Hi everyone,

I'm looking for a specific Sam/Dean fic, which may have been a series now I think of it, but I'm not too sure. Anyway, Dean is committed to Sam, but misses giving oral sex to women, so as a kind of treat, Sam 'lets' Dean go down on a woman while Sam takes Dean from behind.

I read it quite a long time ago on my old laptop, which got a virus and I lost everything! :'(  I'm not sure whether I read it on LJ, Sam/Dean Slash Archive or Sinful Desire. It was REALLY hot, but I don't even know who wrote it!

Can anyone help? Or know of anything similar if not this specific one?

Thanks!

Edit: now found. THANK YOU SO MUCH to zabzab  for the link (in comments)