28 December 2016 @ 03:44 am
Does anyone have a pdf or download link to "Kin and Kind" by bethskink? It was one of my favorite stories and I just went back to reread it recently and discovered that her entire livejournal page has been purged. If anyone happens to have a copy, I'll love you forever.

Found! in comments

And maybe "Pollen" and "Wrestle Not Against Flesh and Blood" by blackrabbit42? Because apparently all their livejournal stories are gone too :(
08 August 2016 @ 11:49 pm
Hi guys,

I'm looking for:

1) Fics where Sam and Dean are captured/kidnapped and forced into having sex with each other.
2) Sex pollen/magic made them do it type fics.

Anything goes as long as its based in the supernatural universe (no high school AUs please!), preferrably NO established relationship, Mpreg, or main character deaths.

Hope you can help :)
06 July 2014 @ 09:57 pm
What I remember is they are in an established relationship, and the fic is set after a hunt when they get back to their motel room, doused in sex pollen or some sex curse. They have marathon sex with exclusively bottom!Dean. I think at one point one of them pisses himself because he has to go but doesn't want to stop sex?

I've been looking for it on and off for ages, and I just can't find it. Any help will be appreciated.
28 June 2014 @ 10:32 am
All I remember about this one is that one of the boys is cursed and needs constant sex - pretty sure it was Dean. I remember them locked in a room and no matter how many times Dean came, he was still in pain. It got the point where Sam was exhausted and too sore to perform anymore but he was determined to keep trying (cause Dean would die otherwise?).

Unless I'm mixing up stories, I'm also pretty sure that Cas somehow got summoned and he offered to help Dean out because he realized that Sam would die before he could revoke the spell from Dean. Thanks in advance.
I cannot remember everything, especially not the title or details that I can search by,but I am looking for a long mpreg, mating curse type fic. It starts with Sam and Dean in a hotel room when Cas appears. Cas has been cursed by either another angel or a demon to breed. Touching him makes the guys go into a trance, I think.

Lots of sex happens and they all end up they all end up pregnant. Dean (?) gets taken by demons before he delivers and they use him to breed. Sam and Cas save him but he is changed. They all move in with Bobby and when Gabe visits he expands the house for them.

Thanks! Also, I apologize for any spelling grammar errors, my nook likes random Qs sometimes.
Hi everyone! I've tried so hard to find this one on my own, to no avail. I don't have a lot of details, but I'll try my best.

I'm looking for a specific story, rather long - maybe three or four chapters? Sam and Dean end up at some small town, and I think Dean needs some cash and something to do while they research the case, so he gets a job at the local diner as a cook. He's not very good, but Sam goes in everyday to do research and Dean gets to be a better cook, and the UST grows slowly. Everyone at the diner thinks they're boyfriends, and doesn't know they're brothers.

The actual case is something about a nymph, I think? Some non-evil creature who does a spell or has magic or something that makes people realize what they really want. Hence, Sam and Dean realize they really want each other. It's a really sweet, kind of peaceful story from what I remember.

If someone can help me, I would be much obliged. Thank you!
22 September 2013 @ 05:20 am
Hey guys, driving me crazy trying to find a specific fic, so please help! The sad thing is I remember it really well, just not the title or author and googling isn't helping. It's been around for a while, so I'm sure someone will recognise it :)

Basically, it starts off that Cas has been infected by an incubus. Sam is freaking out and is all "what are we going to do, Dean? We can't get him a hooker!" and Dean's like "of course we're not going to get him a hooker! I'll take care of it!" and Sam's all "what?" and Cas says "I thought you were going to tell him!" and Dean's all "he already knows!".

We then flash back to five times that Dean and Cas were together right under Sam's nose, but he was too clueless to work out what was going on. So there was one time he caught them in the shower together and Dean told him that he was teaching Cas how to wash. And the first time after they had sex, Cas comes by for breakfast and Sam thinks Dean ditched him at the bar to go sleep with a random chick and he's all outraged, but Cas misunderstands and says "yes, Dean "ditched" me last night, so now we are having breakfast together".

