I am looking for a fic that I read a long time ago and really want to read again but cannot find it anywhere! I've searched, gone through my bookmarks - I'm hoping someone can help me.

Dean and Sam are young, Dean is maybe 16 I think, they do have the Impala. John leaves on a hunt and never returns. The boys have to fend for themselves. At one point they have no money and Dean is pimping himself out so he can feed Sammy. He doesn't want Sam to see him doing this, they are parked on the side of the roads by the woods or something, so he sends Sam to stand in the woods where he can't easily see or hear what is going on but still close enough for Dean to watch out for him. Sam disappears and it turns out that he has been taken by vampires. Dean is frantic and it takes him a couple days to find him but he does and is able to rescue him before he is turned or killed. They end up living with Ellen at the Roadhouse and she raises them. Years later they discovered that John was still alive and somehow they ended up back with him. He deserted the boys because he thought it was safer, the demon was on his trail or something. There is naturally a ton of anger and resentment. Once they are both older (don't remember if both were over 18) Dean and Sam did start a sexual relationship. Eventually John and Ellen both found out about it and had different reactions.


Can't remember if Bobby was in this story. There was Ellen, Jo, and Ash.

I appreciate any help that anyone can give I would LOVE to read this story again. It was so well written and really struck a lot of chords with me on how I feel about the characters.

Thanks!!f


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hello everybody,

i am desperately searching for a series which described dean and cas relationship over some years. i think it had many parts.
i remember that they married but the thing i remember most is, that in one story they had a fight. cas wanted to go to an art museum and had asked sam because he thought dean didn't want to. dean was hurt by this because he liked spending time with cas even if it means art and told him that in the last years cas sometimes didn't ask if he even wanted to come. i also seem to remember a scene in which they met the parents and cas didn't knew which tie to wear but i have to admit i am not so sure about that. i also think the story starts when they are in high school or college.
i know that isn't much but does anybody know which one i mean.

help would be highly appreciated.....

I actually have 2 possibly overlapping requests.

1.I would love some well written, long J2 fics. I feel like I have read most of what is out there(I am somewhat obsessed), but every once in a while, I will come across something amazing that I have somehow missed. I am up to date on the last 3 years of the SPN J2 Big Bang, as well as the last 2 years of the RPF and Reverse Bang challenges, so if anyone can rec some stuff that is perhaps more obscure, that would be great

2. If there is anything out there, also long and well written, where the sex, while hot and steamy, is not too graphic, would you please rec those too.

Hey there,

I've had a real hankering for a fic where Dean gets sent back in time and finds himself with John and teenage Sammy and he's all bamf, and they find out about Dean's deal, Hell, the Angels and all that! Is there anything at all like this out there!?!?! Angst would be good! But no wincest please. And no season 7 spoilers if you can help it!

Please and thankyou!

I'm looking for any stories featuring female fans of the Supernatural book series who aren't batshit like Becky. I don't care whether Becky herself, or Barnes and Demian for that matter, are included or not, so long as there is at least one prominent female character who is a fan of the Supernatural books and who more closely resembles Jane Averagefan than Stephanie Ware.

looking for another general search.
1. John abuses Dean, or someone else abuses Dean, Sexual and Physial are loved,even more if he's remembering it as an adult. Maybe he ends up telling
Bobby or Sam. Maybe he tells Castiel
2. Dean is sick, he finds out he had cancer or such or he's blind, deaf or an amputee.
3. Dean is a god, a pagan god or something like that.
4. Dean is scared of something or someone.
5. Dean drinking Demon or human blood and Sam catches him.
7. Dean is a demon or angel. or possessed
8.Dean in college, AU with sam(or without) or him going after averting the
apocolypse or before. Him with friends or as an outsider. Love any as long as its Dean(I'll accept Jensen as long, it would be cool if Jensen met Jared in college) or even highschool
9. Dean cuddling after sex or just Cuddling with Castiel, Sam whoever!
10. A drunk Dean spilling something
about his past to Crowley or Ruby or one of the angels making them see something different about him.
11.Dean tries to kill himself, hurt himself or do/does/is addicted to drugs or has an eating disorder, noncon and dubcon welcome
12. Dean with a size kink, he has to be bottom though.
13.Dean mentally ill.
14. Virgin Dean. Whether with guys or just in general.
15. Anything where Dean's homophobic but really gay/bi
and into Sam, Cas, crowley (Someone, anyone) or no one at all.

The mods keep sending it back! Wahh!!! Ah well, I think I got it right this time :)

Hello all, I've looked around quite a bit but I'm having trouble finding many fics like this. I'm looking for fics where Jared or Sam are suffering from some kind insecurity that's really affecting them. The holy grail for me would be a Jared/JDM/Jensen fic where Jared is feeling left out or undeserving or something like that, but I'm down with some unrequited love in general. Sam could be hit with some horrific self-loathing or something. Just something where Sam or Jared are upset/hurty/having a crummy week or year or something and feeling like he's worth a little less than everybody else. Sorry, I know that's pretty specific!

