I'm looking for a Big Bang '09 fic:

Fic title: Infected with Empty Bliss
Author name: bridgetmc
Artist name: extraonions
Genre: Wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Gordon/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 25,400
Warnings/Spoilers: Blood, violence, swearing, dub con, non con, vampires, first time Wincest. Starts off from Fresh Blood and goes AU (with an additional AU from All Hell Breaks Loose).
Summary: The last encounter with Gordon left Sam as a vampire. Now Sam must deal with the new changes, including a growing possessiveness for Dean as his mate, as they dodge Gordon's attempts to claim Dean as his own.

No links I can find anywhere are working and I can't get ahold of the author, so if anyone knows of a different link or has it saved I'd be very grateful to get to read it. Thanks!!