hi, me again!!
yes yes, i am pretty much obsessed with reading fan fics on this sight. and silly me, i didn't save a few that i really want to read again. so if you can help me, that would be great...

1. The first one i am looking for Jarad had mulitiple personalitie disorder, a few that i can remember was sam, who was evil, sandy who was sweet, and there was another who i think was assamend to be gay. Anyway, Jensen meets "sam" in a one night stand, then runs into jarard, who claimed that to be his twin brother. Jarad and Jensen fall in love, Jensen finds out...and drama. haha. There was also a sequal where i think jarad was better, but jensen gettts hurt and is like dying, so "sam" comes out, and Jarad is lost for a long time.

2. Jarad is in high school, falls in love with his teacher. i don't really remember much about the first one, but in the sequal, they have been together for a long time, and jarad is a doctor, and jensen comes home from a trip and waits for jarad, jarad is really late, they fight about him always ignoring jensen, jensen is driving, gets in a reck...looses his memory. and has to pretty much fall back in love with jarad. but when his memory comes back, he remembers how jarad was treating him.

please and thank you!! hehe

BOTH ARE FOUND!!! LINKS IN COMMENTS!! :D :D :D :D