I'm down with gen but slash is preferred (J2, J3, Jared/Jensen/Misha, Jared/Jeff, Jared/Misha, Sam/Dean, Sam/Cas, etc). I love reading the emotional angst. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

Thanks in advance!

Hey guys I'm looking for some "gay for only you" type stories. One can be gay while the other is shocked how attracted he is to the other. Or both Could be straight. Idk, the meds I'm on for the flu is jumbling my thought process. J2 and wincest only

Someone mentioned trying to find this on one of the J2 rec pages but it was never found so I thought I'd try here (cause this site is amazing)

Here's the quote from the site: "There's actually the start of a 'verse out there where Jared has been genetically altered to have a knot. Sadly, I've been unable to find it. It starts with the Js as JDM's, uh, property, and the next two in the verse is just the 2 Js 'performing' on stage. I think the title of the 3rd story is 'Red'."

Hope someone is able to help,
thanks is advance:

I am in the mood for some Sam/Dean fics where Sam is very toppy. I'd like strictly Top!Sam/Bottom!Dean fics, so no switching. I really enjoy D/s, needy!bottom!Dean, dominant!toppy!Sam, jealous!possessive!Sam, protective!Sam, hurt!Dean, curtain!fic, fics during s1-s3 and mPreg, but they don't have to all be in the fic. i don't care as long as Sam is the top (and in charge) and Dean is the bottom.

I'd prefer longer fics with an NC-17 rating or at least an R rating. No death!fic, dark!fic or soulless!Sam fics please.

Thanks in advance!

Hello everybody,
I've got a sudden craving for young!Dean fics confronted with older!Sam. Even season7!Sam.
Wincest or gen, but I prefer wincest.

Especially I would like to read timetravel fic or an AU, when young Dean (13-21 years old) shows up and surprises the Winchesters. Dean would be like: "OMG, I wasn't be LIKE THAT!" :D
His protectiveness concerning older!Sam would make me happy. And his vulnerability, his tough facade... Ugh! And maybe we can have an outsider look (Bobby) on this whole situation? :)

Do you have any ideas? <3

I have read evil, abusive John fics, I have read evil, dark Dean and Sam fics. However Bobby seems to be the Supernatural sacred cow in that to write a story where he's evil or abusive would be to commit the unpardonable sin... or something!

So I got to wondering, are there any fics where Bobby is evil, dark, abusive or whatever?

Bonus points if it's a wee!chester fic where Dean and Sam are dropped off at his house while John is off on a hunt and Bobby is the babysitter from hell!

I'd prefer that it was gen and I won't read anything with wincest or destiel.

And I'd prefer that it was not from Bobby's point of view... I don't like getting into the abuser's head!

Also, it doesn't have to be an abuse story, just anything where Bobby is evil... or even a story where he's crazy.

Hey guys! Do any of you know what happened to the J2 AU 9 to 5 'verse. or ksock? I loved that fic, but it seems that she's deleted her journal. Help, anyone?

Thank you! 

Hello there! :D

I'm looking for any of these stories:

1.) The boys (Dean, Sam and Cas) being suddenly stuck in a video game. I already found a fic with Dean and Cas stuck in the world of Silent Hill (which I have yet to read), but it got me wanting more... hence me posting here. All three boys don't necessarily have to be involved in the game. I just want a video game crossover thingy :)

2.) Kinda similar to #1, except that the boys are actual characters in the video game. This is inspired by artmetica's amazing works here. Another video game crossover/AU thingy. Again, they don't all have to be there.

3.) Lastly, I just want some good ol' fun: the boys playing a video game. Rock Band/ Guitar Hero, Wii Fitness, Super Mario, anything! :D

Hi, this is my first time posting here, so I hope I get this right.  I am looking for a specific fic that has cop Jared pulling over Jensen who is late for an evening at Chris' house.  They have sex at the roadside and Jared drives off.  When Jensen gets to Chris' house he meets Jared again who is a new friend of one of the other guys there. Jared makes it clear that its just sex, no relationship.  There is then a sequel where Jared keeps coming over to Jensens house for sex, Jensen wants a relationship but Jared wont commit.  Jared is investigating a series of arson attacks on the gay community.  Jensen then gets caught up in a fire at a community centre.

I really hope that this is enough for someone to identify the story as I have been looking for it for the last 2 hours!

Many thanks for all your help.

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Vague details. Jared/Jensen in a BDSM club setting. They call each other Mr. Pot and Mr.Kettle.

Trying to find a fic I read where Cas has vacated Jimmy and him and Dean move into a house together. Jimmy and Cas still speak to eachother, and Dean and Jimmy are awkward for a while but then it ends with hot sex. Anyone know the one I'm talking about?

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I am looking for a fic where the cast and crew of Supernatural are having a wrap/reunion party on a boat and a storm comes and one of the Js falls overboard and then the other jumps in to save him. They get stranded on an island and have to find ways to survive.

Thanks!

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Hello everyone :)

Could some one please rec me a few good Season 7 Sam/Dean fics?
I'm craving wincest that takes place in Season 7 !

I prefer top!Sam and bottom!Dean.

I don't read :
mpreg
non-con
Sam/OMC
Dean/OMC

Thanks in advance!

:)