I'm looking for a Wincest BDSM fic where Dean is the sub and has a flashback to Alistair or Hell without Sam noticing. Then when it's noticed, fluffiness and cuddles.

So i stepped away from the spn fandom for awhile when i was into other stuff and when coming back i lost these two fics.

1. Dean and Cas end up trapped either by Lucifer himself or one of his lackeys, he puts a have sex or die spell on Dean and leaves them trapped, Dean tells Cas he should just stay away that he doesn't want Cas to have to have sex to save him, Cas talks to Jimmy to get permission to use his body in such a fashion which Jimmy grants and is actually really nice about it and even explains to Cas what he needs to do to help Dean. the fic it majority if not all Cas' POV. It might have been the first in a series that i think included Gabriel but that i'm not sure on.

2. John somehow finds out about angels sells Sam to them in exchange for info on the demon that killed married. Dean finds out as John is about to hand Sam over and when he realizes he has no way of stopping it he demands to go with Sam the angel says yes despite John's protests and the go, Sam is given to Gabe and Dean to Cas. what i remember the most after that is that Dean and Cas falling in love slowly while Dean is still trying to figure out what happened to Sam. i remember a scene with Balthazar where either Dean or Cas is jealous of the interaction that the other has with Bal and I think it was right after that they admit to having feelings for each other, i know it ends with the brothers reunited and Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabe pairings, and maybe some sort of confrontation with John but i could be wrong about that.

Thanks in advance,Kat

ETA:Both found!!! Links in comments.

I've been trying to find this story for a long time and it's killing me. I don't remember much, but here's what I think I remember:

I'm pretty sure it was pre-series, but it could have been during the first season. Either way John was alive.

Either Dean finds out John wants to kill Sam because of the demon blood, or Dean finds out John was abusing Sam and he takes Sam and the Impala and they run.

John finds out and chases after them in his truck. They crash the Impala somehow (on purpose) and they both die. I think the very end is from the POV of a cop or someone and he's talking about how one of them crashed through the windshield (although that could have been from another story I read). The cop notes that Johns on the pavement crying, feeling all guilty.

Sorry I don't remember much, but hopefully someone out there can help me out.

Hi,

I'm looking for fic that addresses issues of over-responsibility perhaps guilt over failing loved ones, from a position of feeling responsible for them.

An obvious example would be Dean facing/exploring/experiencing/dealing with his notion that his role in the world is to take care of Sam, of John, of people who need help, of the world. I prefer fic in which he works through it and reaches a better place, but any fic that seriously addresses this is appreciated.

Or it can be about Sam feeling the same -the hell he went through for not having been able to save Dean, for instance.


So many people in the 'verse might feel similar feelings...

Any or no pairing, rating, RPF or FPF welcome. My favs are Wincest, J2 or Sassy, but really, any fic would be great.


Thanks!

Are there any j2 or wincest fics where they both were married and divorced later. Then for some reason they meet again and realize how much they loved each other? (Preferably bottom dean/jen)

Does anyone have a copy of "Tuesday's Gone" by Yourperiphery they'd be willing to send me please?

my email is wsalgado08 @yahoo .com

TIA