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13 November 2011 @ 03:47 pm
Insecure!Sam/Jared  
Hello all, I've looked around quite a bit but I'm having trouble finding many fics like this. I'm looking for fics where Jared or Sam are suffering from some kind insecurity that's really affecting them. The holy grail for me would be a Jared/JDM/Jensen fic where Jared is feeling left out or undeserving or something like that, but I'm down with some unrequited love in general. Sam could be hit with some horrific self-loathing or something. Just something where Sam or Jared are upset/hurty/having a crummy week or year or something and feeling like he's worth a little less than everybody else. Sorry, I know that's pretty specific!

I'm down with gen but slash is preferred (J2, J3, Jared/Jensen/Misha, Jared/Jeff, Jared/Misha, Sam/Dean, Sam/Cas, etc). I love reading the emotional angst. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

Thanks in advance!
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[identity profile] trishabooms.livejournal.com on November 13th, 2011 09:46 pm (UTC)
I have one that might fit the bill.

Jared is a struggling artist living hand to mouth in New York. Life has treated him incredibly badly, he's suffering from asthma, has self esteem issues and has no idea where to turn. Then one of his paintings is bought by the mysterious JD Morgan.

It's Jeff/Jensen/Jared and it's set in the world Charlaine Harris created in the Sookie Stackhouse novels. It's called Artfully Dead (http://trishabooms.livejournal.com/206595.html)
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[identity profile] cherry916.livejournal.com on November 13th, 2011 10:25 pm (UTC)
Here some fics where Jared is shy

Shy!Jared (http://delicious.com/cherry619/shy!jared) @ my delicious
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wolfish_willow: Jared - smile[identity profile] wolfish-willow.livejournal.com on November 14th, 2011 02:12 am (UTC)
You're my kinda person. ^-^ There aren't nearly enough of those kinds of fics out there (at least that I can find).

Here's an insecure!Jared fic I like. Jared's got some self-esteem issues:

Man in the Water (http://morrezela.livejournal.com/4738.html)
Summary: From the spnkink_meme Prompt: "Jared has taken to waking up really early in the morning so that he can get a prime spot - every morning he spies on Jensen who swims/baths in the lake in forest. Jared thinks that Jensen is beautiful, but he, Jared, is too shy to talk to him. Jared has taken to leaving little tokens for Jensen to find - a carving, flowers, a fluffy towel - anything he can think of to get Jensen to smile."

And these are the ones in my bookmarks. All J2, wish I had some more pairing variety for ya:

To Know You is To Love You
Summary: Jared has issues only Jensen sees. Jensen wants to be there for him. Angst and shmoop, basically.

Keeping up Appearances (http://timehasa-way.livejournal.com/67571.html)
Summary: There are reasons why Jared is the way he is on the outside. He doesn't keep many secrets, but he can be a lot more insecure than most people realize. Bad memories and a long week of work are bringing him down. He needs Jensen to lift him back up.

Because Jensen is Hot and Jared Knows It (http://padacklesrps.livejournal.com/2213561.html)
Summary: No one likes to talk about their insecurities, not even Jensen and Jared.

And so long I've wanted some insecure!Jared in a threesome feeling undeserving/left out. Hope there's something like that out there. :) (http://silverstrings.livejournal.com/13876.html) ()
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