I am having a hard time finding a fic that i read a long time ago. it's a post apocalyptic story where Castiel "dies" and Dean slips into a deep depression. I remember in the story, however, Castiel comes back fully human and he greets Dean, sam, Becky and Chuck again. One key part i remember from the story is where Becky tackle-hugs Castiel, and Dean exclaims "Oh my god, I've never seen someone tackle-hug someone like that" (along those lines)

can anyone help me find such a fic? I just cant remember the title, who wrote it etc....

~Halfzy

I've been trying to find this story I read about 2 years ago and it's bothering me so much that I can remember it, I thought I saved it, but...anyways I new you guys and girls could handle it because you are all amazing. So here goes...

In the story I believe John had sold Sam or bet Sam in a game of cards after Dean joined the military. Somehow Sam ended up HIV positive and found his way to Dean. I also remember Dean had a lot of military buddies that treated Sam like a little brother. Sam also had visions in this fic. Oh and Dean built him a room in his home. Sam was also friends with a girl with cancer. The girl was the daughter of Dean's superior.

It was a really great story, and I would love to read it again, so please help!!!!

THX SO MUCH!!! ;)

As the title says: I'm searching for fics in which Castiel has been cursed or just has to cope with his human new needs.

Especially the type of curse, where our little Angel follows pretty much What Micha said about Castiel and Women at Asylum3: In other words, finds out what the word libido means and that he has one too that pretty much let's him stare at any pretty body walking past him no matter if Sam and Dean are currently being murdered. Obviously a cracky theme, but I also take non cracky stuff.

Anything with Castiel confused and a little distracted by being full of human needs and ... you know... thinking with his downstairs brain... that sort of thing. Pairings don't really matter, I even take het - although I am not certain that there is even het with Cas out there - but I'm happy with all sorts slash and stuff too.

Bonus points for Dean having to give Cas the talk or a version thereof.

PRetty please? MY google-fu has failed me.

I'm new in the fandom so I'm looking for recs more than a specific fic : D

1. Angsty Dean/Castiel stories with comforting!Castiel : D and hurt/comfort maybe with nightmares about what happened in hell?

2. Castiel/Dean AU or living a normal life after-all-that-strange-things-of-Apocalypse

3. I was wondering if something like this exists: Episod 4x10 when Anna and Dean are in the car together. There's a moment where Anna touch Castiel's mark on Dean's shoudler.
I'd like to re-read that scene with Anna touching the Mark and suddenly saying that she can't be with Dean because he is Castiel's and, well, Dean is confused.
Humorous crack fic like this would be lovely also <3

4. Doctor Who crossovers (or Torchwood crossovers) with the Doctor being as awesome as ever.

So this makes me feel kind of awful, but I want Sam to suffer.

The abuse has to be accidental, for example:
John forgetting to buy Sam boots for winter, he has to wear ratty old tennis shoes in the rain/snow and gets sick
Dean neglecting Sam in favor of new girlfriend.
John getting Dean a car for his birthday but forgetting Sam's birthday altogether.
CPS finding out that John is never home...

Basically anything that makes either John or Dean feel awful once they realize what they have done.

Back again hehe. Does anyone have working links or world/PDF files for any of these stories?

Consciousness Is That Annoying Time Between Naps
J2 college AU. Jared is a stressed-out sophomore and Jensen is a recently graduated journalist as well as being just about the best boyfriend in the world period. A schmoopy tale of Jensen taking care of his boy.

rhysmae: tomorrow the green grass
Arts High School AU. Jared and Jensen deal with growing up and life with a little help from their friends.

Choices and Chances
Jensen Ackles, outspoken and socially inept son of the village doctor, is offered a position as the personal doctor to Lord Jared.

Jungle Fever
It's the summer of '98. Sixteen year old Jared Padalecki lives in South America with his father, and has never been forced to share space with anyone since he was twelve. That changes when twenty year old Jensen Ackles comes to the dense forest to intern with Jared's father.

Thank you! (:

All Found!

Hey there guys!

I remember reading this a long time ago. It had John and Jeff in it. Um. I don't remember too much, but there was copious amounts of boy loving in it. I'm pretty sure it was Jared/Jensen and Sam/Dean. I think Sam and Jared were the less dominate of the relationships. I know in the end that Jensen and Jared steal an impala when the series is finished and go and join Dean and Sam. So yes. I know it's not the Looking Glass verse, cause that one has Limp!Jensen which is not at all what I'm looking for.

If anyone knows what I'm talking about?

I was wandering through Hello Kitty Hell and remembered a crack fic that had Sam (or Dean I forget which) replacing the other's weapons with the Hello Kitty pistol and so forth. If anybody remembers and knows where to find this fic I'd appreciate it.

There may have been a sequel or maybe it was a multi-part fic.

I've been craving a certain type of mpreg.

1. Mpreg where Jared or Sam is some kind if breeder and the pregnancies are unwanted.

2. Mpreg where it's Jared or Sam's job or occupation to get pregnant. Maybe he's already had a few children.

3. Mpreg in the future or in the past where pregnancy is an obligation for Sam Jared.

Thanks so much: Draco16