18 October 2011 @ 12:33 am
Could someone help me out real quick? I'm looking for a particular story.

It's a crossover with Gilmore Girls and I remember the summary went something like: Two Lorelies, Two Deans, and a Sam. It was about these guys who kidnapped Sam, but he got away so they went after Dean (the Gilmore Girls Dean) to replace him and trick John into thinking it was Sam. They beat Sam up pretty good and he's on the run for most of the story but they rough GG Dean up even worse. There was a scene towards the end where Sam and GG Dean were in the back of the impala, both beat to hell, and it was a pretty awesome scene for a hurt!Jared girl like me!

Anyone please? I just cannot remember the author for the life of me, I'm sorry, author. But I really love the story if that makes up for it.

She (I'm 99% sure it's a she) wrote a couple stories about hurting GGDean actually.

ALSO, if anyone knows this author, GREAT! But does anyone know of any other crossovers involving hurt Sam or GG Dean? Or, any just Gilmore Girl fics that involve hurt GG Dean? I just love my boy in trouble no matter who he is playing. =]

Please, please, please!

And thanks!
 
 
Destiny
18 October 2011 @ 01:16 am
Hello! I'm looking for a specific fanfiction I've read a couple of years ago. The whole story consists of Sam and Dean writing letters to each other, and their relationship slowly developing through the course of the fic. If I recall correctly, John hates them for it, but Bobby still supports them.

I am sorry I don't remember anything more.
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 03:21 am
I haven't kept up with SPN/J2 fic in forever, so I apologize if this fic is long gone or whatever. 

Jared was in some fancy private school and Jensen was a train jumper. I think Chad was in it, always questioning Jared when he would sneak off to go meet Jensen. And there was a girl who showed up, Jensen knew her as an old friend and I want to say it was Alona but I think I'd be wrong. Maybe Danneel or Sandy, I just remember a girl.

Oh, and I think it had something to do with a certain author, they were quoted off and on throughout the fic. I'm hoping I didn't just make that up and it's in the actual fic. It was a WIP and updates were pretty few and far in between if I remember correctly.

I tried google, delicious, etc and I'm stuck. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks!
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 03:35 am
 Okay, I don't remember a lot, but here's what I got.

 Dean and Sam end up staying with a couple somewhere or another that are actually possessed by their past lives due to a magical amulet. I think they were soulmates too. Dean and Sam are supposed to receive the amulet next (which they end up doing) and they live together for their specified amount of time as their past lives. I remember that the previous couple that were possessed didn't stay together after their possession ended because the woman was a lesbian. I think I remember Dean freaking out after they are de-possessed and he takes off for a while. Eventually they are able to track down the witch that was giving the amulet to people and letting their past lives take over their bodies.

That's about all I remember, but I really loved this story and want to reread it, but I cannot find it anywhere. TIA!

The story is A Place to Rest My Spirit by Miss 'Drea and the link is located here. Thank you Katsheswims!
 
 
1) I am looking for stories where Dean has hurt or betrayed Castiel, and now needs to gain his trust back. I really want hurt feeling, sad Cas, UST and more, no easy fix for Dean. Dean cheating or jealous that Castiel with another is also good.

2) I recently read scaramouche's Plant Pathologists vs. Zombie Lawyers and I am now looking for Sam/Castiel AUs. The longer the story is the better.

Thank you!
 
 
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Billysgirl5
18 October 2011 @ 11:15 am
I've tried googling for this story, and I can't seem to find it.  I thought I had it saved in my bookmarks, but apparently not.  I'm not positive, but I think it takes place around "In My Time Of Dying" and "Everybody Loves A Clown".  Sam and Dean are at Bobby's and Bobby is working on a vehicle, hoisting the engine.  Suddenly, the chain holding the engine snaps and hits Sam in the neck.  Anyone recognize this one?

EDIT:  I found it! Ripple Effect
 
 
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18 October 2011 @ 11:59 am
I'm looking for one halo-fic in particular, but I welcome recommendations for others...