Anyway, it's an awesome fic, really cute and funny and I could basically recite it line by line, but Google hates me and won't find it and I can't remember the author, title or site I found it on. My bookmarks need someone serious work.

But in the meantime, please tell me someone recognises it??
28 April 2013 @ 09:29 pm

I'm looking for fics where Sam & Dean have to have sex with each other as part of a ritual or curse cure. I'd like fics where they enjoy it but if just serves the purpose, that's fine too.  Weecest is especially welcome.

I am vague on this story, but what I remember is that Dean is cursed and has to have sex until it's out of his system.

Dean and Sam locked in a room and they have sex countless times, but they get to the point where they're too worn out to continue but Dean is still affected. I'm pretty sure that somehow Cas steps in and volunteers to take over. I seem to recall a scene where Cas lifts tired Sam unto Dean and helps move him to aid in breaking the spell. Right after this is when Cas says he'll step in for Sam.

Hope this sounds familiar to someone -- it was really hot.

Current Mood: accomplished
14 February 2013 @ 11:34 pm
1. Cas and Dean get interrupted just as they're about to have sexpollen/cursed!sex. I remember that they were about to do it on the table, but Sam managed to break the curse or kill the witch or something. Dean freaks out. Also, I think I remember the author mentioning that she thought sexpollen/cursed!sex should be marked as dub/noncon.

2. Dean thinks Cas and Sam are together, or at least are attracted to each other? Really vague, I know, but it had something about Dean thinking the both of them geek out at the same stuff and they had a lot in common. I think it started off with him happy that they were becoming friends (I'm not sure) and ended with him telling Cas that he was happy they were together and he was trying to be a good brother and that Cas chose the better man/Winchester.

Sorry, I just got struck by a sudden need to read these two, and I can't remember where I read them.
16 November 2012 @ 05:29 pm
Found in the comments
Hey everybody. I'm looking for a fic, but the things I remember all fall under the 'I think' category, so googling for it has been a pain. The premise is that Dean and Cas have been together for a while and Sam totally notices they are acting strange but doesn't catch on.
  • I think it was a 5 times type of fic, aka 5 times Sam caught Dean and Cas and one time he caught on.
  • I think he caught on when sex pollen was involved and Dean and Cas were all, well that's no problem, we'll take care of it (I think it was Cas that was hit it with it, but it could have been Dean)
  • Cas was all 'Dean I thought you told him', and Dean was convinced Sam knew, because Sam caught them showering together.
I hope someone can help me with this, it drives me crazy when I fondly remember a fic and then can't find it anymore.

Other DeanCas fic where Sam is oblivious is always welcome, or DeanCas fic from Sams POV and him being awesome :)
20 September 2012 @ 12:59 pm
I REALLY wanna read Goddamn Witches by clwright2 but I can't find a working link anywhere. Does anybody know one or have a copy? I'd really appreciate it - it looks like a really good story. Thanks!
Current Mood: hopeful
14 September 2012 @ 02:17 am
Okay, so there's a fic...

I've been looking for it for a couple days, but apparently I don't remember enough meaningful information about it to find the damn thing. This is what I know:
  • s6 happened as it was supposed to, but then God brought Gabriel back to change things
  • The pairings are Cas/Dean, Michael/Lucifer, and some (I think) Gabriel/Sam
  • The villain calls herself Eve's daughter and can incapacitate all our characters via her own sex pollen/venom/stuff
  • Dean thinks he's in a djinn world because he keeps having visions of the actual s7
  • Castiel spends some time locked in the cage with Michael & Lucifer
  • There's this weird angelic marriage/mating/bonding/heat thing between Cas & Dean that I don't think was intentional
  • At least some of it is from Dean's POV

So, any takers?
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Current Mood: confused
31 August 2012 @ 12:24 am
So I'm looking for a fic where Sam is the anti-christ or ruler of hell, and both he and Dean are in Hell together. It's not an angsty fic at all. It's kind of humorous. Dean is okay with Sam ruling Hell (I don't really remember the specifics--like if Sam is protecting humanity or just controlling demons ect)

Sam is not really evil but dark-ish. He's in love with Dean and can't figure out a way to be with him. So he decides to drug Dean with this aphrodisiac. And things happen...But it's not completely dub-con because Dean realizes what's happening and goes to Sam and basically consents.

