is mentally handicapped or handicapped in some other way and they fall in love.
-Jared Jensen/Sam Dean Pretending to be a couple but fall in love
Sam/Dean-- High School--no younger than 15/16 either one. But I prefer stories where the older one tries fighting the feelings first or has an issue with it because they are brothers.
I'm looking for a specific fic that is definitely a Sam/Gabriel pairing, but they're not in the SPN world, they're in our real world (sorry, I know there's a more proper way to say that!).

Sam is in college & needs a place to live as I think he just lost his room or roommate(s) somehow.

Gabriel is the Owner or Manager of a shop, maybe a shop for sweets or coffee. I guess the two meet as Sam is a customer of the shop. Gabriel has a wild crush on Sam & offers to help Sam. I think he offers Sam a room or to be roommates & Gabriel really hopes he can get Sam to accept his offer.

I'm pretty sure it was written in 2015, & it was a longer fic (not a short story).

It probably was rated Explicit or at least Mature because that's usually what I pick.

I found it on LJ but it may have been posted on AO3 too because I think I had a PDF of it but now I can't find it!

I never got a chance to read it so I'm getting all of my memories here just from the Summary as best as I can recall it. And because I never read it, I'm not sure of all the tags that would fit the story.

This is my first ever posting so I hope I don't do something terribly wrong.

Thank you very much for your help!
Hello everyone. I just watched Disney's latest version of Cinderella and it has me craving for J2 versions, preferably with Jensen as the Cinderella character. I've done a search and found a few that I've bookmarked to read later, and I did find the below entry and was curious to know if anybody had a copy of the story mentioned? If so, would you mind sharing it provided the author is okay with that?


Of course, I'm interested in any other recommendations you may have. Just please no WIP's. Self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance!
Current Music: Purring of my cat Hunter
Current Mood: tired
I'm looking for a rather long fic (possible spn_j2_bigbang) where Jensen is renting Jared's basement apartment. I think Jensen marries Danneel and they take over the house (Jared moves downstairs?), but then they eventually divorce and Jared takes back the house.
Jared and Jensen finally get together, but they start acting all weird around each other, and their relationship doesn't work out due to them not being themselves.

edit: found: slow show by cheri-morte: http://infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/38712.html
10 January 2016 @ 12:12 pm
Is there a J2 version of The Longest Ride? Or Big Fat Greek Wedding?

Howdy! Or if you prefer, hey hey! WHAT’S UP?

So, here’s my case. I've never successfully managed to post a comment to this community, maybe because I've always been too busy to take the time to read the instructions of how to post and do it correctly, but I've just had a go at that today seeing as I’m on vacation and now I'm hoping that I'll manage to get one through. It's one of my New Year's resolutions! :D

Here's my request :

(ETA : I tried to put a LJ cut here, but it was a fail)

I'm looking for works of ‘fiction’ where Jared is hopelessly devoted in mind and soul to Jensen, but he doesn't let it show because he doesn't think Jensen could possibly return his feelings. To make things worse, they play brothers on TV. When Jensen finds out, he doesn't get angry. He's surprised, and it takes him a little time to adjust. But, he loves Jared, so there’s greatness that ensues.

I love it when one or the other is scared.

I'm seeking stories that are J² non AU stories.

Plot is everything to me. So, basically, I really don't want to read any PWPs. I’ve already had my fair share of those in the past.

Examples of stories that I've read recently and that kind of follow along those lines are : I Can Feel You Tremble When We Touch and The Jared Padalecki Untitled Project

I love it when there's misunderstandings and fights, but they work it out in the end because they're mature adults and they love each other like crazy. So, because they love each other, they find a way to work it out (… short term, not long term). I also read a story once where Jared called Jensen a coward because he wasn't coming to terms fast enough with it. It drove me a little crazy.

Basically, I want Jared and Jensen to be together in a way which isn't so far-fetched... Because, I know that they're very « business as usual ».

If you start to alterate them in ways that change who they are (their favorite meal, their favorite color, the things they can’t live without...), then we fall into the whole category of J² AU stories, and I find them hard to follow because we're following what the author likes and not what Jensen and Jared like. Of course, the only thing that's to be changed IMO is their heterosexuality.

Anything set around SEASON 5 is adored.

Unfortunely, babies scare me. Once they started having babies IRL, there came this roadblock in my mind. See, commitment to that degree freaks me out, and I’m so not at that stage in my life. Whenever I think of babies, I start to think that I need to hit up the GYM again and get out my sneekers so I can perfect my cardio and therefore the art of running away. Also, I'm allergic to assholes... So, please save me the infeditely because I don't want that.