The fic I'm looking for was ultimately a Destiel fic. In it, Dean started to see Castiel's halo and he learned from how the halo moved, the speed at which it spun and the intensity of the light, how to read Castiel's emotions. I remember there was a scene in a diner where Dean actually reached over and poked Castiel's halo and touching it somehow left a dark spot on it which Dean then tried to clean off. That scene was right after Dean revealed he could see the halo.

If I remember correctly, I originally found it through the deancastiel lj community.

If anyone can redirect me to that amazing fic, I would be most grateful. Thank you all.

Mods: I couldn't find a tag for anything about halos.


Found!: I Can See Your Halo by [livejournal.com profile] pesha
(Thank you [livejournal.com profile] nebularific!)

Other Halo Fics

Halosexual by [livejournal.com profile] pagiel (courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] kaijinscendre
You Can Leave Your Halo On by [livejournal.com profile] moorishflower

More to come...
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 12:42 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Jensen has been hearing a voice named Jared inside his head his whole life. Basically, the voice is just a friend that he chats with all the time. I might be getting it mixed up with another fic, because I also remember Jared dreaming of green eyes his whole life. Of course, eventually they meet (in college, maybe?) and realize they're who they've been thinking of all their lives. I'm pretty sure it was a short fic, or fics. If anyone has any idea of either story or if it's the same fic, I'd be super grateful if you could point me in the right direction.


EDIT: FOUND I Have A Voice That Is My Savior by [livejournal.com profile] sweet_lyri  - Jared hears Jensen's voice his whole life.
and Somebody For Me Out There by [livejournal.com profile] aythia - Jared sees Jensen's eyes his whole life.

THANKS FOR THE HELP!
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 02:15 pm
1. Sam and Dean are not brothers. Sam ans his uncle run a hotel/apartment building and Dean is a guest there. Sam is about 16 ys old and Dean is about 20. Dean is a hunter who was raised by Bobby and Sam is a orphan. They fall in love and there is some D/s. When Dean is ready to leave Sam wants to go with but Dean doesn't want that life for him.

2.I don't really remember the specifics of this one, but I do remember a scene where Dean wins money from hustling pool and uses the money to get a motel room for him and Sam. They later go back to the pool hall and the guy Dean hustled is there and wants his money back. They get into a fight and Dean is proud of Sam for beating up the other guy. Sound familar?
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 03:14 pm
1) A deaged! Dean fic where he keeps his adult memory and realizes how much it sucks to be small again. It would be great if he was a toddler.  I'll even take deaged! Sam if it's a good fic. If you can find one with Bobby or John or even Caleb in it, that would be awesome. 

2) Any fic where Dean has a child, preferably one old enough to talk.

3) Sam realizing how terrible he's been to Dean. 

4) A young, sick Dean. 

5) any really good wee!chesters

Mods: Sorry, I accidentally sent the first one in with out a character tag. 
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 04:23 pm
hi  guy can anyone help me find a story  is about hitman jared who was order too kill  jensen  but decide not too.. he decide too stay and protective jensen.. from his boyfreind or husband...i think jensen was rich and jared was poor.. he have a dark past  he was taught bye a madman and that man hurt him and beat him...i think even rap him..
 
slowly jensen and jared fall in love  and jensen become protective of jared of  how broken he is

is anyone please sent me the link..
 
 
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18 October 2011 @ 05:45 pm
hey. I remember reading about a fic where castiel is pregnant with a reincarnated sam? I know i have the link but I've forgotten the name. could someone help me out here?
 there was a teaser then it was in two parts. I know it starts with an  "R" at least I think it does. could you jog my memory, or better yet send me the link.
 
 
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18 October 2011 @ 06:18 pm
Hi there!

I'm looking for a specific Dean/Cas sex pollen fic, where they're cleaning Bobby's house/spare room/library (something like that) and Dean touches a chest that said "do not touch", which then opens and curses Dean and Cas with a mate or die curse. some other things I remember )

I'm not quite sure if they were in pain when they weren't touching or if that was another story.

I've been looking for this story for quite a while now and I really hope one of you guys can link me to it! :)

ETA: Found it! :D it's Do not touch by [livejournal.com profile] bauble :) Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] mercury_alice :)
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 06:19 pm
Hi all,

I have two requests please.