It's a oneshot.

I am seeking a fanfic written by the author waiting4noexit whose journal was deleted and purged.

Looking for the story "Prodigal" by waiting4noexit; but I have been unable, through the search of delicious, google, ff.net, Spnstoryfinder search, other live journals and tumblr to find this story in a way that does not link to waiting4noexit's deleted journal.

Explicit Summary Under Cut )

Thank you
I read a fic (or the start of one) quite a while ago and cannot find the link for it. I am hoping that someone can point me to it!

Teenage Dean and Sam were hunting with John. They were hunting a sucubus or something similar. John started to recognize the signs that Sam had been infected. He knew what he had to do (have sex with Sam to save his life) and knew Dean would freak. He sent Dean out to get something (don't remember what) and by the time Dean came back John had barricaded himself in the bedroom with Sam. John and Sam had sex several times. John did not enjoy it, this isn't that type of fic. He just was trying to save Sam's life. Dean spent hours screaming and beating his fists on the wall, etc. trying to get into the room. In the morning John leaves and lets Dean take care of Sam in the aftermath of what happened. Not sure what happened after that but I would really like to finish it/read it again.

Anyone recognize it??? Thanks!!
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Current Mood: tired
18 May 2012 @ 11:47 pm
Hello again, guys! I'm looking for some really long (at LEAST 20,000 words) Dean/Sam stories that are rated R or above, and preferably have SOME smut but more plot. But I'll settle for just kissing if the story is REALLY good. Anyway, I don't want any AUs, please, and I prefer first time fics only. Here, to give you an idea of the kind of stuff I'm looking for:

Season 7 Spoilers )

Also, if you have a copy of a fic that fits with this request but isn't on the net anymore, I'd really like a copy. Tell me and I'll give you my email so you can send it to me. Thanks so much guys! PLEASE give me lots of stuff, I'm CRAZY bored! Love to all!
Current Mood: bored
Howdy, Y'all!

1. Could someone please kindly recommend some porn that involves some gags? The more description, the better, but I'll take what I can get. J2, wincest, other pairings, all are welcome. Couldn't care less who tops or bottoms.

2. There is a certain fuck or die fic I've been looking for an eternity. I think it was either a succubus or a witch that cursed Dean to have a really painful erection that wouldn't go away until he had slept with Sam. Sam tries all these things to help him out and eventually realizes what he has to do and acts accordingly.

Heck, any fuck or die recs would be great, too.


Self-pimping, community and list recs, and delicious accounts are more than welcome.
I can't seem to find this fic again. It was hilarious and sexy at the same time, a hard feat to pull off. Here are the details I remember:

1. Sam/Dean Wincest, first-time
2. They get hit with some sort of pollen and have a short amount of time to have sex, or they will die
3. Dean refuses to have sex with Sam and drives around until he finds a horse (or maybe a cow) in a field and attempts to have sex with it (rather than Sam), unsuccessfully.
4. Sam/Dean end up having sex in the car (they both top at one point)


Story found, see comments.
01 March 2012 @ 06:25 pm
This story is older and pre-series it features John and Bobby.
Dean gets kidnapped by succubi things like Lilith and goes after Sam has bottom!Sam and dub-con but ends happy please help its been driving me nuts! lol
12 February 2012 @ 06:58 pm
Looking for any kind of fics where the two mains are in an established relationship and then are put in the fuck or die situation. I'll take any pairings/kinks/whatever, but I'm looking for the effects(or lack thereof) that the trope has on the existing relationship.

