In this story, Sam has a long-term infection and it puts him in a rehab facility for many months. The first scene is the day Sam is released. Sam is still VERY weak and needs a wheelchair. Dean takes him to an apartment that he got them that is handicapped accessible. There is a pool and spa nearby that will help with Sam's rehab. Also there is a lake (and turtles) that Dean takes Sam to to help him walk again. Also there is a scene where Sam try's to drown himself in the spa when Dean isn't looking. Thank goodness Dean arrives just in time.

Any ideas? I know this a a ff.net story. Thanks!!!

Can you send me GEN stories where Sam is hurt worse then he seems from the car accident. I especially like the ones where Dean is wrapped up in his own grief that he doesn't realize Sam was hurt too.

I remember one story where Sam works in a diner while Sam and Dean live with Bobby. Dean doesn't realize Sam is working. Sam collapses at work and gets fired. Bobby finally gets Dean to realize Sam in not ok and Dean goes to the diner to get Sam only to find out Sam was fired and was walking home sick.

I have traversed all of the pdf links on here and around LJ, and the place where Big_pink's pdfs used to be is gone. If someone could upload it for me, I'd greatly appreciate it.

I have traversed all of the pdf links on here and around LJ, and the place where Big_pink's pdfs used to be is gone. Google links and the link on her site does not work.

If someone could upload it for me, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Are there any fics where always-a-girl!Dean gets pregnant pre series? I would like something where John disapproves and wants Dean to get an abortion, but Dean wants to keep the baby. I don't know if such a thing exists, but I'd love to read it if it does.

If there's only mpreg of this I'll read that, as long as it focuses on the John-Dean conflict.

Hello! Are there any J2 AUs where Jared and Jensen maybe work on a show or a movie as child actors? Or maybe they are famous for music or something as children? I'm curious to see if any fics have dealt with the pressures of growing up famous for one or both of the Js. It can be gen, het, slash, and have any warnings. I don't mind really dark fics and I don't mind really schmoopy fics!

I was just thinking about how crazy and difficult it is for famous kids like the Culkins or Lindsey Lohan or Justin Beiber to grow up normal and was wondering if there were any fics exploring that phenomena.

Thanks!

I'm looking for a Stargate crossover that I read years ago and didn't save. It was actually the first Supernatural fic that I read, way back before I had even heard of the show.

It was a BDSM/Slave fic. Dean was captured by/sold to John Sheppard and taken to an island to be trained as a pleasure slave. Cam Mitchell was one of the trainers, Daniel Jackson was either a slave or a trainer, Rodney McKay was Sheppard's slave/sub. It was pretty long, and there was a sex scene in a cave. I think that it ended with Dean/Cam. I don't know if any other Spn characters were in it because at the time, I didn't know who anyone in Spn was.

I really hope someone knows what this fic is. I would love to read it again.

I'm looking for a specific fic in which Sam is sent to an alternate reality (by Gabriel, and against sam's will) in which he died as a baby. Sam exists as a ghost in this reality and is connected with dean so can't move very far from him. Dean can sense sam, but doesn't know who he is at first: he doesn't remember his brother sam because his parents never talked about him. Eventually Dean figures it out, and with the help of his amulet his real memories return to him (he was sent from the real universe along with sam but his memories were erased).

Turns out that Gabriel was working with the fates (unhappily), who were trying to restart the apocalypse, and this was a trial run, trying to get sam to agree that his family would have been happier if he had died as a baby. However, Lucifer still escaped and the Winchesters still hunted. Things aren't better.

specific scenes:

Sam communicates through txts and the computer.
Dean finds sams headstone at the cemetery- confronts his parents.
Sam walks over deans amulet on the ground and dean can see him.
Dean and John trap Sam in a salt ring- it hurts sam.

I know that Misha and Jared roomed in a house together with two other roommates who didn't get along, and communicated this through post-it notes. I think the two of them end up seeking refuge with Jensen's roommate (maybe Chris?) and eventually Jensen and Jared end up together. I also remember that Jared and Misha were very physically affectionate!

I'm pretty sure Chris and Steve were in it, and maybe also JDM?

1) I am looking for one specific, abandoned WIP fic from the kink meme (I think). In it, Misha was an abused slave. He ends up being bought by JDM (who also owns Jensen). Misha makes up outrageous stories and has odd habits as a result of his abuse (he makes up a story about saving a child to explain whip marks).

2) Looking for Castiel-centric whump or hurt/comfort stories. Any pairings or ratings. But I would prefer fics written within the last year (around the time I stopped reading most SPN fics). Happy endings please.

3) Misha-centric whump or hurt/comfort. Any pairings or ratings. Happy endings only.

edit: Specific Found. Still looking for Generals.