1) Any threesome fics with Misha/Jared /Jensen but with bottom!Jared please any kinks are fine except Mpreg.

2) Any fics with Dom Jensen/Dean looking after Sub Jared/Sam specifically with sub drop or sub space please.

Self recs welcome but no WIP's please :) Thanks in advance :)
 
 
Hi!

I've been looking for ages for a Gabriel/Sam fic, where Gabriel, in a female vessel, is Sam's girlfriend at Stanford, instead of Jess. The story is in Gabriel's pov and it's set during the pilot, while Sam is away, hunting with Dean. Gabriel, if I remember correctly, kills Azazel, when he comes to kill her, and at the end, when Sam comes back, says something like: "we need to talk".
I think the story was posted on AO3.

Thanks in advance for the help!!

FOUND!! by [livejournal.com profile] starr_falling. it's So It Begins by [livejournal.com profile] jenab
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 07:18 pm
I walked 26 miles this weekend, met a very cute PT who helped me stretch in the middle and now I'm desperate for fics featuring Jensen as a PT. Pretty much any pairing or threesome is cool. Want to throw in some massage? That's cool too.
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 07:58 pm
Tracking down fic lost in the delicious debacle. This one John gets in deep with some demons. In exchange, he promises them dean. John returns to the motel, where a sleeping Dean is handed over to the demons. John sits in a chair and watches as they abuse dean. In the end when they leave John abuses Dean.

I've gone through blindfold, spn_kink meme, and spn_hardcore. Either I'm just not seeing it or it wasn't there. Help would be greatly appreciated.

Ps. Was hoping someone found my previous post? Dean taking in a stray. John making him leave it behind.

ETA: Found
I kept looking and lo and behold I found it.

http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/590.html?thread=32846#t32846

Number 2. Is still missing though.
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 08:06 pm
Wow, people here can be quite nasty.

I wasn't aware that fic requests were supposed to be impartial, but if that is a rule then I'll happily edit my request to conform to it. I apologise for having a passionate response to the show.

What I'm looking for is a story where the boys grow closer together, post season six, where Dean either acknowledges that he has made mistakes as well or has it pointed out to him in an undeniable way by a third party.
 
 
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18 October 2011 @ 09:50 pm
Thanks all for responding so quickly. I wish all my problems could be solved by posting, going to bed, waking up and checking. Some of these have been bugging me for mumble-mumble-mumble-mumble. As always, in awe of the fantastic quality and helpful spirit of this fandom!

SEVEN FOR SEVEN -- you guys are awesome.


...plus one non-explicit Destiel.
I suppose like others, when I came to this massive, fantastic fandom I GORGED. For months I just ping-ponged around, dropping no breadcrumbs. Eventually I started trying to do a better job of bookmarking/saving favorites, but there are some that I just haven't been able to find on my own. I've asked before, and have always been amazed at the collected knowledge of you all! Hoping that these last few I can't find are known to someone. They're great -- I highly recommend them all...if only someone can help locate them....

1.  Found in comments. Sam and Dean aren't hunters, John's alive but not part of their lives. Dean was in the military and permanently injured. What I mostly remember is a scene in a diner, where Sam and John meet, and Dean shows up on a motorcycle. Not http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5758962/1/Infrangible_Road (though that one is fabulous).
2.  Found in comments. Dean's picking up his and Sam's dinner, but when he gets to the restaurant there are a pair of robbers who have taken everyone hostage. Eventually Sam calls and figures out what's going on and comes to the rescue. I can't believe I can't find this one....
3.  Found in comments. Not sure if this is pre-show, but in any case Dean is unable to hunt due to some injury and he ends up dropped off at Bobby's. There's a scene where he's drunk and feeling sorry for himself, comparing himself to one of Bobby's dogs. I know he says something like -- "me and Rummy, both of us put out to pasture".
4.  Found in comments.  This one is very long and wonderfully written. I remember almost nothing about the plot, just a scene near the end where Sam takes Dean, who's been possessed or inhabited by some malevonent entity, out to a cave in the desert (?) and somehow Dean is absorbed into a block of ice (?), and then a little while later Sam finds him floating face-down in an underground lake (?). I just don't remember enough to find it, except that haunting scene. Help?
5.  Found in comments.  Dean's possessed or otherwise made into some kind of huntable monster. I think maybe he's resurrected by...Sam? Anyway, he's at a cabin in the woods with Bobby. It becomes clear that Bobby's brought him out there to kill him, but in the end he can't do it, and he sends Dean off with Sam with an instruction not to allow himself to be found.
6.  Found in comments.  The Destiel. Castiel is gone and has been for some time, Sam and Dean are living in an old house somewhere. I think maybe it's post-apocalypse? Anyway, they're fixing up the house, and Sam at some point realizes that the room Dean's fixing up is for him and Castiel -- he realizes that Dean is "nesting". It was a lovely story.
(It wouldn't shock me if I'm remembering some details wrongly -- sometimes when I find something I've been looking for a while I'm amazed at how much I misremembered.)

