I’m looking for any kind of fics where Dean / Jensen is kidnapped / abused / raped by his kidnappers. I’m not looking for anything to gory - I’m not really into graphic descriptions of torture / blood. But abuse and rape is fine -hope that makes sense- also maybe even Sam / Jared is kidnapped with him and has to watch as the kidnappers violate Dean / Jensen?

probably read this years ago. all i remember is that it was a decent length — lots of pining and accidental touches. not sure what season, but somewhere in the middle. it focuses on the boys time together between hunts. they drove around, and went to a carnival. one of them wins something and gives it to a kid. in the parking lot sam like falls into dean.