Hi there! It's been a couple years since I've made a request like this, and I've had a lot of personal things happen in RL the last year or so I haven't been able to keep up much in fandom online. I hope that means that new stories have been written or you lovely people out there can uncover some golden oldies for me.

I am in desperate need of some good angst and show-me-the-love moments between the boys. I have a couple of types of fic I'm searching for:

1.) Any fics where Dean has a scare that Sam's dying or dead because of something they're doing to get out of The Deal. I don't want an actual death fic, just something that causes angst and/or h/c. I would love to find some like this where Dean actually gets out of the deal despite his scares.

2.) Fake deaths for Sam and/or Dean in general. Anything where one or both of them think the other is dead, whether because of an accident or because one of them fakes their death. (Or even post AHBL fics) They can show up injured, but I don't want actual death fics - just looking for some angst and h/c.

Sam/Dean or gen only, if you please. I'm an OTP type of girl. :-)

Self recs very welcome!!


*leaves out plate of cookies for the Fic Santas*