27 October 2011 @ 02:02 am
Hey all! Been out of the fandom for a while but getting back into things (God Kripke knows I could never stay away for long!) Anyway, if you beautiful people could help me out with a few searches... ;)

1.  I remember reading a fic (pretty sure it was a case fic) that involved a building that allowed people to relive their memories but in doing so it took them away/ took away years from their life? The person who owned the place may have been getting it all for themselves? I want to say it was Sam, Dean, and someone else (maybe Cas, but I'm not sure) and they had to go through all the rooms, which I believe had numbers that corresponded with the age of the person at the time of the memory.

I remember a specific scene (though this could very well be from another fic entirely) of Dean as a teenager with his hair grown out longish and dancing around to Kiss' "I Wanna Rock And Roll All RIght", possibly carrying Sam on his back.

FOUND! It's Incubus by Crimson1 on ff.net.

2.  The second fic I'm looking for is a retelling of Cas pulling Dean out of hell. It was a really cool take on Cas rebuilding Dean's body from the earth, like he used straw for his hair and seashells for his nails and I think an apple for Dean's brain/heart? If I remember right, they were sitting in a field and Cas was telling Dean the story on how he rebuilt him and it was sort of fluffy. Possibly Destiel, but I'm not sure.

3.  The third was a coda to Dark Side of the Moon, with Dean seeing Sam's best memories and one of them was of Sam and Ruby together. Naturally, Dean freaked out and demanded to know what the hell this was doing in Sam's heaven, but then Sam said, "It's the day you came back from hell." I'm pretty sure it was a short, like under 1000 words, but it made me tear up and I'd love to find it.

4.  The fourth fic was written from Dean's POV and I just remember that Sam was judging Dean for sleeping with Anna, and Dean was mad because he didn't think it was wrong for Anna to forgive him for what he did in hell with her touch. I know that isn't much to go on, but it actually made me like Anna's character  (or at least understand her relationship with Dean) a hell of a lot more and I wanted to rec it to someone.

+1:  And I also have a general request: Are there any wincest fics based on the episode "Swap Meat"? Like Dean acting all seductive towards Gary!Sam and being frustrated when his advances are ignored? Or really just anything about that episode with a wincest twist. Preferably bottom!Dean but judging by my search, I'll go for anything.
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 09:26 am
Hi there,

I searched for this story a while, even here. But I don't really know for what specifics or tags I'm looking for. So perhaps you can help.

It's a long fic and plays in the future for the most part.
Jensen got injured (on set, I believe) and quits filming supernatural. The press and Jared are giving him a hard time and he has to work very hard to recover from his injury.

Jensen and Jared don't see each other for years.
Jensen goes into post production and works for a small but sucessful post production company (as CEO? Something like this?).
He lives in a big house with friends and their families and has a gay nurse to help him with his troubles caused by the injury. Chris and Steve are there also, I believe, with fierce protectivness.
Well, and some day Jensen and Jared meet again.

Hope you can help me, I would love to read this story again! Thank you!
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 11:29 am
Im looking for 2 fics that ive been trying to find for ages.
The first is a crossover with Firefly. Castiel is interacting with the Firefly crew and recognises how similar some of their traits are to Dean. I remember visiting Dean in heaven and how similar to Earth Heaven is for Dean. They go fishing, drink beer and eat pie.

The second happens whilst Sam is off at Stanford. Dean joins the military and Sam only finds out when they call him because Dean has been severely injured. I think he lost limbs of some sort. The Demon Brady goes over intending to kill Dean but Dean is saved by Castiel who has been looking out for Dean and has saved him before. I think later on he is invited to thanksgiving with Dean, Jess and Sam. In the end John meets up with them and they kill the YED.

(Both found in comments)
 
 
I read a wonderful fic where Castiel was on the run from some angels who had tried to trap him in holy fire and ended up with a burn on his arm, and then he ended up hiding deep in the ocean to avoid pursuit.  He eventually made it to the Winchesters who took care of him.  I remember he was on the phone sometimes in this story, texting Sam and such, but I can't remember the title or author, unfortunately. 
Found: By Daylight and in Dream by takadainmate.

