Hey everyone, I'm searching for a fic I read a while ago (most probably on ao3). From what I remember:

 — It was a short fic from Dean's POV, a high school or college AU in  which Dean and Cas are best friends / boyfriends.

— Basically, Dean realizes Cas is the  victim of sexual abuse, his male swimming (?? maybe) coach being the abuser. 

— Cas always says, calmly,  "He didn't do anything" when Dean would find  him afterwards, denying the obvious. Then, once they're  older at the end of the fic, he says "He did things to me, sometimes" or something like that,  admitting it to Dean outloud for the first time.

— The  fic isn't explicit, never shows any details, and the author explained they tried not to romanticize abuse in the notes.

I hope that someone sees which fic I'm talking about ! Thanks.