I’ve been digging here and there on a bunch of sites, but these stories are not easy to find. Most stories are either HET or J² AU stories.

P.S.- I love Sandra McCoy, Danneel Harris, Katie Cassidy, Alona Tal... And, it never hurts to have a touch of femininity here and there in a fic...

P.S.S.- Tornadoes fascinate me and terrify me. So, stories with natural disasters like this...

28 November 2015 @ 08:14 pm
if i am remembering this right, Castiel and Dean enter a BDSM relationship. Castiel is a lawyer or a Fed, I think... As time goes by Dean notices that Cas is working on a case that may put Alistair and friends in jail. but Cas and family/co-workers are having troubles finding witnesses willing to speak up. eventually Dean admits to knowing Alistair and later willing to testify for the D.A. ... Alistair and company get wind of this and Alistair almost succeeds in making Dean look as if he was taking his own life... I remember clearly that Dean was drugged and in the bath tub and he was crying saying he was sorry. and Alistair comforts him even as he slits Dean's wrist or thigh...

I think i read it on AO3 and it may have been as recent as last year?

any help in finding this fic would be appreciated.
thank you,

FOUND - ORPHEUS by sysrae
16 November 2015 @ 08:59 pm
Hello everyone!
I really need help to find this fic where Gabriel asks Cas to act as Doctor Frank-N-Furter from The Rocky Horror Picture Show. Charlie goes as Magenta and I think Lucifer is Rocky.
It's kind of a high school.
Oh yeah and when the play is over Dean kisses CAs but he gets mad because and misunderstanding.
I really can't remember the name of the fic :( and I can't find it either.
Thank you very much, guys
Ugh, this is driving me NUTS. Ok, so the fic I'm looking for: It's definitely non-AU. What I remember (and what makes me want to read it again so badly) is the series of kisses between Dean and Cas in this story.
Somehow Dean ends up kissing Castiel (out of curiosity? Because he got over himself and realized his feelings?). However, Cas doesn't respond. At all. Like, he's just going rigid or whatever, which just leaves Dean feeling confused and embarrassed.
When Dean tries again days later, Cas still isn't kissing back. So yeah, two times he's kissed Cas with no reaction, but Dean just doesn't seem to be able to resist. I also don't think they really talk about the thing that's going on between them, it's just general confusion on Dean's side and well, I guess Cas is mostly just clueless.
I'm pretty sure the third kiss is the one that's finally going differently. Like, Cas responding and all.

So basically what I remember are these first kisses. All are initiated by Dean, out of some sort of desire for Cas he hasn't quite figured out yet. I know that all this is embedded in some interesting plot (a case?) but I can't remember what exactly.

Maybe, maybe someone knows which fic I'm talking about here. It was all quite delicious and I'd just love to reread it.
01 November 2015 @ 07:08 pm
Castiel is my favorite character so he must be central in some way.

So either Gen fic that is Castiel-centric or any shipping fic with Castiel (I ship Castiel with everything). Any rating is fine but no character death!

In regards to the podficcer, please no one with a breathy voice (sort of like Marilyn Monroe [sounding like a constant sigh]). The past 3 podfics I've tried to listen to had readers like that and I just can't handle it.
This is more a wish list than a search:

1) Do any of you know of a slow building Wincest that is based in the bunker?

2) I am sure every one has heard the 'Airport Hotel Story'. If not here is the link . I am really hoping that someone has written a J2 non-au story around this.
Current Mood: curious
17 October 2015 @ 09:37 pm
Greetings :) I am trying to find a J2 fic, AU. They are married, and the story mentions briefly that the marriage was arranged, but they find they get along great from the get-go. After a while Jensen starts to worry that Jared is losing interest, and tries to reconnect. Jared is wrapped up in work and doesn't really respond. There is a scene where they are at a party or club, and Jensen gets drunk and dances with someone else. Jared is furious, Jensen points out that Jared doesn't seem to care anymore anyway. Any ideas? Thanks!
I'm looking for fics where Jared and Jensen just look at eachother and basically know that the other is "the one"

I'd especially like to read the ones were they have an unusual meeting or  mating. I've read a million but I'm hoping that some have slipped through the cracks!
Hi! I'm looking for a a couple of specific fics. One is a pwp that I read a while back, in which Dean gets a little bit frustrated by Castiel's reticence during sex and decides to lead by example. Dean and Cas are already in an established relationship, if I recall correctly. Dean tries to explain why he would like it if Cas let himself be more noisy in bed, and Cas doesn't really get it. So Dean decides to dispense with explanations and simply be as noisy as possible, getting Cas to do the same in reaction to him. It's pretty sexy and sweet!

