A few requests....
1. As I was rewatching the series, it made me wonder if, when Dean was way younger, he was bullied very badly that he reacted so fiercely when he heard some kid was being mean to Sam. I'd like fics dealing with the bulling and what Dean did to resolve it or got out of it. I had read a fic where one of the girls that was bulling him had a haunting problem that later on he came back to help her with it. He was made fun of because his clothes were ratty and from Good Will. I didn't particularly like this fic because it felt like it was just skimming on top. But I would like to read other fics along the same lines where maybe Dean left before the bullying stopped but came back and saved their life...
2. An ep in season 4 opens with Dean relaxing by a quiet lake fishing. A) I would love fics that gives the back story to how he got into fishing; how it seems to be a relaxing thing for him. B)If there aren't any, I'll take any fics where someone teaches Dean some other thing like playing an instrument (piano, I've read quite a few of those), singing (I've read one where Dean's music teacher takes an interest in him and he was selected to sing in a band FABULOUS).
3. Kind of a tie in with #2; but I also really want fics that has Dean doing something for himself. I remember reading a fic about how he writes romance novels. But I want fics where Dean has something for himself. There's another fic where it details Dean playing a guitar just for himself then his dad found out and he had to play it to make money(quite sad).
4. Lastly, please rec me any fics that is similar to Dark Side of the Moon in that events that make Sam or John very happy/excited just tears Dean apart inside. Like how Sam's happiest memories are some of Dean's saddest... Yeah I'm a big hurt!dean fan..........
I like to know what I'm getting into so please provide a summary of the fic. Rating and pairing doesn't really matter to me, Gen, slash (bottom!dean only please or no smexing), wincest, anything as long as the fic is complete.