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17 March 2009 @ 05:43 pm

Extreme Angst!

Hey everyone...I'm back with another request.

I'm looking for j2 or j3 with *extreme* angst. You know, the ones where Jensen has panic attacks, or freaks out so much he passes out or hyperventilates. Bonus points if Jared's the one taking care of him (although Jeff is great too.)

I have already read Deathknell, Do I Seem Bulletproof to You, Days In our Lives, kept boy verse, sick verse, and in a mirror distorted and indistinct. So...yea. I'm looking for something along those lines, AUs are fine, slave fics are fine, really I just want angst.

Thanks!

Tags: genre: rpf

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rubidium.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2009 10:45 pm (UTC)

Do you have links for Deathknell or the kept boy verse?
(She said, with her fist in her mouth and looking down at her feet)
I love overly emotionally traumatised Jensen. Eurgh, I'm such a foul person.
I will try to find you some fic, and return when I do.
Thanks!

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rubidium.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2009 11:02 pm (UTC)

Thanks ever so!

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rubidium.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2009 11:01 pm (UTC)

Oh, wait, you must have read this:http://felisblanco.livejournal.com/853693.html
Jensen has many many flaily moments, and is occasionally heavily medicated. :)
http://community.livejournal.com/super_real/107767.html
THAT one has Jensen freaking out whenever he thinks of being in love with Jared. Panic attacks + pills for panic attacks, I believe.
I have read alot, but I don't bookmark things. Silly, I know.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:19 am (UTC)

The first I read, and the second I'm going to try to work my way through. I get intimidated by long fics lol, but I read them all in the end.

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rei17.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2009 11:46 pm (UTC)

http://paleogymnast.livejournal.com/8923.html
"The story of how we really met"
I cannot stop reccing this story. J2, angsty, and Jensen has serious issues in this one. Chris and Jared (later on) are really protective and take care of him.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 01:30 am (UTC)

Read that lol just forgot to mention it.
thanks!

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celtprincess13.livejournal.com on March 17th, 2009 11:58 pm (UTC)

The Jensen Inside verse is very angsty and quite long, so long in fact, that I've not yet read it all. But Jensen is a complete mess in it and Jared does his best to take care of him.

Starts here: Jensen Inside (http://not-refined.livejournal.com/?skip=60&tag=jensen+inside+%27verse)

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 02:30 am (UTC)

Woah. This is really intense...not quite what I'm looking for though but still a really good read so far.
Thanks!

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wataru-kisugi.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 02:32 am (UTC)

This Is How A Heart Breaks (http://soledadseraph.livejournal.com/8768.html)
by

soledadseraph

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:20 am (UTC)

Is this a sequel to something? I like to read all the fics in a series, haha otherwise I feel like I'm missing out!

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wataru-kisugi.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 06:34 am (UTC)

Oh, sorry. Yes, it's a sequel to Lost (http://soledadseraph.livejournal.com/6048.html).

It's sad and powerful with many angst.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 23rd, 2009 12:56 am (UTC)

Just read both...sooo good!
Has she added any new chapters lately?

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wesgibson.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 03:14 am (UTC)

Have you read Snapshots? It's a WIP but it's already over 200,000 long too.
http://community.livejournal.com/spirit_boys/?tag=snapshots

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:17 am (UTC)

Yup...I can't wait for an update!
Its soooo good.

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layne67.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 03:38 am (UTC)

Little Bottles (http://janissa11.livejournal.com/218690.html) by

janissa11.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:26 am (UTC)

Just read it...short but so sweet!
Thanks for the rec.

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catnthecradle.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 06:16 am (UTC)

"What You See On The Outside Isn't Always What You'll Find Within"
http://arabia764.livejournal.com/202420.html#cutid1
Ex-slave Jared and grieving/suicidal Jensen

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:16 am (UTC)

Read that...but I just re-read it. So glad I did. Thanks!!!

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osmalic.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)

Stumbling Towards Something Real (http://allie-quixotic.livejournal.com/tag/stumbling+towards+something+real)
Jensen doesn't have much panic attacks, but he does have a problem and Jared takes care of him. Not-AU except for some cons Jensen attended, I think.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 23rd, 2009 01:00 am (UTC)

Yea I read this a while ago -goes off to reread-
thanks again!