Number two is set in high school, but not an AU. Dean ends up in a Home Economics class somehow, I'm pretty sure he didn't sign up for it purposefully. He starts out bored and spends all class ignoring the teacher and checking out the cute girls, but gets frustrated with them when they bitch about what Dean considers a simple sewing project (he's used to altering Sam's clothes already). They're pretty much classic mean girls. So instead of hooking up with one of them, Dean makes friends with the one not-so-pretty girl in the class who actually knows what she's doing when it comes to cooking and sewing, just like Dean, and they do a project together and totally show up everyone else in the class. Dean even learns some new things and applies them to Sammy's benefit at home.

Any help would be appreciated!
14 August 2015 @ 10:22 am
I read a fic awhile back and can't remember what it was called. In it Jensen moves from Dallas to a small town after his father dies (IIRC). Jensen intends on selling the ranch and going back to Dallas. I don't remember how but Jared is there and works on the ranch in some capacity. There is an attraction between them but Jensen resists because he fucked up his previous relationship by constantly cheating on his partner and doesn't trust himself, or he's in denial of his homosexuality (he'll fuck guys but doesn't love them, kinda thing) Eventually Jensen gives into his attraction for Jared, and run the ranch together.

I love cowboys stories so it is possible I'm confusing two fics. Can anyone help me out?

ETA: its probably a Top!Jared fic and it is not "The Dirt on His Boots" Fic found in comments. Thanks, y'all.
10 August 2015 @ 09:56 pm
I'm in a weird mood where I want to read but can't seem to find/settle on anything. Can you rec me some of your favorite fics? My requirements are fairly simple, J2 or related Sam/Dean pairings; bottom!Jensen/Dean, no deathfics or explicit non-con, no PWPs (those are easy to find if I want them). Fics of a fairly decent length, well written with good plot/characters.

I'm partial to hurt/comfort that feature Hurt!Jensen. AUs, High school or college, schmoop, age difference with Jared being older.

Thank ya much.

Current Mood: curious
Current Location: Abilene TX
06 August 2015 @ 01:57 am
Does anybody have Delanach's fics

Bad company

Glowing Like the Metal on the Edge of a Knife
Hey guys!

1) does anyone know the fic where sam is in the library and dean comes in and just... sits on his lap, and they have sex? i dont really remember much about it, so if you know of any fics where sam and dean have sex in a library with bottom dean, ill take it.
also just any public sex fics with bottom dean, i would prefer not d/s or anything like that.

2) also, does anyone know of any wincest fics where they are very tactile and affectionate? just fics where they do things that normal couples do? like kiss hello and goodbye wheneverthey separate for a little while, whether its to go get food or to go talk to a witness of something. and where they actually say i love you when they hang up the phone or whenever they feel like it. holding hands or just sitting close with an arm around each other in a diner or bar. just anything where they touch a lot and are affectionate and dont mind showing it. could be already wincest or leading up to wincest. would prefer bottom dean please.

01 July 2015 @ 03:24 pm
I'm looking to re-read a long series of fic. The main fic was dean/cas in the future after some type of apocalypse type-thing. Dean and Cas had a farm house outside of a small town and were raising Ben Braeden (possibly Dean had tried to save Ben and Lisa, but Lisa died under a collapsed staircase, that might be a different story, though). Gas and medicines are at a premium, so Baby is only brought out for special occasions while Dean does small jobs around town and small hunt jobs in the local area. Dean may have had a leg/knee injury. A couple of kids are taken in by Dean and Cas (one was dropped off by her dad in a station wagon because it was wasteful to feed a girl, he kept his sons and left her behind) and Sam shows up and stays, there are issues between him and Dean and him and Ben. Eventually in the series Sam and Dean make up, Sam dates and marries a local girl and things aren't so bad. Thanks in advance for your help!

Found by Greekgirl1990! It's the "Sun 'Verse" by enigmaticblue on archiveofourown. Thanks!
21 June 2015 @ 09:56 pm
I've only recently started reading a/b/o fics because it used to squick me out. But lately I've liked some I've read with some stipulations.

