Here's all my abused!Sam (http://www.delicious.com/black_cherry619/abused!sam) bookmarks I have on Delicious

Sorry I'm a horrible person, but the fic has Sam as a slave to Dean, however ean is good & they end up "bonded". Author's name starts w/ Feather.

It's by feather_touch but the fic is getting published so she had to friends lock the entry

You can friend her or go http://feather-touch.livejournal.com/31556.html to get the PDF

It also has a sequel Forever Bound (http://feather-touch.livejournal.com/8767.html) but that won't so much unless you read the first one :/

No summaries, otherwise this will take up sooo much space and comments. Sorry about that. Also, IDEK where the hell all this Gen fic came from... why do I have so much Gen fic?! *facepalm*

From my abused!Sam tag:
Gen
Bliss (http://strangeandcharm.livejournal.com/6809.html)

Don't Say a Word (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4304684/1/Dont_Say_a_Word)

The Truth is Revealed! (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5774467/1/The_Truth_is_Revealed)

Guilt (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2818446/1/Guilt)

Inside (http://calicokat.livejournal.com/218018.html) and its sequel Fallout (http://calicokat.livejournal.com/219411.html)

Red (http://community.livejournal.com/wincest/1047953.html)

Sam/Gabriel
Still Standing (http://vlbuehle.livejournal.com/9888.html#cutid1)

Sam/Dean
No Fortunate Son (http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2326)

Sins and Tragedies (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2992852/1/Sins_And_Tragedies)

From my hurt!Sam tags:

Gen
Bonding of Souls (http://bayre.webs.com/bondingofsouls.htm)

A Matter of Trust (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6146022/1/A_Matter_of_Trust)

There's Only One Thing You Can Count On (http://dante-s-hell.livejournal.com/26465.html)

Detox (http://community.livejournal.com/no_candle_mom/56157.html)

Heaven Without You (http://ratherastory.livejournal.com/35070.html)

Tearless Grief Bleeds Inwardly (http://dontknowmyname.livejournal.com/48646.html#cutid1)

Almost At Empty (http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/888178.html)

The Worst Part of These Winters (http://faye-dartmouth.livejournal.com/69590.html)

Forgiveness is an Attribute of the Strong (http://dontknowmyname.livejournal.com/54913.html#cutid1)

Walking Home A Crooked Mile (http://blueeyedliz.livejournal.com/5443.html#cutid1)

Avoidance (http://klutzy-girl.livejournal.com/314311.html)

The Definition of Fine (http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/779239.html)

Running Out of Time (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4143133/1/Running_Out_of_Time)

Oversight (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4149156/1/) and it's sequel Foresight (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4165284/1/)

Hiding in Plain Sight (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4878135/1/)

Unconventional (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5548420/1/Unconventional)

Mystery Sam (http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/880426.html)

Trader (http://dtwilight.livejournal.com/19383.html)

One More Bump in the Road (http://kokoda2007.livejournal.com/47439.html#cutid1)

And As We Wind on Down the Road (http://irnan.livejournal.com/2081.html)

Brought Back (http://www.thestade.com/khksn23.html)

Sam/Dean
Colours of his Soul (http://luvsabitch.livejournal.com/2475.html)

Tender Threads Exquisitely Finding (http://xela-fic.livejournal.com/55957.html)

That Thing That's Golden (http://kellifer-fic.livejournal.com/287380.html)

Know When to Fold 'Em (http://feather-touch.livejournal.com/15085.html)

Don't You Know That I Love You? (http://veronamay.livejournal.com/712284.html)

Hearts' Desire (http://graceandfire.livejournal.com/5264.html)

Rampant (http://last-imperatrix.livejournal.com/14289.html)

All About Forgiveness (http://dante-s-hell.livejournal.com/43974.html)

Failures (http://community.livejournal.com/spnkink_meme/21245.html?thread=4945405#t4945405) (Demon!Dean/Sam)

The Ache (http://zelamorre.dreamwidth.org/449.html?#cutid1)

Casting You in a Different Light (http://bemycasualty.livejournal.com/11523.html)

The Appearance of Things (http://squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/viewstory.php?sid=21167&warning=FRT-17)

Shifting (http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=843)

Are You Happy Now? (http://not-refined.livejournal.com/14350.html#cutid1)

Separating Anxiety (http://lizzypaul.livejournal.com/100595.html)

Of Fears and Nightmares (http://cyndrarae.livejournal.com/32988.html#cutid1)

Secrets of South Carolina (http://community.livejournal.com/sn_slash/618466.html)

Sammy's Secret (http://community.livejournal.com/annie_46fic/80591.html)

Sam/Gabriel
Of Threadbare Souls and Rain (http://of-red-clouds.livejournal.com/4421.html)

Pro Bono (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6199597/1/Pro_Bono) (Sam/Gabriel is in flashbacks, and not at all graphic if I recall correctly...It's protective!Dean, hurt!Sam)

Choices (http://vlbuehle.livejournal.com/13479.html)

Trinkets and Trifles (http://community.livejournal.com/ameonna1_writes/3703.html#cutid1)

My Little World is Yours (http://community.livejournal.com/comment_fic/122694.html?thread=26484294#t26484294)

