Hey guys, I know you can help me.  I'll tell you what I can remember--

I'm looking for an SPN gen fic--from what I can recall, there's a scene where the boys are in a hotel and something happens (I know, specific on my part).  Sam is upset thinking about Jessica, and trying to hold it in and not cry in front of Dean, and he says, "Sorry, I know how much you hate chick flick moments," and Dean says something softly like, "Yeah, but you're allowed to mourn Sammy."  Then he gets next to Sam on the hotel bed while Sam breaks down about Jess.

It's by one of those amazing fic writers that has written like 50 stories, I think, and I need to read it so bad that I thought while I'm searching through all my saved fics and writers, I would try you guys too.  If you know it awesome, and if not, when someone else finds it you definitely need to read it! 

ETA: Found!  http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2779389/1/Breakdown   Thanks!