You guys helped me on my other post, so I thought I'd post a few more I'm looking for.

( Cursed diamond, other set of brothers, secret affair, looking for link )

Thanks! :)

Hi I am looking for this particular fic whereby it just skims the fact that Sam caught Dean blowing off his trick and in the course of that realisation, he had a flashback of Dean being sexually abused by John. I just love this story cos it is a great instance of how sexual abuse affects family, particularly in the case of siblings. Anyway Sam was going on about Dean trying to brush off what Sam saw and all and then we get to the end of the fic and it turns out Sam been in a kind of denial of his own about the real deal that was going on in their lives.

Phew. I'm really going on and on about this fic aren't I? But really it was a pretty short fic and very succint. It just covers all the details I outlined above.

Lastly, thank you.

Found: In comments

# 1 I hate to seperate my OTP - but are there any Chad/Jensen-fics out there? I read titti s awesome fic (read it here if you haven´t already) and now I want more. No pwps, please - I´m actually looking for something plotty. It would be great if they start out despising each other and slowly get to know each other better or something like that.
Gen or unrequited would be awesome, too.
I´d even take J² or other main pairings if it has an interesting Chad/Jensen-scene somewhere. AU is totally acceptable, too.

# 2 I´m searching for a specific type of post-"Mystery Spot"-fics.

Hi, I'm looking for a particular fic, where Dean is married and has a baby, but his relationship with Sam is a little strained, though he doesn't know why. The thing is Sam is in love with him and it's very hard to be with Dean and his family. I know it's a little vague, but someone has any idea what I'm talking about? 
 
Already FOUND! See in comments....

Oh, man. I pretty much never post searches here unless I'm looking for some kind of porn, but there's this fic I'm dying to read. This is pre-series, pre-Stanford. It starts out with them getting ready to leave for a hunt only to realize that there's some object missing (a book, a weapon, I can't remember clearly). John figures Sam hid it because he doesn't want to go on the hunt, and Sam's adamant that he didn't take the thing, and that it would've been stupid of him to do that after he'd spent so much time researching for the hunt even though he didn't want to go.

( Cutting for fic spoilers. )

It was all righteous!rebellious!angst!Sam, and it was beautiful character interaction. I think it was searched for here, because I find the bulk of the fic I read by checking out the searches posted here and reading the interesting finds, but I can't find the particular search. Any help would be very welcome, thanks in advance!

ETA: Found! Thanks to unhobbityhobbit, it's I must not tell lies by girlfan1979. Go, read.

Hi everyone

I've really got to stop bugging everyone on this community! Sorry! 

I'm looking for kick-ass Wincest, where the boys are strong, inteligent, smart and resourceful. No self-doubting or doubting about their relationship please, I'd love to read some stories where the boys are secure and happy in their relationship. I'd especially love stories where Dean & Sam are having to face something big - be it the Apocalypse, hell hounds, the YED - not just 'everyday' supernatural.  I want fics where the boys have to pull out all the stops to win the day. Ensamble cast would be great too - Bobby, Ellen, Ash, John, Misouri, Jo (if she's not try to get in Dean's pants!), Pastor Jim, Caleb - any of the 'special children'... hell even ghost!Jessica/ghost!Mary can lend a helping hand! I'd love to see them all helping Sam/Dean fight off the hoards of hell etc. 

Also are there any fics that deal with Sam being central to the apocalypse/coming evil/saving the world yadda yadda - but - he steadfastly stays good. He's not demon possesed or becomes darker  etc. I know a lot of people are twichy about that, especially Sam, and I'd love to read some stuff were Sam is powerful/key to what's going on but never strays or is remotely tempted to join 'the dark side', oh and Wincest again would be great. 

Also are there any fics that deal with the aftermath of the Big Battle? Again I'd love Wincest. I'm curious to see people's takes on it, are the boys broken/disabled in some way, who out of their friends survived, do they still hunt evil, or are they living a quiet life together. Do they have other people taking care of them etc. Stories can be direcetly after or years after - in fact that might be more interesting.

For any of the fics I'm pretty hard to squick, so any warnings - mpreg, violence, torture, character death etc are OK. Self pimps are very welcome too. Oh and long stories with porn and plot are the best!

I'm sure I'll be back in a couple of days with a new fic search! 
thanks!
Imogen

First of all, thank you, thank you for existing. I have been wracking my brain all night, going through emails and old chat logs, trying to find this fic! And most of the comms do not want you to ask where things may have gotten to.

Anyway, on to the search! ( I'm reminded of it because of 3.11, so I might as well put it behind a cut )

Thank you, so so much, in advance!

ETA: Found! The Thousand Ways to Bleed by LithiumDoll.

Hi I'm just looking for anything with a traumatized/broken Sam. Anything where he's just shattered and Dean takes care of him. I don't know if this counts as hurt!sam cause he doesn't actually have to be physically hurt.

Gen, het, wincest, slash,preseries,not preseries anything will do.

No daddy!cest please