Hi guys! So I'm still looking for a lengthy military fic wherein Jared is a cadet and Jensen is an officer. It's sort of sci-fi. Jared has some sort of scar/mark on his arm that signifys he's a lesser being or lesser rank. Jensen has super strength and only requires sleep a couple hours a night. Jared's almost gang-raped by his fellow cadets, but Jensen kicks in a steel door to rescue him. Then he proceeds to train Jared to fight better. They eventually fall in love, but it's a little angsty, especially after the training base is bombed and some people die.

Please tell me this rings a bell. This is the last fic I need to find after *years* of reading without bookmarking very well.

FOUND: Bring the Rain, 70k

In a future torn apart by war, Jared and Jensen were two orphans just trying to survive in the filthy slums of Dallas, Texas. But when Jared was kidnapped and nearly sold to a prostitution ring, Jensen signed himself over to the military’s Supersoldier program, effectively giving up his life and his memories so that the government would keep Jared safe. Now, fourteen years later, Scout Padalecki has arrived on a military base in Boulder, Colorado, intent on finding a Supersoldier with hazel-green eyes, but when he meets Captain Ackles, it quickly becomes apparent that things aren’t going to be as easy as he’d hoped. Struggling with his own emotions and a Jensen who doesn’t remember who he is, Jared must find a way to save them both – before the war destroys everything they’ve worked so hard to build.

Hi!

I'm looking for a specific J2 verse that I read on AO3 a few months ago. It was mostly not an explicit verse. J2 are friends with benefits but Jared has feelings for Jensen and gets pregnant. They become an exclusive couple and it's mostly schmoopy, sweet, and very funny. I think they named their daughter Isabella and the verse was called "Children of July" or something like that. It had July in the name, at least. Some verse installments I recall: one about naming the baby, one about Jared getting morning sickness, one about what color to paint the baby's room.

I've tried googling it and searching through the mpreg but I can't seem to find it! I'd be forever grateful for any help locating the fic on AO3 or if the author has posted it on any other site.

Thanks! <3

I'm hoping someone has a pdf of Sleeping with the Enemy by lynns118 to share. I've seen it recced a few places and went to check it out, but it seems the author took it down. I didn't see anything about preferring it not to be shared.

Fingers crossed!

FOUND! Thanks to wataru_kisugi. I'm happy to email a copy to anyone else who wants one.

Hi everyone! I'm in need of your help once again, I was so sure I had the fic bookmarked, but I went through all my bookmarks and searched everywhere I could think of, and no dice. Unfortunately I remember only bits and pieces, and I have a feeling I may be mixing up a few fics, but here's what I got:

It's pre-series. Dean is away (somewhere? On a solo hunt?), Sam (14? 16?) was left with John. When Dean comes back, he finds Sam feverish (?) and beat up, packing his things to leave. Basically, John arranged some sort of "hunters' coming of age" thing for Sam while Dean was away. A bunch of his hunter buddies broke in during the night, grabbed Sam off to the woods somewhere, roughed him up, the works (I remember one of them dousing Sam with cold water at some point?). Eventually Sam gave them the slip, they chased him awhile through the woods. Then the thing is over (don't remember how), they're all slapping Sam on the back and congratulating him on being so tough and Sam freaks out because John didn't tell him it was all planned. Dean goes ballistic upon hearing all this, because I think John warned Dean about the "coming of age thing", and it was nowhere near as intense as what Sam had to go through. I think the fic ends with Dean grabbing Sam and them running away from John together? The fic was split POV - Dean's for current events, and Sam for the whole "coming of age" thing. The fic was also definitely BAMF!Sam and asshole!John.

Anything about this sound familiar at all? Any fics in the similar vein also welcome. Please and thank you.

I have just read the very bad news some posts down that http://www.sinful-desire.org/ might be shut down on March 15th. I think this would be a very heavy blow for all of us.

I have just started to become familiar with the site and now I would like to copy and paste as many stories as possible that aren't to be found anywhere else. The problem is, I really don't know where to start since there is such a myriad of great-looking stories there and time is rather short. I would start with the top ten lists there but beyond that I really don't know. So I thought I would come to you for your input.

Could you please give me your recs for stories there that you think are awesome and should be read? Please only J2 or stories where Sam and Dean aren't brothers. Or regular Sam/Dean when you think the story is so awesome that even someone not normally into Wincest should give it a shot.

I look forward to your recs!

Hi everyone. I finished reading the wonderful reinventing love verse by the talented _mournthewicked for the billionth time, and I realized that the links to the pdfs for the entire verse was not working.

I was wondering if anyone had pdfs for the fics in that verse? Whether it be all one pdf or each fic a separate one, I would love if it could be sent to me.

I'm looking for AU Destiel fics with hurt Dean - it can be the focus of the fic or just a part of it. I'd just really like to see Cas taking care of Dean.
While I'm really craving AUs, if you have any amazing canon-based fics with Castiel taking care of hurt Dean, I'd love to read those as well! Especially if it's future fic or something with an established relationship.
Thanks!