I'm pretty depressed 'cause i have to wait 'till January 21th for new ep. so i decided to do something that will keep me occupied-i started watching Supernatural all over again :D And considering I'm hurt!Dean fan,i found some of my fav scenes,and thought of some different endings...and so on...so i thought: "Hey,maybe someone wrote them" So here is what I am looking for:
*Some Asylum fics where Sam actually DID shot Dean...
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he heard that shot in Benders(when he thought Sam was shot)
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he though Sammy died in Hunted...from that explosion!
*Maybe some All hell breaks loose fics,describing how Dean feels when he holds his dying brother in his arms :(
*When the levee breaks fics,fight scene between Sam and Dean....especially if Sam actually DID choke Dean,and then the realization what he did hits him...or similar :D

Or anything with Dean being hurt emotionally/crying...'cause of Sam's condition..
or Dean being killed by Sam...even better if Sam after killing him realizes what he's done and he's totally broken :D

I'm bad xD