HI!

so i love dean. and i love dean!angst. and i love emotionallyfragile!dean. as such, here is my list of fics (i bet everything i just said is super obvious in this list):

1) i'm looking for any fic that deals with sam FINDING OUT about what happened to dean when he ran away to flagstaff. so any fics where he finds out that dean was abused or punished or what not. whether he finds out from cas, bobby, or dean himself, i don't mind. i just like guilty!sam and hurt!dean.

2) i'm also looking for any fics that deal with dean either thinking over sam's favorite memories in heaven (which, you know, completely destroyed him) or him confronting sam about it. i'd rather if it NOT end in sam being like "oh but you totes missed out on the great brotherly bonding memory i had before you arrived!" or worse (in my opinion) the cop out method of "but heaven was totes toying with us! those weren't my real memories!" i like sam as a kind of insensitive ass. but yeah. so angst!dean is good. 

3) also any fics that deal with sam realizing how much he's taken dean for granted over the years. 

i'd PREFER if these were gen fics instead of wincest. but if there's an epic story that has some wincest in it, i don't mind. i'm just mainly looking for brotherly-ness, not sex. 

thanks in advance!