Tied to You (http://folkhore.livejournal.com/45537.html)

Under We Go, So Slow (http://community.livejournal.com/nataliejfics/3010.html#cutid1)

Sam/Castiel
Thirteen Conversations About One Thing (http://elise-509.livejournal.com/333115.html) (but Dean's POV and Sam/Cas is very background. A great read

All the King's Horses (http://folkhore.livejournal.com/45537.html)

Self-Harm:
Gen
My Sacrifice (http://community.livejournal.com/ohsam/19600.html#cutid1)

Practical Application (http://ratherastory.livejournal.com/6995.html)

Sam/Dean
Still the Empty Hands in Which the Hours Never Pool (http://archiveofourown.org/works/79205?view_adult=true)

Staying Strong (http://deadlynight27.livejournal.com/84883.html#cutid1)

You guys are amazing. <3 you ALL!! I wish I could bake so I could give you all cookies!!!!!!!

"Enter the Sandman" Lucifer/Sam
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6076507/1/

Gen
True Brotherhood http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4688315/1/True_Brotherhood
and the sequel Brotherhood's Bond http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4859139/1/

slash
No Fortunate Son http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2326&warning=5

slash
Worth the Price? http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=1409

Gen
Master list for "What A Father Won't Do" and the sequel "What A Brother Won't Do"
http://greenblue26.livejournal.com/5358.html

Seemingly inactive WIP. Gen
Here Comes A Cold http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3705019/1/

Gen
It Requires More Courage
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/8589.html
sequel Not Simply One Of the Virtues
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/17775.html

Gen, though it deals with non-con wincest
Passenger http://community.livejournal.com/supernaturalfic/1615665.html and the sequel With Spit and a Prayer
http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/66908.html

"Honest Lies" http://community.livejournal.com/darkdean/65872.html

Shadows 'verse, Slash
Learn to Crawl http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Learn.html
Walking in the Shadows http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Walking.html
Passion Leaves a Trace http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Passion.html

Slash
kuhekabir's Fire and Ice Verse http://kuhekabir.livejournal.com/115530.html
The first two parts ("Snow Flakes" and "Black Ice") are f-locked (I don't think the third part, "In Twilight And Darkness," was last I looked) but kuhekabir emailed them to me when I PM-ed and asked about them. :-) Or you could friend her.
I LOVE the writing style in this one, and the way it's written from Sam's first person POV

Gen
Safe In the Arms of Love:Summary: Total AU Dean Winchester was just your average joe working as a mechanic in his hometown of Lawarance,KS when he met Sam Logan and everything changed.
sequel Into the Real World http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4398290/1/

Gen
Replacement http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4605897/1/

Into the Morning
http://thatwelearn.livejournal.com/2744.html

Definition of a Human, gen
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4463641/1/Definition_of_a_Human
and the sequel Regaining Humanity
You could also look through her other fics- most of hers are hurt and/or abused Sam, some are very dark and graphic.



I'm not certain if these four fit what you want or not, but they're ones I like that involve hurt-Sam in one way or another...

Gen
If You Could Only See http://mikiya2200.livejournal.com/11407.html

The Cure http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6014723/1/

I Must Not Tell Lies
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/47409.html
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/51043.html
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/52530.html

Gen
The Game http://bayre.webs.com/thegame.htm

I totally second "Honest Lies".

slash
An Issue of Consent http://varkelton.livejournal.com/11848.html

John/Sam non-con
Mother Mary Comes to Me http://phantisma.livejournal.com/210924.html
and its sequel Longer than the Road that Stretches Out Ahead
I think she has some others you may like, too.

Breaking http://leahk80.livejournal.com/tag/breaking
physical abuse by a sibling

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4887680/1/Captive
-What if in the Benders. Sam was raped and beaten severly by the family that captured him? Dean doesn't go to the police and searches for Sam on his own. When he finds Sam Sam is mentally unstable and hardly recoginzes Dean.

suicidal Sam
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4591526/1/Gifts

Gone http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5761520/1/Gone and the sequel Stonewall:Summary: Three months have passed since Sam and Dean's abduction. Bobby and Dean have noticed that Sam's mental state isn't right and begin to get worried. He's tense, jumpy, quiet, and has mood swings- not the little brother Dean used to know. Just as they start to believe Sam's getting better, something dramatic happens. Something too much for Sam to handle. Something that just might push him over the edge…

Trapped:Summary: The Winchester brothers are held hostage by men who want to use Sam's powers for their benefit.

Negligence:Summary: Left alone by John and Dean, Sam learns that not all predators are supernatural.

First Kiss John/Sam
http://tina-j2.livejournal.com/1396.html

The Good Son Verse
http://phantisma.livejournal.com/tag/series%3A%20good%20son
(Torture & Rape)

oops, here are the links to Negligence http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4243370/1/
and
Trapped http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3261520/1/Trapped
and Stonewall http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6055813/1/bStonewall_b

Holy crap, guys. I'm loving you more and more. And I'm still totally okay for more of you've got 'em. Furealz if I had culinary skills, there would be cookies all around. "Special" cookies, too. loll

btw, totally forgot about suicidal!Sam... That, too... Want. Goodness gracious I sound mean. >