Hey,

So I was watching "In the Beginning" and I remembered a fic i read awhile back and  have spent two days trying to find it with no luck. So the story i'm looking for explained the "real" reason why Jensen filmed the episode by himself, because the show (eric etc) arranged for Jared to go to rehab because he was addicted to steroids(??) and I think, was being a tad bit abusive to Jensen. Does anyone remember this story or am I going crazy?

Thanks!

ETA: found!! http://community.livejournal.com/super_real/1176987.html

Thanks everyone!