22 January 2011 @ 09:56 am
1 general search, 1 specific fic  
Hey guys. Yeah, I'm -back-. I know. ^_^ Good news is, I figured out Delicious! Now I just gotta go back and start tagging my favorites. Which brought me here. I'm lookin for:

1) A very specific fic. I can't quite recall if it's SPN AU or J2, because I thought it was Sam and Dean, but I clearly remember Jeffery Dean Morgan, so I'm not 100% sure. Jared/Sam just moved to Cali to be in the movies, and JDM almost hits him with his truck. He cons Jared/Sam into posing for underwear commercials for a buddy of his, and takes him out to a strip club to celebrate. Where he meets Jensen/Dean, who's dressed as a Geisha and stripping. Turns out Jared/Sam moved into Jensen/Dean's apartment building. I clearly remember Jensen/Dean was manic/bi-polar, and freaked out because Jared/Sam didn't 'think' his place was clean enough. His walls were painted red from one of his previous episodes. It was a great read, a really long one, but good. Anyone know this one??

2) And the previous, with several others I've started tagging, got me to realize 99%, if not all, of my mental-boys are something wrong with Jensen. So now I'm on the hunt for Jared with mental illnesses (Autistic, depressed, bipolar, manic-depressive, what have you). There's one where Jensen rolls a marble all the time, and he's waking up from a 'walking coma'.... that sorta deal works too. Just something where Jared isn't 'normal'. Also, I'm hunting any stories where there's more of an emphasis on Jensen taking care of Jared. Again, most I have tagged are Jared taking care of Jensen, for whatever reason. Jensen is older, and I want some fics that focus on that. H/C, tying in with above, illness, blind, deaf, hurt, visions (Jared here, not Sam. I know I've read one somewhere),...  whatever. Just Jensen taking care of our boy.

Thanks everyone. ^_^ "

*goes back to diligently tagging like mad* 
 
 
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[identity profile] aelia1980.livejournal.com on January 22nd, 2011 03:57 pm (UTC)
If you don´t mind self-recs, I have written a fic where Jared is "kind of" mentally challenged because he doesn´t talk after an accident and Jensen takes good care of him. http://aelia1980.livejournal.com/tag/find%20happiness%20again

And there´s another one that might also be a bit like what you´re looking for: http://aelia1980.livejournal.com/tag/life%C2%B4s%20dream

Both fics have a lot of h/c, heaps of schmoop and most of all, hurt Jared and Jensen being there for him. And btw, all are "non AUs", though them being actors is not the main storyline.

A wonderful "mentally challenged" (don´t really like that term ;)) Jared is a fic called "True Colors" but unluckily I can´t provide you with the link for the time being. Maybe someone else has it
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:01 am (UTC)
Oh trust me, I -NEVER- turn down a self-rec!! As long as my little grubby paws on get on the fic, that's all that ever matters to me!! *tags the page and gryns* Can't wait to get on this!! *beams* Thank you!!
(Anonymous) on January 22nd, 2011 04:43 pm (UTC)
#1
#1 is the innocence and feathers verse from Glassyskies. I'm so glad
she's back. Here's the link. Hope this works.

http://glassyskies.livejournal.com/tag/innocence%20and%20feathers%20%27verse
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:02 am (UTC)
Re: #1
Thank you!!!

*thumps her head on the wall* Yeah, I shoulda known. Because from this one, I got into her Jensen Inside 'verse, and that's what prompted wanting non-Jensen fics. *gryns ruefully and sheepishly* Thank you so much!!
[identity profile] wianea03.livejournal.com on January 22nd, 2011 05:00 pm (UTC)
True Colors
http://munibunny.livejournal.com/120225.html?style=mine

The Darkest Things I've Seen
http://masterlist415.livejournal.com/48147.html

The Christmas Wish
http://motoque.livejournal.com/2203.html

StopFrame
http://cadaverlicious.livejournal.com/13052.html (this on is unfinished, and it's been a while since an update.)

[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:03 am (UTC)
*squeaks gleefully* Thank you so much!!! *rubs her hands and cackles* Ohh, lotsa pretty fics for such a snowy night! <3
[identity profile] siriala.livejournal.com on January 22nd, 2011 05:04 pm (UTC)
For 2, the great Underneath the weight of it all (http://users.livejournal.com/_mournthewicked/220635.html) comes to mind.
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:04 am (UTC)
You and another recced this, and I wound up reading it before heading back over here to comment. All I can say is GUH!!

*clutchy fingers of awesomeness and delight* YES! This is exactly the sorta thing I wanted!! Though, is it bad of me that I -adored- Sam? *gryns* Dark and brooding and slightly malicious and just amazing. *happy sighs* This is a new favorite. Thank you, so very very much!!
[identity profile] katsheswims.livejournal.com on January 22nd, 2011 08:39 pm (UTC)
Here are some mental illness Jared fics:
http://www.delicious.com/redfoxrose/mental-illness!Jared

And someone already gave you #1 as the innocence and feathers verse (it's strange I just finished reading that for the first time yesterday).
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:06 am (UTC)
*gryns* Yeah.... like I explained to them, if I had seriously thought about it and backtracked, I woulda found it. :/ I had read that, and then clicked the Jensen Inside verse, and got into that, and that's what prompted me wanting mentally-sick Jared/Sam rather than Jensen/Dean. *shakes her head*

Ah well. Great read, isn't it? I just adore it.. and now I can read it again! *beams* And the rec list... thank you, a million. I will probably wind up snagging most of them to retag myself. ^_^ Perfect project for such a cold and snowy night! *curls up to start reading*
[identity profile] cherry916.livejournal.com on January 22nd, 2011 10:57 pm (UTC)
Behind The Mask (http://community.livejournal.com/mags_tales/797.html)

Jared is also pretty ill this fic. He's not crazy or insane he's just pretty sick in his head.
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:08 am (UTC)
That works for me!! Most of what I keep finding is all Jensen-focused. Which, like your icon mentions, I enjoy, but sometimes you just want the Jared/Sam whumpages to make you feel better, you know? Thanks so much!! <3
[identity profile] cherry916.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:16 am (UTC)
IKR? I love Dean/Jensen but I don't want it Jensen focused, lets have the best of both worlds :)
[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:24 am (UTC)
Exactly. *nods* There's just something about a hurt/hurting/whumped Jared/Sam that makes the world a better place. >.> Okay, that sounded wrong, but I think you know what I mean! ^-^
[identity profile] cherry916.livejournal.com on January 23rd, 2011 06:31 am (UTC)
MTE we are pretty sadistic but I wouldn't have it any other way
[identity profile] violetknights.livejournal.com on January 24th, 2011 12:21 am (UTC)
Another self rec - I wrote the 'marble rolling Jensen' story, "Sunshine on a rainy Day, and afterwards I wanted to write something where Jensen had to take care of Jared, the result was this http://violetknights.livejournal.com/tag/bigbang - I hope you enjoy it xx

[identity profile] silverblaze85.livejournal.com on January 29th, 2011 10:47 am (UTC)
*squeaks* Darlin, I am just such a fan of your works. ^_^ I actually found this one right after "Sunshine", and it wound up making me come back over to SPNStoryFinders to see if there were any other fics with Harley or Sadie hurt. You have just such totally awesome fics. I can't tell you how many of yours I have bookmarked. :)