I'm looking for a specific story where Sam gets turned into a cat, then human again and a lot of touching between the brothers happens. The first installment is gen, the next ones are wincest. I can't remember anything much except two scenes where cat!sam gets kicked and hurt during a hunt, and also another scene where dean wakes up to Sam licking him. There might also be library scene.

Thanks in advance guys! Hope you find it because its killing me that I can't remember.

ETA: Found!