I'm sorry, I thought I posted this LF request but I can't find it, and I'm desperate so I'm posting again. A while ago I read a fic where both boys were teenagers and Sam really wanted them to have a "romantic" relationship. Dean did too but he was feeling guilty because Sam was only 15 so he said they had to wait until Sam was 16. Sam thought Dean was only saying that to not hurt his feelings and that Dean really didn't feel the same as Sam. SO Sam told Dean they could go back to being just brothers because he wanted Dean to be happy more than he wanted to be happy, but Dean said no way, because he loved Sam in every way and he wanted them to be together. Does anyone recognize this fic? I had it bookmarked but now I can't find it. Its long, if I remember right.
UMMM and while I'm posting, does anyone know the short porny fic where Sam is in Dean's lap and Sam is pretending to be jealous of some girl to make Dean more aggressive with him in a naughty way?
Thanks for any and all help!!!