Allright, so I've read A LOT of Destiel, like tons. But I want some longer ones, mostly ones I know I can't rip through in a day. The only real requirement is Destiel. Canon, AUs, whatever, just no J2 or misha or Wincest. Don't mind it, but don't like it, ya know? Crossovers are good. I'd prefer Cas to still be an angel (if canon), but if he's Fallen, he's Fallen. End!verse is acceptable, dark!fics only if they're amazingly well done. And WIPs do NOT SCARE ME. I'm surviving Redemption Road, afterall.

Hopefully one where Dean doesn't have a big gay freak out. Freak outs in general are okay, though. Bonus points for anyone who rustles up Cas having a big interspecies relationship freak out! That would be sweet. Serious bonus points if you can find an always-a-girl!dean or Cas. Any sort of rating, any sort of kink. Gay porn does not scare me. In fact, I triple dog dare you to find me something raunchy enough to put me off reading it in public.

Now FYI, I am reading Unexpected Destinies and Redemption Road, and I've read Thursday's Child (and many, many others). Obviously most fics aren't that length, so maybe over 50k as a bottom line?

I'm not necessarily looking for new, just new for me. Which is...nonspecific, but I'd thought I'd give it a shot. In one of those moods for a good distraction, you know?

Hope I got the tags right.

erm...Actually I don`t remember much about the story. Just at the beginning, Jared was thinking about how his life was perfect- two dogs and a nice co-worker. And the story happened at Season1, when they started shooting, a crazy fan sent a mail saying that Dean loved his brother and it`s wrong for Sam to treat him like that. Jared didn`t take it too seriously but Jen was frightened. 

That`s all I remember. I`d appreciate it if you guys can offer me some help. 

Link: http://lady-krystal-79.livejournal.com/2070.html

I've just finished reading a dark fic and in the mood for more, but there's a certain kind of dark fic I'm looking for: because of all things Dean's endured especially the blows he took from Sam, Dean commits suicide. Whether or not he succeeds I want the story to focus on the aftermath and how it affects Sam (preferably he's overcome with guilt and grief). No need for it to Gen/Slash and/or AU/canon.
(I'm crying on inside because I am such a Dean fan T_T)
Thanks :)

Hello!

I was wondering if anyone has a copy of the 'verse 'tomorrow the green grass' by maerhys or know where I can find it? I saw a couple of recs to that story and I'm dying to read it, but now the author's journal and AO3 is completely closed down. I tried emailing the author for permission a few days ago but I didn't receive any reply, so I hope this is okay.

If anybody has it or know where I can find it please email me to: todokanai@gmail.com (any other stories by this author would be welcome too). I can even take care of sending to other people who requests if necessary.

Thank you very much!

UPDATE: Download link in comments thanks to meus_venator!!

Hi! I know, I not give you enough about this story but you are all amuzing and maybe somebody will recognize it. So specific teen story.They live in Salem . I think that Dean is 14. He and a group of friend try to sacrificed a 10 years old. John save him or something and than punish Dean with a belting. Like I said, is not much, and I am not sure is all like that but if it sound familiar please.....