So i stepped away from the spn fandom for awhile when i was into other stuff and when coming back i lost these two fics.

1. Dean and Cas end up trapped either by Lucifer himself or one of his lackeys, he puts a have sex or die spell on Dean and leaves them trapped, Dean tells Cas he should just stay away that he doesn't want Cas to have to have sex to save him, Cas talks to Jimmy to get permission to use his body in such a fashion which Jimmy grants and is actually really nice about it and even explains to Cas what he needs to do to help Dean. the fic it majority if not all Cas' POV. It might have been the first in a series that i think included Gabriel but that i'm not sure on.

2. John somehow finds out about angels sells Sam to them in exchange for info on the demon that killed married. Dean finds out as John is about to hand Sam over and when he realizes he has no way of stopping it he demands to go with Sam the angel says yes despite John's protests and the go, Sam is given to Gabe and Dean to Cas. what i remember the most after that is that Dean and Cas falling in love slowly while Dean is still trying to figure out what happened to Sam. i remember a scene with Balthazar where either Dean or Cas is jealous of the interaction that the other has with Bal and I think it was right after that they admit to having feelings for each other, i know it ends with the brothers reunited and Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabe pairings, and maybe some sort of confrontation with John but i could be wrong about that.

Thanks in advance,Kat

ETA:Both found!!! Links in comments.