Okay, i realize the header is reeeeeeally corny but i just watched Shadow last night (first time in a buncha months, cuz honestly? Not one of my favs) and....SAM'S SPEECH! The LEAVING YOU ONCE THIS IS ALL OVER SPEECH! It ripped out my heart and fed it to a Daeva, mmmkay? 

So what I'm looking for are fics that....i dunno, pertain to that and/or allude to it or just plain HAVE SAM PROOVE TO DEAN THAT HE'S IN THIS FOR THE LONG HAUL?!??! And not just cuz of Dad, because the show does that for us. I want Sam to stay for Dean.

Can you hear me implying wincest? YS PLZ. Wincest preferred, gen okay as long as there are chick flick moments my brain can perv up.

THANKS