I'm looking for any j2 or s/d fics where one is kidnapped/assaulted by the other and ends up falling in love with them.  Along the lines of "That Stockholm Thing" by dijisun.  I don't care how dark the fic is as long as they are both in love by the time it is over and have a fairly happy ending. 
I'm also looking for any wincest fics where one of the boys (pref. Dean) declares his love for the other verbally.  Like hearts-and-flowers, you are my everything kind of love.  In other words, giant verbal schmoop-fest.
And lastly, can anyone recommend some good sam/dean or j2 fic rec pages?  I feel like I keep stumbling across the same stories, and I'm pretty new to the fandom, so there has to be a lot I haven't read.  So, rec me whatever!!

Thanks!!