The other one I've had trouble finding is again from Castiel's perspective, and he is trapped under debris after a fight (?) and he phones the brothers because he's hurt and can't free himself from the rubble.  It's a bit of a character study since it was from Cas's point of view, and I would love to read it again.
Found: Walls Fall Down by Daylight

Thanks for any and all help!
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 12:41 pm
Hello! So, I've been looking for a fic that I read a while back and would really love to read again. I just can't seem to find it and I've searched around a bit. Here's what I remember from it:
  • Castiel falls and is always in constant pain because of the absence of his wings. He has to live with it every day of his life now with Dean (and I'm pretty sure Sam was there too.)
  • During that time, Dean and Castiel do get together.
  • They go searching for Castiel's Grace and find it in a body of water of some sorts. However, Castiel refuses to take it back because it means that he'd have to give up being with Dean. He would rather live the rest of his human life in pain and with Dean than go back to being an angel and lose Dean.
  • Zachariah shows up and offers Castiel a place back in the Host. He shows Dean all the pain Castiel has been in by making him feel what Castiel has felt. Dean had no idea that the pain was so bad because Castiel masked the severity of it. Dean then tried to make Castiel take back his Grace because he can't stand the thought of Castiel being in constant pain. Castiel refuses.
  • Zachariah takes Castiel's refusal as a "love trumps all" thing. Castiel no longer feels the pain of not having his wings. He said that since Castiel stayed loyal to Dean, he was rewarded for it.
And that's about all I can remember. Also, I'm pretty sure it was rated NC17

If you guys could help me, I would greatly appreciate it.

(I've slaved over the Sticky Post to make sure I haven't done anything wrong. I hope its alright. This is my first time posting, and I wanted to make sure I didn't screw anything up.)
 
 
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27 October 2011 @ 01:27 pm

HELLO J
1.)        I’m sorry to bother you guys again so soon after you helped me so fast the last time, (I feel like I’m abusing the system somehow.) but I just finished listening to “Relax, its just sex” and I fell in love with pornstar!boys. The reason why I don’t just search in the tag is because I want the stories to be happy, or at least have a more uplift look at the porn star industry and I want to avoid the darker aspect of it. Do I seem bulletproof to you?, is probably my limit on how specific I want to get. So I guess armature porn stars would be best?
 
2.)        Any Recs with one of the boys is powerful (like mafia or werewolf) or super rich and hides it from the other for any reason?            
 
Again sorry for being so vague and I’m thankful for any recs I can get!
 
PLEASE NO
  • Dark fic
  • Non-con
  • Sad endings
 
 
 
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27 October 2011 @ 03:46 pm
Hey all this time I have a more simple request.

I'm looking for any and all fics that have Jensen as a doctor and Jared as his patient. Doesn't matter how they meet rather that be a hospital or they've been dating, I just want to see some Doctor Jensen taking care of Jared as his patient or outside of the hospital. Now I already raided [livejournal.com profile] j2_recs so I'm hoping to find ones that I haven't read.

Thanks!
 
 
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I'm looking for a specific fic in which, Castiel shows up human, so Dean tries to show him the perks. He keeps failing though, until Sam suggests showing the ex-angel gay porn. Things get out of hand after that because they next take Castiel to a gay bar and Castiel proceeds to hook up with men every night. Dean worries and makes Castiel promise not to fall in love with anyone (or take any drugs). Eventually, Dean realizes his true feelings and Gabriel shows up to revel that Castiel feels the same which leads Dean/Castiel getting it on, but as soon as it's over Castiel coldly asks Dean to leave. Rejected, Dean hides up in his room at Bobby's place for a week until Castiel decides to move into an apartment. Sam later takes charge and drops Dean off at Castiel's place so the two can talk out their problems. As it turns out, the problem was Castiel promising to not fall in love and he didn't want to break it, even though Dean only meant to not fall in love with anyone besides him. The story ends with them snuggling in bed.
 
