Hey, I was wondering if anyone had a copy of the above fic? I wastrying to find it on ao3 but it seems to be deleted.

Any help would be great!!!

Thanks!!!!
 
 
28 October 2018 @ 01:09 am

looking for the story The Autistic Son of mine. Summary: Sam's a different kid. John knows that, because he's nothing like Dean was. But he's not disabled. He can't be. But he is and John struggles to come to terms with it.

I have found this description and really want to read it. Can anyone help me find it? I don't know who its by or what website its on or anything. Would seriously love any help!

Thanks 

 
 
28 October 2018 @ 12:25 pm
I'm generally looking for all kinds of really well-written Sam/Cas stories, but especially ones that include Dean as a focal point. There can be any reason, really. Dean's unhappy with their relationship or jealous, Dean's gone and they're mourning him, Sam or Cas have or had a relationship with Dean or there's unrequited love on either side. Sam/Cas from Dean's perspective would also be amazing, as long as he's not just happy about it.

I'd prefer if it weren't AU or A/B/O, and I like dark and sad better than fluff, but I'd take anything.

For reference I'm thinking of Balder12's "The Clothes don't us right (the maddening loop remix)" (which has prompted this search, because it devasted me by being so perfect), Trojie's "I'm always dragging that horse around" and orbiting_sun's "The Island of Misfit Boys".

 
 
28 October 2018 @ 04:21 pm

I recently read a fic that had Sam dealing with trauma from the cage. I think it might have been curtain!fic but I'm not sure. In it Sam spoke Enochian and he was talking to Cas.  There was mention about how it was easier to talk about things in Enochian because they're talking about Lucifer and the different words for love. One of the ways they said it was translated by the author as possession, obsession. 

 
 
28 October 2018 @ 08:21 pm

I need help finding a story that I read recently.  Sam is being abused by John because he found out he wasn't his son.  They are in a cabin that is family of Bobby and Karen and John sends Dean to run some errand.  However Dean is told to return home and protects Sam.  I have searched all over.  Any help would be appreciated