I just finished reading the amazing first time Dean/Sam fic "And So It Begins" by [livejournal.com profile] kuhekabir/[livejournal.com profile] kuhekabir_fics (you have to request an add for access but it is SO worth it) and the deeper into it I got, the more I realized how original it is. I'm not going to spoil it, but it prompted this request, so at least you get a hint. I'm looking for first time Dean/Sam fic in which, despite the boys' upbringing to hate and kill everything supernatural without hesitation, they begin to realize that the world just isn't as black and white as their father and most other hunters make it out to be, and that there are truly grey areas. Once in a while on the show the boys have empathy for monsters, but I want to see them actually team up with them in a real way, where the hunters and the monsters are really friends or even family and truly care about each other. In this case, I'm not counting Angels, although they are of course welcome as well. But I want to see the brothers and possibly even the Angels (Castiel and Gabriel are my favorites) and/or Bobby build a sort of team with other supernatural creatures that either aren't evil at all or, better yet, are somewhat evil but only to those who deserve it. If John is around, though, I'd prefer him to be awful because I just love to hate that man. Then, in the midst of all of that, Dean and Sam either fall in love or finally give in to a love that's already there. Maybe with some good advice from their new friends? I don't really care about the rating as long as it's well written but I'd really prefer longer stories. Are there fics like this out there or am I dreamin'? Oh, and if their aren't any with Dean/Sam, Gen with a strong brotherly relationship would rock as well. Established is also okay if you can find Dean/Sam but not first time. The boys' unlikely new friends can be characters from the actual show, completely made up, or a mix. I'm not picky. Thanks, all!
 
 
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03 July 2013 @ 09:26 am
It's been a while since I have done this so if this sucks please let me know how I can fix it. I hate to put more work on the mods.

I read this fic ages and ages ago.

It might be Wincest and underage and kid!fic. But I am not sure.

What I remember  -

John, Dean and Sam are hunting down a Succubus that's been making trouble. They're out in the woods and they find the thing but the Succubus fights back and in the mayhem is able to turn John and Dean into Succubi as well. (I can't remember the word for the male version but I know there is one) Sam tries to deal with it and they go to a cabin in the woods where people aren't around - or it was their base camp before they started to hunt down the monster, it's been so long since I read it  - anyway. Sam tries to deal but Succubi needs certain things and he can't do it so he seals his Dad and Brother in using salt along the property lines and he leaves.

There is something about him hearing them scream for him or something. I dunno.

And then Sam goes back. I'm not sure if he talked to someone or what, but he goes back to help them and I honestly don't know if it's Psychic-Succubus where they feed off other people's feelings - like Psychic Vampires - or if it's the real sex or what. All I know is that somehow a Succubus is involved.

Any help much appreciated.

EDIT - story/Link found in comments.
 
 
03 July 2013 @ 11:12 am
Was a WIP last I saw it,but that was a while ago. Didn't see it under the slavery tag.

What I remember...
1. Jensen is the owner and he buys Jared along with other "damaged" slaves
2. Jensen moves back home to where they are much more harsh with the treatment of slaves then where he had been living.
3. Jared is an ex-show slave and has a fake smile that Jensen hates
4. Jared had been operated on by his old owner so he can't get an erection
5. Jared is the only slave out of the bunch Jensen purchased that he uses for sexual purposes and the rest are put to cooking, cleaning, gardening, etc...

Hopefully that's detailed enough to trigger someone's memory :)
 
 
I've come across several Sam saves Dean from Hell fics, but none where Dean saves Sam. Are there any of those out there? Also, outside of "The Last Outpost Of All There Is" by Eighth_Horizon, I haven't been able to find any fics in which Dean and Sam are basically the last Humans left (whether in their own world, some alternate world they get sent to, are taken prisoner somewhere with only each other for contact, or whatever else you might think of along those lines) and first time Dean/Sam eventually happens. Although it could be for a lot of reasons (anxiety, desperation, loneliness, or whatever) I would still like to see the love between them. If they are later somehow saved they should stay together by choice, please. For this one, please don't rec me any Gen or established. Longer is better and I like mature ratings but if the fic is good it isn't a necessity. I would like complete or at least regularly updated WIPs, please. Thanks everyone!
 
 
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03 July 2013 @ 12:49 pm
I was wondering if you guys could help me to find those two AU fics I read a while ago and couldn't find again.