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spn-2008.livejournal.com on March 18th, 2009 05:48 pm (UTC)

Out Ta Get Me (http://cream-fudge.livejournal.com/tag/out+ta+get+me) (Jensen is a writer and suffers from a severe agoraphobia. When Jared has to leave for a few days, a dangerous stranger with dark intentions breaks into the mansion.

Only After Disaster can we be Resurrected (http://chase-acow.livejournal.com/193638.html) (Summary: Jared's life gets turned upside down when he rescues and befriends a man from a seedy underground fighting ring)

An Unkindness of Ravens (http://community.livejournal.com/real_imaginings/5922.html) (Jensen can't remember what it was like to be free. It had been so long since he had been. The sacrifice had been worth it though - hadn't it?)

Halfway Home (http://community.livejournal.com/paynodebts/6597.html#cutid1) (Jared has lost his wife and Jensen has lost his mind. In the end they're both okay, as long as they keep driving)

Have you seen him whom my soul loves (http://veronamay.livejournal.com/624424.html) (Matthew 26:41—"Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.")

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:14 am (UTC)

the second, third, and fifth I've already read, but I'm off to read the other two now! Thanks so much.

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spn-2008.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:22 am (UTC)

You're welcome
And Tilted (http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/20372.html) and Tilted: Aslant (http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/34273.html)?

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:37 am (UTC)

O.M.G.
I was literally just thinking "huh. there was this great story where Jared is pushy and Jensen is blind. Maybe I'll post and see if someone can find it?"
And then I clicked on the link above, started reading and actually scared my cat off of my lap by jumping shouting "OMG THIS IS IT!" And then I realized there was a sequel, and I got even more excited.

In short, thank you. Very much. Although I don't think my cat thanks you...

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spn-2008.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:50 am (UTC)

:( Your poor scared cat!!! and I'm guilty of that!

And what about Act of Play (http://lifesscar.livejournal.com/236723.html) (no panic attack but an eating disorder an a LOT of angst)and Waiting for My Real Life to Begin (http://sneaky-sena.livejournal.com/8103.html#cutid1) (a LOT of angst)

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 03:23 am (UTC)

Ahhh I'm never going to sleep tonight, am I?
The first I had started and then abandoned, no clue why, so I'll keep on my list. And the second I'll start tomorrow morning. And I wonder why I'm not handing in work -headshake- this fandom is killing me.

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spn-2008.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 03:28 am (UTC)

Ahhh I'm never going to sleep tonight, am I?
Don't sleep!, sleep is way too much overrated :D

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 04:34 am (UTC)

Lol good thing because I just read the second fic, and all the follow up one shots and longer pieces. And I have to be up in five hours. So, regretfully, I will have to read the second one tomorrow.
Thanks again for the recs!

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 09:14 pm (UTC)

I just finished Act of Play and all the others stories I saw when I clicked on the tag. Do you know if there have been any more recent updates?

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spn-2008.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 09:18 pm (UTC)

Nope :(
I added like friends all the authors, subscribed and I'm waiting for updates... and waiting...but I have hope :)

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witchy78.livejournal.com on March 21st, 2009 03:18 pm (UTC)

there's a sequel to tilted ?? Where is it, where is it ??? ;o)))

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 22nd, 2009 10:07 pm (UTC)

Its linked right above...called Aslant? I think

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billysgirl5.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 12:14 am (UTC)

It's Jared instead of Jensen, but it's incredibly angsty...In Service and it's sequels (http://phantisma.livejournal.com/209198.html)
Summary: So the premise is that the world is a different place, where prostitution and disease has led to an institutionalized form of sexual slavery, and Jensen Ackles is a young lord born to a life of privilege. When he sees a Servant bound for service to another lord, he decides he has to have him. Little does he know how the maneuvering to win young Jared Padalecki as his own will cost him in the long run.

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mrswinchester18.livejournal.com on March 19th, 2009 02:15 am (UTC)

Lol I did read this...every second is angst and it toggles back and forth between Jared and Jensen, haha so it was perfect.

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