Not sure how common this particular subset of the trope is, but if there are any where the baddies specifically force the two characters to have sex while the bad guys watch or something, I'll offer up many cookies and virtual thank yous. Or, alternately, possession!fic, where one of the participants is possessed at some point after the start of the relationship, and sex ensues. Don't care if the other partner ever finds out, but I'd love to read something in that vein.

I tagged the boys(Dean, Sam, and Cas), but I'll take pretty much any het or slash pairing.
Hi guys! I'm kinda hankering for some badass, commanding, possessive, toppy!Cas. He can actually be on top or topping from the bottom, I'm not that particular. Any pairings(I'm partial to Cas/Dean and Cas/Sam, but I'll take anything)/ratings/lengths/etc. welcome!

And in a similar vein, fics where the angelic half of the pairing is the one who gets hit with the fuck-or-die curse/pollen/whatever and the human half of the relationship isn't, putting them in the position of the angel having to fuck the human. Any pairings are cool, though I'm partial to Dean/Cas, Sam/Cas, Lucifer/Sam, and Gabriel/Sam. Consent issues don't bother me, so non-con or dub-con is fine.

Both of these have been kinda hard for me to find, so I was hoping you lovely folks could help out. Thanks! ♥
22 November 2011 @ 11:36 pm

Weird search but... I have some friends who are new to the whole 'kink' thing, yeah? And I want to get them into it, but I don't want to pick the wrong story and scare them away. So I was wondering if you guys knew any 'beginner' stories for kinks like:

- Knotting
- Animal Transformation (Like Werecat or Werewolf type fics)
- Bondage
- Mpreg
- Basically, any kink except for Watersports and scat, yeah? :DDDDD

Looking for mostly Wincest (will except Destiel) and all must be Bottom!Dean. 

Please and thank you~

06 November 2011 @ 11:24 am
Hi! I read this story a while ago and I have been unable to find it again.cut for possible story spoilers )

I hope someone knows what I'm talking about!

EDIT: FOUND! Link in comments
26 October 2011 @ 08:06 am
I'm looking for a fic where cas gets hit with something by a sex demon and tries to attack dean and sam. They bring him back to the motel and tie him to the bed. When goes out dean decides to help cas and have sex with him. top!cas

22 October 2011 @ 05:58 pm
Hey, joining the community- ya'll are awesome, btw- to ask for help finding one story I read a couple of years ago, and would like to re-read.

Cut for story spoilers )

Any help would be appreciated.

Found! link in comments
19 October 2011 @ 06:37 am
1) Jensen/Dean are another creature and are trying to claim Cas/Misha ^_^

2) Misha/Cas are in a D/s realtionship with Dean/Jensesn (bottom Cas/Misha)

3) Misha/Dean fics

4) Misha/Cas slave fic

5) tie porn/halo porn or wing kink
(lol not enough)

6) any kind of kink with Misha/Cas and Dean/ Jenses (lol im up for any kinks)

Thanx everyone for looking for me! ^_^
18 October 2011 @ 06:18 pm
Hi there!

I'm looking for a specific Dean/Cas sex pollen fic, where they're cleaning Bobby's house/spare room/library (something like that) and Dean touches a chest that said "do not touch", which then opens and curses Dean and Cas with a mate or die curse. some other things I remember )

I'm not quite sure if they were in pain when they weren't touching or if that was another story.

I've been looking for this story for quite a while now and I really hope one of you guys can link me to it! :)

ETA: Found it! :D it's Do not touch by [livejournal.com profile] bauble :) Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mercury_alice :)
12 November 2008 @ 11:33 pm
Hi!! Haven't posted here in a while, but I am CRAVING some sex pollen fic and fic that runs in that same vein.

Hit me with all you got: sex-pollen, fuck-or-die, touchy-curses, truth-curses, etc.

Happy endings only please. Know some of them out there end with one of the boys getting their heart broken, and I so don't need depressing tonight lol

Thanks in advance!