So I'm looking for fics with J2 or Wincest a/b/o, no werewolf talk (just people who are born alpha/omega whatever), porny is good, any length but I love long fics, mating/matchmaking is okay. I love romance and will read light angst. AU or Non-Au.

Please rec me some good fics for a newbie!! Much love xx
30 March 2015 @ 01:46 pm
I read this story about three or four years ago I think. I wasn't reading wincest at the time so I didn't save it and now I wish I had. Here's what I remember:

1. It was a canon story set before season four (I think).

2. Sam was (cursed?) and became a girl. Sam and Dean were not in a relationship before that but got together over the course of the story.

3. In the beginning Sam came out of the bathroom as a girl and his/her jeans no longer fit over her hips. Dean was freaked but Sam said he/she had always been a girl and Dean's "sister" and Dean started to wonder if there was something wrong with HIM. Sam was only messing with Dean, he really had been turned into a girl.

4. Dean would hold Sam while she cried (I think at one point they were spooning with Dean on as the big spoon.)

4. In the end Sam admitted that he had always had feelings for Dean. Dean didn't tell Sam but it was revealed that Dean only started to fall in love with Sam after he became a girl.

I really hope someone can help me find this.
18 March 2015 @ 05:37 pm
Hello! I am looking for a story that might have gotten deleted from fanfiction.net! I know the author is LTJM and that it deals with Dean and a girl who happens to be either Bobby's niece or adoptive daughter. I can't remember exactly which one it was. I'm hoping the tags I posted will help. It also takes place in Sioux Falls at Bobby's house. I believe it also took place somewhere between seasons 2 and 3. I hope someone can help me find it. Thanks in advanced!
12 March 2015 @ 08:46 pm
Looking for a specific Sam/Gabriel fic. The only thing I remember is that Sam and Gabriel were talking and somehow Gabriel reveals that he is in love with Sam. Gabriel then says morosely and self-deprecatingly, "I know, foolish me for falling for a human." It was something along the lines of Gabriel never deserving to be loved.

Help anybody?
02 March 2015 @ 04:08 pm
It was a fic I read awhile ago but somehow lost it.

Sam is frustrated about Dean and Castiel's 'soulful stares' so he decides to do something about it to get them together. (Maybe Gabriel helped? Not sure on that one. I do know that Sam did most of the meddling.) Sam begins to hit on Cas and Dean notices and realizes that he (ie Dean) loves Cas. But, being the self-sacrificing idiot that he is, Dean decides to let Sam and Cas 'be happy together'. Sam sees that his attempts have failed and approach Dean at a diner and say something like, 'Hey, Dean, I realized I'm in love with Cas' and Dean was all "Good luck, I'm happy for you", all the while crying and being jealous inside. Sam then becomes angry and frustrated and says that he lied, that he's not in love with Cas but that Dean is and that Dean should ask Cas out. (Sam's like, "I'm tired of this shit. Do something about it.")

I think it was mostly from Sam or Dean's POV, but not too certain on that one. I really don't remember any more, but I remember it was REALLY good and that I loved it.

Does anybody recognize the fic?
22 February 2015 @ 06:20 pm
Jared was in a monastery and comes home in secret and his fathers second wife meets him in secret.

Jared's mother is a beta and has a close relationship with JDM, who's human.

Jarred has a twin who is spoilt and Jared agrees to marry Jensen to save his sister from an arranged marriage. Jared's father is old school alpha but loves Jared very much. He sees Jared curled up with his other pups in the nursery and his second wife is more of a mother to Jared than his own.

Any help in finding this story would be greatly appreciated.
Hi All,

Just looking for any and all first time J2 or Dean/Sam. All your favorite BOTTOM JARED or Sam fics.

Would love it if Jared or Sam where Virgin in regards to gay sex. Also I do love romance or hot porn sex with or without plot. But okay if you sent some dark ones but eventually bitter sweet happy ending with the pair.

After all they are soul mates (sigh) I love watching them together (who doesn't!)

no switching. Only bottom Jared and bottom Sam ;)

Thank you Have a great weekend
14 February 2015 @ 04:32 pm
I read a Destiel fic which is not something I would normally do. I can't remember the title or the author. It was about Castiel telling Dean how many steps they were away from being married. At first Dean didn't realize he was fulfilling the requirements and then began to do so on purpose. It was pretty funny and I'd like to read it again, but I also told my daughter about the story and she would like to read it too. Let me know if it rings a bell.

Found by the wonderful serafina20. The (Mostly Accidental) Courtship of Dean Winchester http://tuesdayfic.dreamwidth.org/4954.html