Final plea: a J2 version of "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" -- a purged journal, sadly: http://sidnihoudini.livejournal.com/112771.html. I adored it. Is it anywhere accessible?

Thanks all!!
 
 
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18 October 2011 @ 10:29 pm

This description is not my own, and I only found it in ff.net a while back and never got to remember which story this one was.

"I'm trying to find a story in which Sam gets hurt fairly badly during training while sparring with Dean, I think, because John ishovering and yelling, and it's the last straw with John who has not been pleased with Sam's progress in the hunting arena. I think Sam is 15 in this story (though he could be thirteen or fourteen). As far as I remember Sam does end up in the hospital because of the injury and John
basically puts Sam under house arrest after the fact saying he has to devote himself entirely to training.

I remember that the story starts out with Sam trying to beg off training so he can study and Dean tells him to suck it up. And Sam doesn't fight the house arrest because he wants his father to love him and be proud and he doesn't want to be the reason that his brother or father is hurt or killed during a hunt, but he's slowly dying inside and even though he's focused completely on training he's actually getting worse at the sparring and stuff. At the very end, I believe Sam hits his head on a rock while sparring with Dean and when he goes inside to take care of the bleeding Dean stops John and says that things aren't working out like they thought and Sam's getting worse and that they have to try something different. So, John offers to take Sam to the pizza place he likes. Sam's really tired and just wants to go and sleep and he's a little hurt because Dean likes the pizza place not Sam but he recognizes it for the gesture it is and goes along and that's the end."

Thanks for all the help in advance.

T

PS: I put all the tags I thought fit, but I'm not sure about them all...


 
 
18 October 2011 @ 11:13 pm
I have been trying to find this story again, but can't find the link. I have it down as, "There’s something in the silence I never used to feel by the_milky_way " I have the summary, it's rated R and in 3 parts but I don't have the story, can anyone help me re-find the link. Thanks to anyone who replies.
 
 
18 October 2011 @ 11:49 pm
Specific Fic:

So, I'm currently looking for a PDF of Bait by beera1, who deleted her journal a long time ago. I've already looked on the three links given in the deleted journals/stories section and didn't find any working PDF links for the stories, so if you have one could you please send me the DL link? In fact, any of her stories would do, because they're all so awesome!

General Requests:

1. Anything where Jared isn't an actor but can see/speak to ghosts. I don't want the one where Chad dies and Jared can see him and has to help solve a murder through Chad telling him the details. But anything like it would be nice.

2. Teacher!Jared/Teacher!Jensen. I've already been on j2_recs and have gone through their links, so I'm looking for anything not that well known, please.

3. Anything with awesome!Chad, his POV, or anything. Something like Neon Showman would be wonderful. :)

4. Still looking for stories where Jared get's his heart broken by Jensen, or is angry at something Jensen did, or jealous, or just... ANGSTY JARED AND HAPPY ENDINGS AND HEART IS HURTING stories would be wonderful.

5. Stories where Jensen has to assassinate Jared but falls in love instead?

J2 only, no threesomes, no D/S, short-medium length, etc.

Thanks guys!