For number one, I highly recommend "Take A Sad Song" by elliemurasaki
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Edited 2010-04-25 04:50 am (UTC)

Well I recommend two fics both by the same author.

For #1 Fall Away (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5842145/1/Fall_Away) and for #2 No Roads Left But One (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5554280/1/No_Roads_Left_But_One) both by ILoveSupernatural (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1350476/)

When I am with you I feel flames again (http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/104243.html)

Note: (Sam/Dean, r-rated, 11800 words, non-con situations)
Following a failed apocalypse, Dean nurses Sam through his addiction to demon's blood, which has driven Sam to horrific things.

"Maybe" This is kind of like a pre-detox.
http://tinkabell007.livejournal.com/284042.html

If self rec’s are okay, then I may have one that fits your request, pretty much perfectly. It's Gen, but written though slash colored glasses. *winks*


Fic: DETOX (http://community.livejournal.com/no_candle_mom/56157.html#cutid1)


Summary: Starts in the last 2 minutes of 4.22. Sam and Dean make it to safety with Castiel’s help, but Sam still needs to purge himself of the demon blood.

This time, makes the last time look like a walk in the park.