Does anyone know which one I'm describing?
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 07:49 pm
Are there any fics with Dean/Cas/Jo? I found one where Jo's watching them fuck, but it's gotten into my head that there really should be some, because that would be vastly preferable to OFC's, and I'm in the mood for a threesome.
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 07:57 pm
Hi guys! I'm feeling kind of down today so I could use a good pick me up. I'd love to read some high school or college J2 AU's or non-AU's where Jensen is quiet, shy, self-conscious and has a low self esteem, but is unknowingly adorable. He could be self-conscious about anything, but I'd be really happy if he was self-conscious about his looks and/or artistic talents. And by artistic talents I mean it'd be awesome if he was a musician, artist, and/or writer but doesn't feel like he's any good at it and is constantly worried about what people think of him. And if Jared comes into the picture and comforts and encourages him well then that would be just perfect! No pre-established relationship fics, in fact, some pinning on Jensen's end would be awesome. Angst is great, but I need happy endings with lots of schmoop please. No WIPs, but self-recs are welcomed. Thank you!
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 09:05 pm
Hi you guys,
I have two requests this time…

1.I was wondering if any of you could rec me good fic’s that has Jared being friends with Chris and Steve, instead of the usual were they are friends of Jensen.
Some over protectiveness from the guys towards Jared is always a welcomed feature :)

2.Also I am looking for fic’s that has Jensen in a superior role to other people. For instance, as a superior officer in the army or something like that. Could be as a boss in an office too (what they do for a living isn't important), just as long as people treat him with the respect that he deserves and comes with the territory.
And then Jared comes in either as a new member of his team or for some other reason.

I just re-read [livejournal.com profile] mina_rox bigbang fic “when you move I move with you” and [livejournal.com profile] redsirenfiction’s “Between Zzyzx and Henderson”, so I guess those two just got me in the mood for some more down the same lane concerning the second request

Oh! And self rec is always welcomed :)

In advance thanks you guys,

-Ace-


 
 
27 October 2011 @ 09:38 pm
Hey guys, I'm really in the mood for evil Sam but with Mpreg Dean thrown in the mix, I'd love to read any others y'all can rec but the one I have in mind and I have been searching for for the past 2 days is a one shot, Ill put the details under a cut:

under cut for safety. )

Mods I think I got all the tags right
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 09:40 pm
The story was a destiel high school au on fanfiction.net. Castiel lived alone in an apartment, and was a drug addict and dealer. He had a religious upbringing. Gabriel is his only family member that talked to him. Dean met Cas because Lisa wanted him to buy her some weed for a party she was having. Jimmy, Castiel's twin brother, tried to stop Dean from hanging out with Cas by harassing him with pamphlets about God. They slowly started dating, but Dean wanted Cas to stop selling drugs. But he was hesitant to stop until Sam, who went to a party with Ruby, overdosed. Cas felt really guilty because Ruby had gotten it from him. He tried to quit, but Crowley wouldn’t let him, so he had to try to kill Crowley. Not sure what happened after that, but there were multiple sequels to it.
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 09:59 pm
Alright, a few requests for y'all.

1) Does anyone know of any verses or fics similar to tabaqui's "Wolfpack" 'verse, where the boys are more feral/primal? I'm open to Wincest and Gen, and with or without other gen characters like Bobby and Ellen.

2) Any werewolf!boys fics, or werewolf!sam/jared with a particular emphasis on hurt!sam/jared? J2, Wincest or gen are all fine :) I also have no problems with back stories of any kind of abuse... actually (in a twisted day) I kind of appreciate them! (I've read Hunter of the Shadows, since that's always the first to come up!).

3) General animal!transformation/wing!sam, or (as I'm particularly interested in) Jared?

((Cherry --> Hope this is a little better this time!)).
 
 
 
27 October 2011 @ 11:01 pm
Alright muffins, a while back on FF.net I had a fic saved in my favorites that I can no longer find. It was basically a Sam/Ruby smut fic, Dean walks in on the two, and they pretty much make a Dean sandwich out of him. I'm not describing it really well - the fic is extremely dark and emotional, Sam is pretty evil and Dean is pretty vulnerable, and I suppose you could call it a dubcon fic. Anyhoo, if this rings anyone's bells, please share the link! I was really really really in a vulnerable!Dean/evil!Sam mood last night and got totally bummed out when I couldn't find this fic. =/ Thanks in advance. =) (oh, and by the way, the rating on it was definitely M)

Emily
 
 
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27 October 2011 @ 11:16 pm
I'd like some fics about Jensen being totally whipped for Jared. Not in an unheathly way uhggg please. Whipped!Jared would work. Oh hell. Whipped!Dean would be amazing too. Or would that just be normal fic because Dean's whipped anyway? ...I don't care, I want it.
Just please happy endings everywhere. Like a real THIS-IS-A-HAPPY-ENDING type of happy ending. Because I'm sick of getting my heart pissed on. ): Please.