1. alpha!beta!omega!fic where J² meet at a family reunion or something (they were cousins, I think). Jared was a teen and Jensen a couple of years older. They met and knew they were mates. Basically a PWP with that bit of plot. It was a short fic, max. 3000 words. Oh yes, and Jensen runs a flower store in that one. And Jareds grandmother was the one who knew what's happening when all the other were just like wtf...
That's all I remember...

2. A very shy Jensen stalks Jared and leaves every day baked goods on his doorstep. Jared wants to meet and thank him, but Jensen runs away. In the end they get together, but Jensen has a hard time with people he doesn't know. There was also a very protective Chris...

Any hints would be really really awesome!!!
Thank you guys :)

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03 July 2013 @ 01:38 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a fic that i read some time ago but i cant remember the title or the author. It's set in season six and basically Cas is making technically immoral decisions so he can win the war against Raphael, and it's corrupting his grace and (i think maybe) killing him. So he gives a part of his grace to Dean for safekeeping because as long as there is a part of his grace that remains pure he can use it to heal his own grace. I think that it mixes with deans soul and when he tries to get it out again he takes part of dean with it and they end up bound together? i'm a little hazy about that bit. And then there's a sequel from Sam's pov where they get his soul out of the cage and he sees how Dean and Castiel's relationship has changed. My thanks to anyone who can help me find this becuase i really want to re-read it :)
Edit: Found!
 
 
03 July 2013 @ 02:53 pm
Hi,

I think this could be considered an AU request. I was wondering if anyone out there knows of any stories that have Sam trying to commit suicide when he finds out he is Lucifer's Vessel.

The twist I was looking for on this story is that I would like to read stories were he does this in font of Dean? Like Dean sees Sam repeatedly try to kill himself so he won't let Dean down or become the Devil's vessel?

Any other stories that have Dean dealing with the fact that he knows Sam tried many, many times to kill himself or is trying to because Dean did not want to be with him anymore?

Thank you in advance for any help you can provide.
 
 
03 July 2013 @ 05:32 pm

Can anyone find me the J2 fic "Smells like Teen Spirit" I don't know who its by but I can't find it on J2 fics anymore. To clarify it is the fic where Jensen is gothic  and everyone calls him panda and Jared is very preppy and falls in love with gothic Jensen. I love this ficad have read it about 4 times and am so bummed I can no longer locate it. It starts in highschool and I believe continues through college.

 
 
I remember reading an AU fic about model Jared.
Jensen was his employer or maybe owned a modelling agency. I'm not sure.
Jensen has this pool party, where everybody bangs the hell out of a very willing Jared.
[should I have put that in the cut? I haven't gotten the hang of how things work here. So, my apologies in advance.]
Jared first pretends like he doesn't want it, bu he secretly does, and winks at Jensen to let him to know that he's enjoying himself.
Details! )
The possibility of a romantic J2 relationship in the future was hinted at.
Anybody have a clue which fic I'm talking about?
And if you aren't familiar with the story, anything similar you'd like to recommend?
 
 
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03 July 2013 @ 08:21 pm
I was reading the fic Uprising by when I was reminded a fic I read a while ago. However, I don't remember much.

Details: Cas is trying to clean his locker after it has been vandalized with spray paint (or something) when Dean comes across him. Dean asks Cas if he needs help cleaning it up. Eventually the two of them get to know each and start to date. Later on, Dean confesses to Cas that he was the one to put the graffiti on Cas' locker, so that he could have an excuse to talk to him.
 
 
Seriously, this is one of my favorite fics ever. And so I been out of the fandom for awhile, and I come back and suddenly the story is gone and I can't find it anywhere on the net. I tried wayback machine, I tried scrolling through Rei C's journal, and I have tried to find her on A03. And I still can't find it, and I'm about to pull what's left of my hair out! Can someone point in the direction of where this fic is, and if it's permanently taken off the internet can someone email me a copy?

Please, pretty please?
 
 
03 July 2013 @ 09:21 pm
Hello, I recently got into RPS and I just had a general au request.

I would love to read some long, angsty, au, Jensen centered fics. I don't care about who he's paired with, as long as it's angsty. I do prefer a happy ending, though!

Hooker!Jensen fics would also be appreciated!

Bottom!Jensen is preferred.

Lastly, please no character/people hate. No bitch!Danneel/Gen/Vicky, please.

Thank you guys! I hope to read some good fics! <3